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If Only I Had Told Her
- Narrated by: Tyler Darby, Gina Rogers
- Length: 9 hrs and 44 mins
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Publisher's Summary
An intensely emotional and gripping companion novel to Laura Nowlin's USA Today and New York Times bestselling novel If He Had Been With Me about the love that both breaks and heals us. Perfect for fans of Colleen Hoover and Jenny Han.
If only I'd told her that I loved her years ago, then I wouldn't be here now.
Finn has always loved Autumn. She's not just the girl next door or his mother's best friend's daughter, she is his everything. But she's not his girlfriend. That's Sylvie, and Finn would never hurt her, so there's no way Autumn could know how he truly feels.
Jack, Finn's best friend, isn't so sure. He's seen Finn and Autumn together. How could she not know? And how is he supposed to support and protect Finn when heartache seems inevitable?
Autumn surrounds herself with books and wants to write her own destiny—but one doesn't always get a new chapter and fate can be cruel to those in love.
Told through three different perspectives, If Only I Had Told Her is a love story brimming with truth, tragedy, and the unexpected bonds that heal us.
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- Demi
- 10-04-2024
Heart throbbing
Well I feel like I’m going to be crying for the next week after finishing this. Their love was beautiful and this book takes you on such an emotional journey. Highly recommend but check your trigger warning. 5/5 ❤️
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- Anonymous User
- 21-04-2024
Autumns perspective felt rushed
i love how it had 3 perspectives, Finnie and Jacks perspective felt as if it had a lot of time and thought put into it, it brought out a lot of emotions, autumns perspective however, did not captivate me the way it did in the first book… while i enjoyed this book, i waited a reasonable amount of time and feel as though her pregnancy did not get the time/ effort put into it as much as i had hoped. lowkey hoping for another book just based on the child’s life/ experience, learning who her father is based on Autumns stories and pictures of Finn.
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