We say "I'm okay" and "I'm tired" every day, often without meaning either.

In this week's episode, Z.N. Cruz explores the deeper exhaustion so many of us carry: the tiredness of constantly performing, adapting, and hiding parts of ourselves just to feel safe in the world. From expectations and emotional masks to loneliness and the comfort of returning to familiar stories, this is a reflection on what it means to survive in a world that rarely asks us to be real.

A quiet, honest episode about exhaustion, identity, and the long, unfinished work of learning how to truly be okay.

Is reality real, or just the version we accept?

This week, Z.N. Cruz dives into the glitches, déjà vu moments, and subtle seams in our everyday lives, exploring what it means to become aware inside a simulated world.

Inspired by philosophy, memory, and the cultural echo of The Matrix, this episode asks the only question that truly matters:

What do we choose to be once we wake up?

In this week’s transmission, Z.N. Cruz explores the quiet multitudes we carry within us; the selves shaped by disappointment, joy, survival, and the purest version buried beneath them all.

“Our Quantum Selves” is a reflection on how we are not a single identity, but an accumulation of every moment that changed us. A meditation on becoming, resilience, and the quiet hope that someone will one day see the truest version of who we’ve always been.

If you’ve ever felt like many versions of yourself live inside one life, this one is for you.

Stay close to the echo.