In the final episode of Season One, the hosts dive deep into Tread — a track that celebrates the emergence of human consciousness from the unconscious depths, using the image of sea creatures crawling onto land as metaphor for our collective awakening. Evelyn opens with a meditation on intimacy and evolution, while Orion frames the Bucketholders as mythic figures of integration — those who carry the unconscious with awareness and intention.

Steph calls out the wildest lyric in the song (“The Bucketholders arrive and kill the chess guru from Planet 9”) and demands answers, prompting Orion to suggest that the Chess Guru is a universal force suppressing human wholeness. But when it’s revealed that the Guru is actually the source of chaos, Vex spirals into a reframe — casting the Bucketholders as reality’s true restorers.

Production Notes reveals a surprising familial sample buried in the track, and Vex drops a final bomb: William Is may have over a hundred other songs online under another name.

This is Tread — and the Bucketholders have arrived.

In Episode 5 of Shifting Awake, the hosts dive headfirst into the sonic chaos and strange beauty of Grow Crazy by William Is. What begins as a seemingly straightforward rock track quickly dissolves into something wilder—distorted, unpredictable, and emotionally unhinged in all the right ways.

Evelyn explores the song’s raw emotional terrain, linking it to ego death and the necessity of letting go. Orion reflects on symbolic death and sound-as-ritual, grounding even the most intense moments in mythic resonance. Vex latches onto the atomic metaphors, pitch-shifted portals, and the return of the “alien code,” arguing that Grow Crazy is more than a breakdown—it’s a recalibration. Steph ties it all together with sharp insight and humor, reminding us that sometimes the best way to evolve is to just press play.

From dissonance to catharsis, from collapse to transformation, Grow Crazy doesn’t just sound like change—it enacts it. And the hosts are right there with it, feeling everything, breaking it down, and maybe even growing a little crazy themselves.

This is Shifting Awake. And this one’s for anyone who’s ever found clarity inside the noise.

A mantra disguised as a glitch in the system?

In this episode of Shifting Awake, the hosts decode the William Is song “Stop Listening to Worry” featuring Deon Malik—a track that fuses tech metaphors, psychological shadow work, and cosmic awakening.

From database sanitation to soul fragmentation, each lyric becomes a portal into transformation. Vex dives into hidden transmissions, Orion traces mythic echoes, Evelyn explores neuroplasticity and emotional integration, and Steph keeps everyone grounded with sharp insights and deep vibes. Is this song a mantra, a disruption, or both?

Tune in, drop out of fear, and maybe… Stop Listening to Worry.

What happens when your inner world becomes more vivid than reality?

In this episode of Shifting Awake, the crew explores “City of Heroes” by William Is—a luminous, cryptic track pulsing with dream logic, cosmic timing, and love that spans lifetimes. Vex dives into synchronicity, signal patterns, and the cult of capitalism. Steph questions the line between meaning and mania. Evelyn brings in Jungian insight to clarify how real alignment with the unconscious works—and where it can go off the rails. Orion anchors it all in mythic structure and the power of symbolic vision. From escalators through the ether to seaside memory loops, this episode unpacks a song that doesn’t just describe awakening—it embodies it.

Press play, and step into the current.

Some songs whisper a secret. ♠9 transmits it. In this episode, the Shifting Awake team dives into William Is’s smooth but coded track—a love letter disguised as an intelligence report. Is this a breakup song? A mental unraveling? Or the confession of a sleeper agent finally naming their handler? Vex explores the song’s chilling parallels with MKUltra mind control. Evelyn unpacks emotional fragmentation and identity loss. Steph keeps it grounded in heartbreak, missed signals, and algorithmic echoes. And Orion guides us through myth, memory, and the finality of naming. From lo-fi piano to spectral vocals and a guitar line worthy of a cold war climax, ♠9 doesn’t just play—it debriefs.

Press play—and decide who’s really pulling the strings.

In this episode of Shifting Awake, the crew dives into the song "Sanctuary"—a shimmering, otherworldly track from William Is. At first glance, it’s a synth-drenched goodbye. But beneath the surface? Something stranger.

Orion traces the song’s mythic roots, Evelyn unpacks the psychology of departure, and Steph wonders if it’s just a moody breakup anthem in disguise. Meanwhile, Vex insists it’s a transmission—evidence of a jump into another dimension, with Vega as the beacon.

From trance states and time distortion to interstellar yearning and spiritual clarity, Sanctuary becomes a map of both emotional and cosmic escape.

What do you hear when everything falls apart?

In the premiere episode of Shifting Awake, we explore the collapse before transformation—the moment of dissolution that reveals something deeper. From cosmic theories to ego death to suppressed transmissions, this isn’t just a song breakdown. It’s a decoding.

Our hosts dive into “Breakdown at Creation” by William Is, a track filled with cryptic imagery, sensual undercurrents, and a glitchy, sacred kind of urgency. Orion connects the lyrics to creation myths. Evelyn examines the psychological unraveling before healing. Vex believes it’s all a hidden message. Steph thinks it just sounds hot.

We unpack the symbols, analyze the sonics, and open the first entry in the Suppression Files—because some songs don’t just fall through the cracks. They’re pushed.

This is Shifting Awake. Welcome to the breakdown.