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Things I Wanted to Say (but Never Did)

By: Monica Murphy
Narrated by: Allie Piper, Joe Arden
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From New York Times bestselling author Monica Murphy comes a brand new dark and twisted bully romance full of secrets and lies …

Whit Lancaster burst into my life like a storm. Dark and thunderous, furious and fierce. Cold, heartless, and devastatingly beautiful, like the statues in our prep school gardens. The school with his family name on the sign. He can do no wrong here. This is his domain.

He’s a menace on campus. Adored and feared. Hated and respected. His taunting words carve into my skin, shredding me to ribbons. Yet his intense gaze scorches my blood, fills me with a longing I don’t understand.

When he comes to my rescue one night, he ends up broken. Bleeding. My instincts scream to leave and let him suffer, but I can’t. I sneak him into my room. Clean him up. Fall for his lies. Let him possess every single part of me until I’m the one left a gasping, broken mess.

Then he leaves me alone in the dead of night, taking my journal with him. Now he knows all my secrets. My hate. My truth. And he promises to use my words against me. I’ll be ruined if my darkest secret gets out. That’s when I strike a bargain with the devil. I’ll let Whit Lancaster ruin me behind closed doors instead.

Things I Wanted to Say (but never did) is a complete standalone. This edgy bully romance contains dark scenes some listeners may find uncomfortable to hear. Listener discretion is advised.

©2021 Monica Murphy (P)2022 Blackstone Publishing

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Great

Captivating read. Grabs your attention the whole book.
A preppy rich kid meets a rich school girl. Both with dark pasts. Perfect for each other.

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Narrators did well

The story was alright but a bit lacking. A lot of repetition, FMC putting up with BS and never growing from it. Narrators were really good at least which helped me finish this.

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Story a bit lacking


I enjoyed this book, but I was disappointed that there seemed to be zero personal growth of the mfc. The main characters relationship dynamic was exactly the same as it was in the beginning, tbh it was odd, don’t get me wrong I
Love a good dark bully romance, but I just felt like the characters didn’t grow as individuals. She starts off easily manipulated, used and bullied and in the final chapters she still lets herself get treated the same, it was a little odd. Ending was a bit scattered and all over the place. Narration was great!

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Totally LOVED it

Great story, great readers, great love and oh so steamy… can’t wait for the next one

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Sizzling!

Incredible read. Spicy ! Loved it and all the characters. 10/10 must listen. Good work to the voice talent

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