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This collection contains all-new stories of coulrophobia (fear of clowns) from some of the most talented horror writers alive!

Rocky Mountain Cold Cases is a true crime podcast hosted by true crime fan Rachel and true crime newbie Adam. This podcast provides a casual overview of both cold cases and murder mysteries that have taken place near the Rocky Mountain region (New Mexico, Utah, Colorado, Wyoming, Idaho, and Montana). As we continue to find these true crime mysteries, we may occasionally drift outside the rocky mountain area for special episodes or whenever we feel like it. Either way. We are glad to have you as a listener! Be sure to subscribe and catch all of our past and future episodes. 

I spent some of the darkest months of my life struggling to find a reason to get up in the morning. In my first awakening, I disassociated from my parents. My first husband cheated on me. My second husband carried on long affairs over the course of 15 years and told me he regretted ever bringing a child into the world with me. I had convinced myself that I wasn’t fit to be a mother, a spouse, or a daughter. Other than being a good accountant, I could find no value within myself to offer the world.

Never fast enough, never smart enough, never pretty enough - just never enough. I was conditioned from a young age to firmly believe that I would never be enough of anything to attain the unconditional love I craved so deeply from my bipolar, narcissistic mother and the safety and protection I craved from my loving but terrified father. My life truly started the day I woke up and realized that the emotional abuse of my childhood had distorted the lens through which I see myself and the world around me.

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A podcast about ghosts, ghouls and things that go bump in the night...