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Counting the Cost

By: Jill Duggar, Derick Dillard, Craig Borlase
Narrated by: Jill Duggar
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 For the first time, discover the unedited truth about the Duggars, the traditional Christian family that captivated the nation on TLC’s hit show 19 Kids and Counting. Jill Duggar and her husband Derick are finally ready to share their story, revealing the secrets, manipulation, and intimidation behind the show in this “no-holds barred” (People) instant New York Times bestseller.

Jill and Derick knew a normal life wasn’t possible for them. As a star on the popular TLC reality show 19 Kids and Counting, Jill grew up in front of viewers who were fascinated by her family’s way of life. She was the responsible, second daughter of Jim Bob and Michelle’s nineteen kids; always with a baby on her hip and happy to wear the modest ankle-length dresses with throat-high necklines. She didn’t protest the strict model of patriarchy that her family followed, which declares that men are superior, that women are expected to be wives and mothers and are discouraged from attaining a higher education, and that parental authority over their children continues well into adulthood, even once they are married.

But as Jill got older, married Derick, and they embarked on their own lives, the red flags became too obvious to ignore.

For as long as they could, Jill and Derick tried to be obedient family members—but now they’re raising a family of their own, and they’re done with the secrets. Thanks to time, tears, therapy, and blessings from God, they have the strength to share their journey. Theirs is a “complicated, remarkably relatable story of faith and family loyalty” (Salon) and a moving example of how to find healing through honesty. Entertainment & Celebrities Religious Studies Celebrity Marriage Heartfelt Inspiring Thought-Provoking
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I loved it so much I had to stop listening at 1am and finish it today. it's very well written. So much trauma that you have been through. Your faith shows through and is inspiring. I hope the whole Duggar family can truly all heal one day, and you are reunited with all your siblings. Time helps too. Thank you for opening up to us all, and in your own voice, I love audible

Thank you for sharing your journey!

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Was really good to hear your side. A lot of things that had we wondering on the show make sense.
So glad you have found happiness with your own little family

Thankyou Jill for telling us your story

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This was an incredible book to listen to, and I was truly moved by the raw and authentic voice that Jill has put to her experiences over the last decade or so. Jill found a way to be honest, raw, humble as well as being full of love and grace for her family.

Raw, honest but full of love and grace

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Jill did a fantastic job of playing out the issues and triumphs of her journey in a non-accusatory and fair way.
A great book and amazing listen!

Fantastic book!

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You should be so proud of yourself Jill - best wishes moving forward. Glad I read (listened).

Beautiful, Raw, Touching

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