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At Dark I Become Loathsome

By: Eric LaRocca
Narrated by: Harden Chase
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Summary
 From the Bram Stoker Award-finalist and Splatterpunk Award-winner of Things Have Gotten Worse Since We Last Spoke, a grim yet gentle, horrifying yet hopeful tale of grief, trauma, and love. If you’re reading this, you’ve likely thought that the world would be a better place without you. A single line of text, glowing in the darkness of the internet. Written by Ashley Lutin, who has often thought that, and worse, in the years since his wife died and his young son disappeared. But the peace of the grave is not for Ashley—it’s for those he can help. Ashley Lutin has constructed a peculiar ritual for those whose desire to die is at war with their yearning to live a better life. Struggling to overcome his never-ending grief, one night Ashley connects with Jinx, who spins a tale both revolting and fascinating. This begins a relationship that traps the men in a tightening spiral of painful revelations, where long-hidden secrets are dragged, kicking and screaming, into the light. Only through pain can we find healing. Only through death can we find life.©2025 Eric LaRocca (P)2025 W.F. Howes Ltd. Genre Fiction Horror LGBTQIA+ Creators Literature & Fiction Mystery, Thriller & Suspense Psychological Thriller & Suspense
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