Episodes

  • Shielded Voices: Part 3: Leanne, The Weight Behind the Badge #030
    Jun 30 2025

    In the final part of this powerful three-part series, Leanne shares the raw and emotional breaking point that forced everything into the light. What began as a slow unraveling reaches its peak as she confronts the internal betrayal, the silence from leadership, and the lasting impact it had on her family.

    This episode dives deep into the emotional toll of toxic leadership and the culture of fear that isolates both officers and their spouses. Leanne speaks honestly about what it means to protect your family when the system meant to protect you turns its back. From faith to farm life, she opens up about how their family began healing, how they found strength in ritual, and why open communication and integrity remain non-negotiable.

    This is more than a story about what went wrong — it’s about what it took to survive, to rebuild, and to come out stronger on the other side. If you’ve ever felt alone in the fight, this one is for you.

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    1 hr and 6 mins
  • Shielded Voices: Part 2: Leanne, The Weight Behind the Badge #029
    Jun 15 2025

    In this raw and powerful conversation, Leanne opens up about the realities she faced throughout her law enforcement career — from the lasting weight of traumatic calls to the invisible battles within her own department. She discusses the systemic challenges female officers often confront, the emotional toll of internal affairs investigations, and how workplace culture can undermine even the most well-intentioned efforts toward progress.

    Leanne’s story is one of resilience, growth, and ultimately, freedom. She walks us through the difficult decision to leave a toxic environment, the unexpected joy she discovered on the other side, and how her family’s support became her anchor in the storm.

    This episode is a reminder that healing is possible — and that peace can be found, even after walking away from a career that once defined you.

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    58 mins
  • Shielded Voices: Part 1: Leanne, The Weight Behind the Badge #028
    Jun 1 2025

    In the first installment of this three-part series, Leanne shares her powerful journey through law enforcement — beginning with her roots in a law enforcement family and continuing through her own path from personal trainer to officer. She opens up about the challenges of early training, the pressure of tough coaching, and the internal battles around identity and resilience.

    This episode also explores the emotional weight carried by families in the profession — including the complexities of parenting, the cost of unprocessed trauma, and the need for honest, compassionate support systems both at home and in the field. Leanne speaks with vulnerability about the importance of integrity in relationships and the healing power of community.

    Disclaimer: The views and experiences shared in this episode are Leanne’s personal perspective. This interview does not represent or reflect the views, statements, or experiences of her husband, his employer, or any affiliated agency. He did not participate in this interview and is not responsible for the content discussed.

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    1 hr and 21 mins
  • Shielded Voices: Part 2: Angela Graham and The SIREN Project #027
    May 18 2025

    In Part 2 of our conversation with Angela Graham, we pick up where we left off—crossing the border into Mexico for a psychedelic journey that would change everything.

    Angela shares what happened after she took that leap into the unknown: the inner battles, the healing breakthroughs, and the raw reckoning with pain she had spent years suppressing. This episode dives deep into her experience with alternative therapies, the emotional unraveling that led to clarity, and how it ignited the vision for The SIREN Project.

    It’s a powerful reminder that healing often looks nothing like we expect—and that sometimes, the most courageous thing we can do is let go.

    If you’ve ever felt broken, stuck, or like the old way just isn’t working anymore, this one’s for you.

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    58 mins
  • Shielded Voices: Part 1: Angela Graham and The SIREN Project #026
    May 6 2025

    Before she co-founded The SIREN Project, Angela Graham was a firefighter, a medic, a mother—and completely falling apart. In Part One of this raw and honest two-part series, Angela opens up about the years of trauma, burnout, and breakdowns that nearly ended everything. From holding it together on the outside to crumbling behind closed doors, she shares what it looked like to lose herself in the job, in the pain, and in silence.

    This episode is a gut check for anyone who's ever wondered, "What happens when I can't keep doing this anymore?"

    Angela’s story is not just about pain—it’s about the moment she said “enough,” booked a one-way ticket to San Diego, and got in a van with strangers to cross the border into something completely unexpected: healing.

    SIREN PROJECT

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    41 mins
  • Shielded Voices: Part 2: Jimmy Ward's Story #025
    Apr 22 2025

    In this powerful follow-up, Jimmy Ward returns to Shielded Voices for a deep dive into the personal transformation that followed his career in law enforcement. Through open discussion with Brian and Mitch, Jimmy shares how hitting emotional walls led him toward coaching, leadership development, and a shift in perspective that changed his life.

    This conversation is about more than rank or recognition—it's about rediscovering who you are beyond the badge. From embracing vulnerability and empathy in leadership, to recognizing the silent toll of stress and trauma, Jimmy walks us through what it means to rebuild, reflect, and rise. We explore the role of mental health, the importance of support systems, and how growth is a journey without a finish line.

    Whether you’re a leader, a peer, or someone just trying to keep your head above water, this episode reminds us: resilience isn't about being bulletproof—it's about being willing to heal.

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    1 hr and 6 mins
  • Shielded Voices: Enduring the Badge: Building Resilience in Modern Policing #024
    Apr 19 2025

    In this solo episode, Mitch opens up about the personal side of wearing the badge—what the job takes from you, how the warning signs show up, and what it really means to hit a breaking point.

    This isn’t a story about heroism. It’s about honesty. About struggling silently with PTSD, depression, and alcoholism while still showing up to work. It’s about how the job changes you—and what recovery can look like when you finally stop pretending everything is fine.

    Mitch shares what helped him pull through, how he’s doing today, and why we need to redefine what resilience actually means in law enforcement.

    To request the “Enduring the Badge” PowerPoint presentation for training or peer support, email shieldedvoices@outlook.com.

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    51 mins
  • Shielded Voices: Part 2: Mitch's Story: Truth About Trauma, Addiction, and Mental Health #023
    Apr 14 2025

    In Part Two of their conversation, Brian and Mitch move beyond the light-hearted banter and step into a raw, vulnerable space—one that explores trauma, addiction, recovery, and the mental health battles often faced in silence, especially within the first responder community.

    Mitch opens up about childhood trauma, the weight of vicarious pain passed down through family, and the internal battles he faced behind closed doors. Together, they talk candidly about the hidden toll of high-stress professions, the struggle to stay afloat, and the slow, often painful road toward healing.

    They also reflect on the importance of faith, family, and the quiet strength that comes from finally choosing honesty over silence. From caffeine-fueled late nights to heavy discussions on suicidal thoughts, this episode is both deeply personal and powerfully relatable.

    This isn’t just a conversation—it’s a reminder that you're not alone, and that sharing your truth can be the first step toward healing.

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    1 hr and 16 mins