Hey, I'm back. It's been a minute and this episode is just a quick check in to say hi and catch up before next fortnight"s episode where I'll be talking about Triangulation, what it looks like, the different ways it shows up and why boundaries matter more than ever.

It"s been six months. A lots happened. I've been quiet, dealing with things that hit me harder than expected. Burnout that seems never ending, and so many realisations I didn't even ask for. Yet through all of that chaos I am slowly coming back to the land of living.

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From “idiot schools” to brain scans, from eugenics to modern autism funding—this episode pulls back the curtain on the systems that keep studying us without ever seeing us. Neurodivergence has been labelled, locked away, pathologized, and monetised for centuries. But what happens when we trace the history of that gaze? When we ask why the research keeps repeating itself—genetics, mothers, vaccines, deficits—while our realities remain dismissed?

In this episode, I explore the long timeline of how autism, ADHD, and mental health have been used to control, categorise, and capitalise. And I ask the harder question: who does this research serve? Because while they call it science, to us, it feels like surveillance with better funding.

Links For Further Reading:

https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC3302834/

https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC9730396/

https://scispace.com/papers/the-influence-of-maternal-diet-on-gut-microbiota-diversity-2yk752hv8jb0

https://scispace.com/papers/the-gut-brain-connection-investigating-the-correlation-53fijkgndybh

https://scispace.com/papers/research-advances-in-gut-microbes-and-autism-spectrum-f1g2gqfuapos

https://scispace.com/papers/gut-microbiota-in-young-adults-with-high-functioning-autism-58yb4yt1s6ki

https://scispace.com/papers/influential-articles-in-autism-and-gut-microbiota-21zldruilhbq

https://www.autismayurvedam.com/about-ayurveda/

https://www.autism-help.org/points-refrigerator-mothers.htm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ASvEduq5W0 ( Origins Of Autism In Vienna 1941 )

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AtpR56zJDmw ( Refrigerator Mother Documentary )

https://www.healthline.com/health/adhd/history?c=563153584305

WEBSITES:

https://neuroclastic.com/support-us/

https://disabilityvisibilityproject.com/about/

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This week on The Moody Divergent, we’re talking about diagnosis — and what happens when it doesn’t come with clarity or peace.

I share how I was first diagnosed with ADHD at 30, but it wasn’t until I hit perimenopause — and everything started to collapse — that I began to question whether something deeper was going on.

That hormonal crash led me to fight for answers, and eventually, I was diagnosed with autism.

This episode is about the grief that comes after the diagnosis.
The kind no one prepares you for.
The kind where you realise your whole life was misunderstood — not just by others, but by yourself too.

We also talk about the science behind perimenopause, dopamine, and why so many neurodivergent women don’t break down until midlife — because that’s when the mask finally slips.

If you’re there right now — spiralling, grieving, unpacking — you’re not broken. You’re just waking up.

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Whether you've got a story, rant ,late night thought, or you just want to say hello- I want to hear from you.

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The Autism checklist for females.
https://the-art-of-autism.com/females-and-aspergers-a-checklist/

Embrace Autism where they have tests such as RAADS

https://embrace-autism.com/raads-r/

Research Papers :

Perfect Storm: Autistic experiences of menopause.

https://app.scholarai.io/paper?paper_id=DOI:10.1177/13623613241244548&original_url=https%3A%2F%2Fjournals.sagepub.com%2Fdoi%2Fabs%2F10.1177%2F13623613241244548

https://www.diva-portal.org/smash/record.jsf?pid=diva2%3A1779514&dswid=4241

https://app.scholarai.io/paper?paper_id=DOI:10.1177/10497323241253412&original_url=https%3A%2F%2Fjournals.sagepub.com%2Fdoi%2Fabs%2F10.1177%2F10497323241253412

https://app.scholarai.io/paper?paper_id=DOI:10.1177/13623613211059721&original_url=https%3A%2F%2Fjournals.sagepub.com%2Fdoi%2Fabs%2F10.1177%2F13623613211059721

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