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309 - In this revelatory conversation, Ryan Zehm joins the show for one of the most profound explorations we’ve ever shared. We journey through suppressed geographies, esoteric symbolism, mystical physiology, and the hidden spiritual war shaping human consciousness.

This episode is a deep excavation into what ancient civilizations knew, what modern institutions concealed, and what the awakening soul must recognize to reclaim its sovereignty.

🔍 Topics We Explore (In Order)

• Ryan’s Expedition Toward the North Pole & Polar Anomalies

• Mount Meru & the Possibility of Hidden or Undiscovered Lands

• Parallels Between Yogic Energetics & Biblical Symbology

• The Blueprint of Biblical Kundalini Awakening in Scripture

• Freemasonry’s Fragmentation and Hijacking of Authentic Mysticism

• Freemasonry’s Role in the Current Global Spiritual Conflict

✨ If you’re drawn to hidden history, esoteric symbolism, mystic physiology, or the spiritual architecture behind world events, this episode is essential.

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308 - What if the world you call “reality” is only a tiny fragment of what actually exists?

In this episode, Evan McDermod breaks down the architecture of the Matrix — the psychological, cultural, technological, and metaphysical systems that shape human perception without us ever noticing.

This is not sci-fi. This is the deeper truth mystics, shamans, occultists, and quantum theorists have pointed to for centuries: Reality is a construct. Consciousness is the author. And most people are living inside a scripted dream.

We explore how the Matrix forms, who maintains it, how it programs identity, and—most importantly—how to wake up from it.

If you’ve ever felt like life is scripted, like something is “off,” or that you are meant for a deeper reality… this episode speaks directly to that inner knowing.

🔍 What You’ll Learn

-What “the Matrix” actually is (beyond the movie metaphor)

-How belief systems, narratives, and trauma create inner prisons

-How culture, media, and institutions reinforce the illusion

-How algorithms, technology, and AI shape desire and identity

-What ancient spiritual traditions say about the illusion of reality

-How synchronicity, heartbreak, crisis, and psychedelics crack the Matrix open

-How to reclaim your sovereignty and rewrite the script of your life

-Why awakening isn’t escape — it’s authorship

🔥 Key Themes Covered

-Reality as a construct of consciousness

-The psychological and spiritual mechanisms of control

-Soul amnesia and collective conditioning

-Separation vs. unity consciousness

-Waking up from inherited identity

-Becoming the creator of your own reality

-Living mythically instead of mechanically

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307 - What happens to the human spirit when the world loses its sense of wonder?
In this episode, Evan McDermod explores the fate of humanity in a world without mystery — a deep dive into the soul-loss, existential hunger, and spiritual forgetting shaping our modern age.

We are entering a time where everything is measured, predicted, optimized, and explained… but almost nothing feels alive.
Algorithms choose our desires. Technology replaces initiation. Certainty replaces awe.
But without mystery, the human being collapses.

This conversation is a meditation on:
🌒 Why mystery is essential to meaning, imagination, and consciousness
🌒 How technocracy and digital culture are eroding the sacred
🌒 The spiritual consequences of a world where nothing is unknown
🌒 The collapse of wonder, serendipity, creativity, and soulfulness
🌒 The rise of nihilism, anxiety, and existential hunger
🌒 The return of the sacred in an age of hyper-rationality
🌒 How we can rebuild a culture of awe, reverence, and inner life

If you’ve ever felt like something vital is missing in modern life — something ancient, mysterious, and profoundly human — this episode offers language for what your soul has already sensed.

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