Why do we keep following rules long after we’ve forgotten why they exist? In this episode, Anna responds to phantom shame and institutionalised obedience — the habits of fear we carry in our bodies, not our beliefs. Do we stay in line, do we rebel… or do we finally choose consciously? A gentle, unsettling reflection on freedom, faith, and how fully we’re really living.

Ever felt guilty for absolutely nothing? The kind of guilt that hits you just walking past a police car or through airport security with nothing to declare? Sneaky and irrational maybe, but Amber talks about when it shows up, how it shapes us, and what she feels God actually says about it. A cosy reminder that you’re held, you’re loved, and you have nothing to declare but grace?

This week, after birthdays, vertigo, and a toddler making a surprise cameo, Amber turns up with a TikTok bombshell: “Was the New Testament actually Roman propaganda?”

Anna blinks. Amber shrugs. And suddenly we’re off ... wandering through history, faith, and the strange things people confidently claim on the internet. We don’t hand out answers; we just hold the question with curiosity, humour, and that quiet inner armour of knowing what we believe and why.

Come sit with us, dear listener. Bring your doubts, your laughter, and your favourite warm drink. Because this one has a little bite.

Is celebrating Halloween flirting with the dark side, or are Christians just scared of turnips and history? Digging into Halloween like it’s a bowl of fun-size jelly sweets.

Anna made the mistake of ask about Ambers trip … what she loved about the city, and a little bit about why ! From hope & unity, and what it means now to live in the city. How the Germans treated us, and some funny (In Ambers opinion) stories. And yes Amber geeked out on some of the ways Germans do things.

Amber has vertigo and Anna picked a topic .. What voices in that head of yours, what is it saying and how much noice is it making and on what topics? We talk about how oour lives are shaped and what we try to listen, or maybe shouldn't.

Today we talk about communty and who is it we confid in and seek guidance from ?

Today we talk of travels from the travelling wilburys to a planned trip to satisfy Ambers childhood memories and all that may mean.