• ep 24 - let's put on a suit and play human today
    Aug 14 2025

    In this conversation, Amel and Noel discuss the emotional challenges of acting, including the importance of staying in character and memorization techniques. They explore the rise of indie films and the complexities of parental relationships, touching on themes of conflict avoidance and the burden of expectations. The discussion shifts to the absurdity of modern debates and the need for activism, emphasizing the role of anger and passion in driving change. They reflect on the disillusionment with societal progress and the importance of optimistic voices in the face of adversity.

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    1 hr and 2 mins
  • ep 23 - i can swim to save my life
    Aug 7 2025

    In this conversation, Amel and Noel explore various themes including fitness journeys, literary discussions, community building, and the complexities of adult friendships. They delve into the importance of cultural connections, the nuances of manifestation, and the role of faith in the face of suffering. The discussion also touches on the implications of AI in society and the power of belief in shaping one's reality.

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    55 mins
  • ep 22 - i want to be a phoenix
    Jul 31 2025

    In this conversation, Amel Khalil and Noel Damouni explore various socioeconomic systems, including communism, socialism, and capitalism, while reflecting on their personal experiences and the impact of trauma on identity. They discuss the importance of speaking up against injustices, the emotional toll of current events, and the significance of financial literacy and planning for retirement. The hosts emphasize the interconnectedness of social justice issues and the need for continuous learning and understanding of different perspectives.

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    54 mins
  • ep 21 - i could have been a cute little palestinian princess
    Jul 24 2025

    In this conversation, Amel Khalil and Noel Damouni explore various themes including the metaphor of gaming as a reflection of societal change, the impact of social media on awareness of global issues, and the complexities of personal identity and trauma. They discuss the Syrian conflict, the role of food and culture in shaping identity, and the importance of sharing stories to foster understanding and empathy. The conversation also delves into the struggles of being a minority, the transformative power of pain, and the pursuit of justice in a world filled with challenges.

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    57 mins
  • ep 20 - i trust i'm a good person
    Jul 10 2025

    In this conversation, Amel Khalil and Noel Damouni explore the complexities of relationships, touching on themes such as vulnerability, cultural expectations, personal identity, and the impact of faith. They discuss their past experiences with exes, the challenges of online vulnerability, and the importance of authenticity in relationships. The dialogue also delves into the roles of feminism and mental health, emphasizing the need for emotional expression and support in partnerships. Ultimately, they reflect on personal growth and the journey towards finding happiness in relationships.


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    59 mins
  • ep 19 - i'm doing onlyfans
    Jul 3 2025

    In this conversation, Noel and Amel explore various themes including political opinions, feminism, cultural identity, the economics of sex work, emotional availability in relationships, and the impact of social media. They discuss the complexities of political statements, the gender wage gap, and the societal expectations placed on individuals based on their gender. The conversation highlights the importance of community engagement and the hope that comes from political change.


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    1 hr and 3 mins
  • ep 18 - what do you mean God negotiates?
    Jul 1 2025

    In this conversation, Noel and Amel explore the complexities of facing global crises, the nature of faith, and the role of religion in personal identity. They discuss their agnostic beliefs, the impact of religion on morality, and the importance of questioning interpretations of faith. Through humor and personal anecdotes, they navigate the challenges of understanding their beliefs in a world filled with uncertainty and conflict.

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    56 mins
  • ep 17 - he's a hottie and he's leading in the polls
    Jun 17 2025

    In this episode, Amel and Noel dive into viral videos, wedding joy, and the ache of living awake in the matrix. They talk about quitting alcohol, stand-up stage fright, political crushes (hi, Zohran), and what it means to hold both joy and grief—especially in the shadow of Palestine. From imposter syndrome to chosen family, it’s a ride through fear, laughter, and the beauty of being seen. <3

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    1 hr and 3 mins