Nick Shane
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Nick Shane

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It has been over two and a half years since my near-death experience, a moment that transformed my life in ways I never could have anticipated. Since that day, I have witnessed a tapestry of enigmatic paranormal and supernatural phenomena that have reshaped my understanding of existence itself. I have changed fundamentally, and now, I will never be the same. My friends, those who were once so close to me, and still are, simply misunderstood, and often express their desire to have the old me back, the person they once knew. In those early days after my awakening, they seemed bewildered by the shifts they sensed within me, and they still struggle to comprehend the profound changes I have undergone. “We want our friend back,” they say, but I can only respond with honesty: the old me is gone, and I don’t wish to return, or could I. I want them to know, and whom ever is reading this, I do understand them, I changed in profound ways. I’ve experienced an expansion of both mind and heart, discovering a deeper connection to the universe and a closeness to God that I never thought possible. A sense of peace and joy envelops me now, something that has become a guiding light in my life. But in my attempts to share this new perspective, I often find myself speaking into a void; my words elude them like a fragile dream slipping away at dawn. Once again, I feel the weight of isolation pressing down on me. They can’t accept the person I’ve become, and sometimes I wonder if they ever truly knew who I was at all. I wish they could understand the beauty and depth of what I have experienced—the love and light that now fills my days. There was a moment, lying in that silent cabin, when I felt a presence enveloping me, millions of glowing orbs emerging from the shadows. Each orb pulsed with love and warmth, a sacred embrace from something greater than me. In that moment, I could feel their love wrapping around me like a divine cocoon. The peace and unconditional love I experienced were unlike anything I had ever known, and I wish more than anything that they could feel it too. I yearn for them to understand why I can never go back, why I can't be who I was before. This journey of awakening has brought me gifts beyond measure, and as I walk this new path, I am learning to embrace my true self, no matter how lonely that journey may sometimes feel. Imagine being constantly awake and aware of everything around you, both in the physical world and beyond. Sensing not just the good, but also the pain and despair that surrounds us, including the deep longing of forgotten spirits. Being granted the ability to witness the past, present, and future, and even peering into the souls of others. The idea that by capturing a person's image, one could unravel layers to see their future, understand their pain, and even connect with their ancestors. The weight of such a gift can be overwhelming, leading you to compartmentalize your emotions and aspects of your personality to cope. Splitting yourself into three personas, each with a specific role: one to endure the darkness, another for the divine, and a middle ground to maintain balance. This division is a way to protect your core identity amidst the overwhelming flood of experiences. However, this process isn't without its toll. Periodically, you must bring all these fragments back together, allowing yourself to feel and reconnect. The cycle repeats, with moments of respite where you can just be yourself before diving back into this intense existence. This inner struggle, hidden from the world, is the unspoken burden I carry.
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