Episodes

  • Shot through with Space (Part 2)
    Sep 4 2025

    This talk continues the mini-series on exploring space and spaciousness. It presents a variety of practices with gaze, body, and breath that can help us verify in our own experience that the separation of mind from object and self from other is only an afterthought that distorts the original undividedness of space. The experience of undivided spaciousness can help soften conflict, ease trauma, and increase the freedom with which we respond to changing circumstances. We can even relax our sense of self-directed agency. We might then take the view that we are not located in space but that we are what space is doing in this location. Space appears to be the agent. But rather than turning this into a notion of God, we can simply rest in the realization that moment by moment, spaciousness resolves into function. Life unfolds without clinging.

    Welcome to Zen Mind!

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    Zenki Christian Dillo Roshi is the the guiding teacher at the Boulder Zen Center in Colorado, USA. This podcast shares the regular dharma talks given at the center. Zenki Roshi approaches Zen practice as a craft of transformation, liberation, wisdom and compassionate action. His interest is to bring Buddhism alive within the Western cultural context, while staying committed to the traditional emphasis on embodiment.

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    52 mins
  • Shot through with Space (Part 1)
    Aug 21 2025

    This is the first talk in a mini-series on practicing with the experience of space and spaciousness. The exploration starts with a fundamental shift in view… from “space separates” to “space connects.” We are culturally trained to see space as being between things and separating our self from the world, thus reinforcing opposition and alienation. But what if space is connecting and bonding—and beyond that enveloping, penetrating, and accommodating everything as it is? Such a shift can have profound implications for how we live—with less opposition and judgment and more acceptance and intimacy. To embody this, we need to make our minds spacious, open, and accommodating, thus freeing others and ourselves to be as we are. This can serve as a foundation for liberation from suffering, wisdom, and compassion.

    Welcome to Zen Mind!

    Love the dharma talks and want to hear more? Consider becoming a Premium Podcast subscriber for only $9/month. Dive deeper into the topics through Q&A sessions related to each of the talks. You can even ask questions of your own through the 'Ask Me Anything' platform and gain access to previously unpublished talks from intensives. Learn more here: https://zenmind.supercast.com/

    See all events and join our mailing list at www.boulderzen.org. Email us at office@boulderzen.org.

    If you're enjoying these talks, please subscribe and leave us a rating or review!

    Zenki Christian Dillo Roshi is the the guiding teacher at the Boulder Zen Center in Colorado, USA. This podcast shares the regular dharma talks given at the center. Zenki Roshi approaches Zen practice as a craft of transformation, liberation, wisdom and compassionate action. His interest is to bring Buddhism alive within the Western cultural context, while staying committed to the traditional emphasis on embodiment.

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    55 mins
  • Breathing Through the Whole Body
    Aug 8 2025

    This talk was given as an opening talk to a workshop on “Breath Practice.” It explores breath as our most vital form of nourishment. Breath practice has two intertwined dimensions: supporting health and well-being, and serving as a path of spiritual awakening. The first part of the talk looks at the foundations of healthy breathing, drawing on both science and direct experience. From there, it turns to the Buddhist tradition, highlighting four core principles found in key mindfulness sutras: 1) Go to a quiet place—not just externally but inwardly, 2) Invite the spine into uprightness, 3) Notice the sensations of breathing at the front of the body (nostrils and abdomen), and 4) Breathe through the whole body. As part of a spiritual path, the aim of breath practice isn’t to perfect the breath, but to discover—through the subtle, whole-body experience of breathing—a deeper sense of who we are.

    The talk draws from these three books:

    • ​​​​​​​Will Johnson; Breathing through the Whole Body: The Buddha's Instructions on Integrating Mind, Body, and Breath

    • James Nestor; Breath: The New Science of a Lost Art

    • Patrick McKeown; The Oxygen Advantage: Simple, Scientifically Proven Breathing Techniques to Help You Become Healthier, Slimmer, Faster and Fitter―Improve Your Health and Fitness with Efficient Breathing Techniques

    Welcome to Zen Mind!

    Love the dharma talks and want to hear more? Consider becoming a Premium Podcast subscriber for only $9/month. Dive deeper into the topics through Q&A sessions related to each of the talks. You can even ask questions of your own through the 'Ask Me Anything' platform and gain access to previously unpublished talks from intensives. Learn more here: https://zenmind.supercast.com/

    See all events and join our mailing list at www.boulderzen.org. Email us at office@boulderzen.org.

    If you're enjoying these talks, please subscribe and leave us a rating or review!

    Zenki Christian Dillo Roshi is the the guiding teacher at the Boulder Zen Center in Colorado, USA. This podcast shares the regular dharma talks given at the center. Zenki Roshi approaches Zen practice as a craft of transformation, liberation, wisdom and compassionate action. His interest is to bring Buddhism alive within the Western cultural context, while staying committed to the traditional emphasis on embodiment.

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    53 mins
  • Being Touched By Life
    Jul 24 2025

    This talk was given as part of a One-Day Sitting at the Boulder Zen Center. It reflects on moments when we are touched by life. Nothing special, just ordinary moments -- washing the dishes, looking at your child, seeing the grasses outside your window swayed by the wind. To be touched by life is maybe our deepest longing. However, the human mind has the tendency to replace the intimacy of direct experience with concepts, stories, and identities, thus alienating itself from what is most fulfilling. Our practice is not to stop all our thinking and make some special experience called awakening happen. It is to free attention from being captured by the narrowness of thought, and instead shift it to breath, body, and phenomena. Breathing, feeling, and sensing are doors to the present, and the present is the door to a spacious and timeless field of awareness. Experiencing our human form located within this wider field then functions as a continuous invitation to be touched by life.

    Welcome to Zen Mind!

    Love the dharma talks and want to hear more? Become a Premium Podcast subscriber for only $9/month. Dive deeper into the topics through Q&A sessions related to each of the talks. You can even ask questions of your own through the 'Ask Me Anything' platform and gain access to previously unpublished talks from intensives. Learn more here: https://zenmind.supercast.com/

    See all events and join our mailing list at www.boulderzen.org. Email us at office@boulderzen.org.

    If you're enjoying these talks, please subscribe and leave us a rating or review!

    Zenki Christian Dillo Roshi is the the guiding teacher at the Boulder Zen Center in Colorado, USA. This podcast shares the regular dharma talks given at the center. Zenki Roshi approaches Zen practice as a craft of transformation, liberation, wisdom and compassionate action. His interest is to bring Buddhism alive within the Western cultural context, while staying committed to the traditional emphasis on embodiment.

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    41 mins
  • The Art of Enough
    Jul 10 2025

    We human beings tend to generate stress—and sometimes even burnout— by perceiving situations and ourselves as not enough. This talk starts out with the question "When is there enough?" and tries on the view that "Just now is already enough." By recognizing that we are always already significantly supported by breath, food, shelter, and our society (however crazy it might appear), we can learn to rest in a basic satisfaction and inner peace. From a Buddhist point of view, this depends on letting go of grasping and resisting, releasing ourselves into the field of "undivided activity," and realizing that we are an expression of that field. The talk elucidates how we can use the classic understanding of the middle path between self-indulgence and self-mortification as a way to develop an "Art of Enough." This art doesn't deny the need for improvement and doesn't shut down engagement with personal and societal problems. However, it does emphasize that a basic sense of enoughness needs to come first if we want to avoid being captured by a race to more and more that can easily lead to emotional and energetic burnouts.

    Welcome to Zen Mind!

    Love the dharma talks and want to hear more? Become a Premium Podcast subscriber for only $9/month. Dive deeper into the topics through Q&A sessions related to each of the talks. You can even ask questions of your own through the 'Ask Me Anything' platform and gain access to previously unpublished talks from intensives. Learn more here: https://zenmind.supercast.com/

    We have a NEW, self-paced course, "Undivided Activity", now available! In this course, Zenki Roshi offers a complete commentary and experiential translation in a series of talks on Dogen's essay 'Undivided Activity'. Learn more and purchase the course here: https://www.boulderzen.org/undivided-activity

    See all events and join our mailing list at www.boulderzen.org. Email us at office@boulderzen.org.

    If you're enjoying these talks, please subscribe and leave us a rating or review!

    Zenki Christian Dillo Roshi is the the guiding teacher at the Boulder Zen Center in Colorado, USA. This podcast shares the regular dharma talks given at the center. Zenki Roshi approaches Zen practice as a craft of transformation, liberation, wisdom and compassionate action. His interest is to bring Buddhism alive within the Western cultural context, while staying committed to the traditional emphasis on embodiment.

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    45 mins
  • On Alienation and Intimacy
    Jun 26 2025

    This talk was given as part of a Weekend Sitting at the Boulder Zen Center. It examines the feeling of alienation that comes from the mental construction of a separate self with an internal and an external space. What is the cure for such alienation? Learning to locate ourselves in an experiential space, in which all the contents of our lives (the physical world as well as our feelings and thoughts) are allowed to happen just as they are happening. Despite the serious personal and societal problems we face in this complicated world, we can discover that the experience of being alive is magnificent and luminous. This is intimacy! – the feeling that all that appears right now is my life right now. This intimacy exists before thought and thus separation arises. Zazen is a way to make this intimate, luminous space before thought arises our true home.

    Welcome to Zen Mind!

    Love the dharma talks and want to hear more? Become a Premium Podcast subscriber for only $9/month. Dive deeper into the topics through Q&A sessions related to each of the talks. You can even ask questions of your own through the 'Ask Me Anything' platform and gain access to previously unpublished talks from intensives. Learn more here: https://zenmind.supercast.com/

    We have a NEW, self-paced course, "Undivided Activity", now available! In this course, Zenki Roshi offers a complete commentary and experiential translation in a series of talks on Dogen's essay 'Undivided Activity'. Learn more and purchase the course here: https://www.boulderzen.org/undivided-activity

    See all events and join our mailing list at www.boulderzen.org. Email us at office@boulderzen.org.

    If you're enjoying these talks, please subscribe and leave us a rating or review!

    Zenki Christian Dillo Roshi is the the guiding teacher at the Boulder Zen Center in Colorado, USA. This podcast shares the regular dharma talks given at the center. Zenki Roshi approaches Zen practice as a craft of transformation, liberation, wisdom and compassionate action. His interest is to bring Buddhism alive within the Western cultural context, while staying committed to the traditional emphasis on embodiment.

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    45 mins
  • The Wisdom and Compassion of Not-Knowing
    Jun 12 2025

    This talk was given at the Austin Zen Center. It addresses the twin Bodhisattva virtues of wisdom and compassion. These ideals can sound lofty, maybe even unattainable. However, if we understand them as momentary expressions of the practice of not-knowing, they are near at hand. Not-knowing isn't willful ignorance or the random rejection of knowledge; it is a practice of radical openness in the present moment. Openness means to let go of conceptual frames, comparisons, and habituated stories and enter into what Buddhists call suchness. Such openness allows for an intimate resonance of the body-mind with the complexity and uniqueness of the situation at hand. As we learn to make openness and resonance our own continuous practice, we naturally find ourselves walking the Bodhisattva path of wisdom and compassion one step at a time.

    Welcome to Zen Mind!

    Love the dharma talks and want to hear more? Become a Premium Podcast subscriber for only $9/month. Dive deeper into the topics through Q&A sessions related to each of the talks. You can even ask questions of your own through the 'Ask Me Anything' platform and gain access to previously unpublished talks from intensives. Learn more here: https://zenmind.supercast.com/

    We are excited to announce that a NEW, self-paced course, "Undivided Activity", is now available! In this course, Zenki Roshi offers a complete commentary and experiential translation in a series of talks on Dogen's essay 'Undivided Activity'. Learn more and purchase the course here: https://www.boulderzen.org/undivided-activity

    See all events and join our mailing list at www.boulderzen.org. Email us at office@boulderzen.org.

    If you're enjoying these talks, please subscribe and leave us a rating or review!

    Zenki Christian Dillo Roshi is the the guiding teacher at the Boulder Zen Center in Colorado, USA. This podcast shares the regular dharma talks given at the center. Zenki Roshi approaches Zen practice as a craft of transformation, liberation, wisdom and compassionate action. His interest is to bring Buddhism alive within the Western cultural context, while staying committed to the traditional emphasis on embodiment.

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    41 mins
  • How to Empty the Mind (and Invite Wisdom)
    May 29 2025

    For many practitioners zazen practice is about quieting the mind. Thoughts and feelings are supposed to stop or at least slow down to achieve peace of mind. When this doesn't work, a sense of frustration or even failure can arise. Two misunderstandings need to be corrected here: (1) a quiet mind isn't a mind without contents; it is a mind that is not disturbed by the coming and going of contents, and (2) the right kind of effort is not to shift attention from one focus (thinking) to another focus (say breathing) but to release focus altogether and let attention widen out into an undivided presence that is aware of everything all at once and nothing in particular. Suzuki Roshi refers to this field awareness as the "emptiness of the mind” and the "readiness of the mind that is wisdom." (The talk uses three quotations from Suzuki Roshi's book 'Zen Mind, Beginner's Mind' that can be found in the show notes below.)

    Show Notes:

    Three quotations used in the talk from from Shunryu Suzuki Roshi’s book 'Zen Mind, Beginner's Mind: Informal Talks on Zen Meditation and Practice' (Shambhala Publications).

    "To stop your mind does not mean to stop the activities of mind. It means your mind pervades your whole body. Your mind follows your breathing. With your full mind you form the mudra in your hands. With your whole mind you sit with painful legs without being disturbed by them. This is to sit without any gaining idea.” (p. 40)

    "Concentration is not to try hard to watch something. In zazen if you try to look at one spot you will be tired in about five minutes. This is not concentration. Concentration means freedom. So your effort should be directed at nothing. You should be concentrated on nothing. In zazen practice we say your mind should be concentrated on your breathing, but the way to keep your mind on your breathing is to forget all about yourself and just to sit and feel your breathing. If you are concentrated on your breathing you will forget yourself, and if you forget yourself you will be concentrated on your breathing. I do not know which is first. So actually there is no need to try too hard to be concentrated on your breathing. Just do as much as you can. If you continue this practice, eventually you will experience the true existence which comes from emptiness.” (p. 111)

    "Your thinking should not be one-sided. We just think with our whole mind, and see things as they are without any effort. Just to see, and to be ready to see things with our whole mind, is zazen practice. If we are prepared for thinking, there is no need to make an effort to think. This is called mindfulness. Mindfulness is, at the same time, wisdom. By wisdom we do not mean some particular faculty or philosophy. It is the readiness of the mind that is wisdom. So wisdom could be various philosophies and teachings, and various kinds of research and studies. But we should not become attached to some particular wisdom, such as that which was taught by Buddha. Wisdom is not something to learn. Wisdom is something which will come out of your mindfulness. So the point is to be ready for observing things, and to be ready for thinking. This is called emptiness of your mind. Emptiness is nothing but the practice of zazen.” (p. 113-114)

    Welcome to Zen Mind!

    Love the dharma talks and want to hear more? Become a Premium Podcast subscriber for only $9/month. Dive deeper into the topics through Q&A sessions related to each of the talks. You can even ask questions of your own through the 'Ask Me Anything' platform and gain access to previously unpublished talks from intensives. Learn more here: https://zenmind.supercast.com/

    See all events and join our mailing list at www.boulderzen.org. Email us at office@boulderzen.org.

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    42 mins