The hard-hitting, emotional first installment in a new series from New York Times best-selling author Cassia Leo. 

Jack and I had everything. Then, in one brutal instant, the universe tilted on its side, discarding us into black nothingness. 

Now, I have a cocky asshole for a husband. The only way we communicate anymore is when we’re fighting or f--king. With nothing left to lose, I write Jack a goodbye letter and head for the coast, where I quickly find a job and meet someone at work who helps me find a place to stay. 

My new host - hot, tattooed ex-soldier Isaac Evans - is complicated. Nevertheless, we form a fast friendship, bonding over our mutual desire to create something beautiful from the wreckage of our lives. 

But despite the distance between us, Jack and I are still trying to make things work - fighting and f--king dirtier than ever. And he doesn’t appreciate my new friendship with Isaac. Not one f--king bit.