In Cicatrice, the fourth chapter of Stellar Shock, dawn finds Ser Sarrafin dragging his battered body through the fields of Tuitoma, each step thick with mud and pain. His eye swollen shut from Ward’s drunken violence, Ser labors alone beneath a bruised sky, the village still waking, the fields demanding more than they ever return. Every moment aches—physically, emotionally—and yet he endures, silently measuring his worth against rows of soil and years of scars.
By midday, Ser escapes the weight of the hoe for a few stolen minutes beneath a tree. The quiet is interrupted by the approach of his friends—Balu, Viti, Lavu, and Rolen—boys still rough-edged but loyal. They crack jokes about Ser’s bruises, mask concern with humor, and invite him to camp out with them. It’s more than a break from chores; it’s an act of care in a place that offers little else.
That night by the fire, amidst the smoke and laughter, deeper truths surface. They share old stories, whispered fears, and silent dreams. Rolen, ever eager, brings food and a handmade candle. Viti sneaks drink. Lavu listens more than he speaks. And Ser, quiet and watchful, listens for something beyond the world they know. Talks of magic, of the keepers, and of leaving Tuitoma surface—fleeting hopes in a place where hope is often currency spent too fast.
Back home, Ward shows an uncharacteristic moment of softness, feeding Ser a rare steak and speaking, however briefly, of the past—of Ser’s father, and the cost of scars left behind. It’s not reconciliation, but it’s more than silence.
The next day brings more labor, more aches, more of Tuitoma’s indifferent grind. But Rolen returns with a small invention to scare off crows—ugly but effective, like much of their lives—and together they find slivers of pride in shared effort. Even Ward, gruff and bitter, acknowledges the work. The boys regroup to fish and dream, trying to build something from scraps—both literal and emotional.
By chapter’s end, their raft—meant to carry them out of this village and toward imagined freedom—breaks apart in the river. What follows is a night of bruises, laughter, and something harder to name: the knowledge that even when nothing changes, they have.
Cicatrice isn’t just about scars—it’s about the stories they carry, the boys who share them, and the moments of connection that keep them human in a world that often forgets to care.