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Beyond Belief
- My Secret Life Inside Scientology and My Harrowing Escape
- Narrated by: Sandy Rustin
- Length: 11 hrs and 57 mins
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Publisher's Summary
Audie Award Finalist, Non-Fiction, 2014
Jenna Miscavige Hill, niece of Church of Scientology leader David Miscavige, was raised as a Scientologist but left the controversial religion in 2005. In Beyond Belief, she shares her true story of life inside the upper ranks of the sect, details her experiences as a member Sea Org - the church's highest ministry - speaks of her "disconnection" from family outside of the organization, and tells the story of her ultimate escape.
In this tell-all memoir, Jenna Miscavige Hill, a prominent critic of Scientology who now helps others leave the organization, offers an insider's profile of the beliefs, rituals, and secrets of the religion that has captured the fascination of millions, including some of Hollywood's brightest stars such as Tom Cruise and John Travolta.
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- Anonymous User
- 24-03-2019
Awesome. Enlightening!
This is great for anyone who has seen 'Going Clear' and wants to learn more.
It is such a powerful audiobook. To hear this all from the niece of the guy who runs the show is refreshing.
These poor people are trained to not think for themselves, but obey the odd laws of the church.
Highly recommended.
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- Kellw
- 09-05-2023
Great story
An excellent insight into the world
of scientology. What a life! So glad Jenna found her way out
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- Adam Turley
- 31-10-2019
an amazing journey
An amazing and sad tale... thanks Jenna for sharing. Well read audio book. An emotional story and an eye-opening insight into $cientology and how out ethics it is.
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- Anonymous User
- 25-07-2023
what an insight into Scientology
really appreciate the complexities and insight into what happens behind closed doors. canberra pronounced incorrectly though ;-)
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- Anonymous User
- 10-08-2017
An incredible story. A must read.
An amazing story of resilience of the human spirit. Sandy reads Jenna"s incredible story with such heart and really captures the innocence of that little girl abandoned to the ruthlessness that is Scientology today.
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- Helen
- 12-10-2023
Woh! What a story.
Extremely well written. Excellent performance by the reader. The story is just an unimaginable tale of resilience and sheer strength. Not sure I would have made it if I were in their shoes.
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- Dianne Jones
- 01-11-2023
Jenna Hill
I learnt more about the abuse of children and adults in this cult. Why do the authorities not investigate child labor laws and abuse?
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- Showme73
- 24-07-2017
Boring and long winded
I cannot finish this book. It's so long winded and has taken hours from my life
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