• #15 Can a Narcissist Really Change? Thomas Shares His Story
    Aug 23 2025

    From Top Manager to Craftsman.

    From Narcissist to Loving Partner.


    An incredible transformation that Thomas shares in this very first guest episode of Quantum Sparks. With honesty and openness, he speaks about the pain and the wounds he caused in his former life – and how these very experiences ultimately became the trigger for his profound change of heart.


    Thomas takes us along on his journey: from the world of glamour and power as a CEO leading 5,000 employees, to a new, authentic existence in which he found his heart as a craftsman, entrepreneur, and partner. He shares the practices that supported him along the way – yoga, meditation, breathwork, sound healing, Ayahuasca – and why a daily practice has become indispensable for him today.


    One especially moving moment: Thomas shares his deeply personal soul moment that changed everything for him and brought deep healing in his relationship with his father.


    This episode is a powerful reminder that transformation is possible – even when all books and theories say it isn’t. It inspires you to recognize your own capacity for change and to courageously walk the path into the heart.

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    40 mins
  • #14 Q&A: Your Most Asked Questions – My Real Answers
    Aug 13 2025

    Your questions. My answers.

    In this episode, I answer the questions I’ve been asked again and again over the past few months – and I share some of your most beautiful feedback.


    The questions we cover:

    💬 Why did you look so happy back then when you were actually feeling so bad inside?

    💬 Can burnout come back – and how do you deal with it today?

    💬 You often drink Ayahuasca – is it really necessary? And isn’t it dangerous? Could someone become addicted?

    💬 Is there a method you especially recommend? And which ones don’t work for you at all?

    💬 Do you actually believe in therapy?

    💬 And isn’t it a good thing to heal the issues of your ancestors?


    I share my very personal perspective on these questions – based on experience, not theory. And maybe there’s an impulse in it for your own journey.

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    34 mins
  • #13 I’m Preparing For My Death
    Aug 6 2025

    Trigger Warning:

    In this episode, I talk about death.

    If this topic is. emotionally overwhelming for you, please listen only when you feel stable – or together with someone who can support you.

    What happens when death suddenly feels close?

    In this episode, I share deeply personal reflections on dying – and on living.

    I talk about how death has shown up in my life recently, how I deal with it, and why I believe our soul lives many lives.

    It’s about farewell, trust, and the art of letting go – and about one essential question:

    What remains of us when we leave?

    An episode about impermanence…

    And about what is eternal.

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    23 mins
  • #12 I Believe In God
    Aug 4 2025

    In this episode, I talk about something that’s not easy for me to say out loud:

    I believe in God.


    I didn’t grow up religious – quite the opposite. For a long time, the word “God” carried a negative connotation for me.

    And yet… something inside me has shifted.


    I’ll share with you why I now believe in God, what this word truly means to me, and how my understanding of the divine has evolved over the years.


    ✨ In Quantum Whisper, I respond to Allegra’s question:

    Why does a soul partnership seem so elusive, even though she longs for it?


    🌿 And in My Spirit Moment, I share what may be the most important experience of my life – the moment I felt God so clearly that there was no room left for doubt.

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    25 mins
  • #11 I Do Not Know - Embracing Uncertainty
    Aug 4 2025

    Sometimes, “I don’t know” is the only true answer.

    In this episode, I’m surrendering my current intention to the Universe through the angel number linked to this chapter.

    With this episode, I let go – and release control. Surrender. Trust. Not knowing.

    In the Quantum Whisper,I respond to Stefan’s question about setting boundaries – and how old soulwounds might be playing a role.

    🌹 In My Spirit Moment, I share how I found my spiritual roots – four years after a channeling first pointed the way.

    This episode is for you if you’re standing at a crossroads of uncertainty.

    If you want to learn how to trust – even without having the answers.

    It’s also an invitation to pause and reflect:

    What long-awaited answers have already found you?

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    21 mins
  • #10 Burnout – Life after breaking down ... picking up the pieces
    Jul 23 2025

    What happens when your body says no – and you suddenly know: I can’t go on like this?


    In this episode, I share how my burnout changed everything. Why traditional therapy didn’t work for me, how my path led me to the shamanic world, and why I can now say:

    My healing began with a single decision.


    ✨ In this week’s Quantum Whisper, I answer Andreas’s question about negative energetic attacks and the importance of setting energetic boundaries. What can you do when several people suddenly turn away from you – and how can you protect your field?


    🌿 In My Spirit Moment, I take you back to the very first time I truly felt safe – during a breathwork session that taught me: LOVE is a truly and deeply healing force!


    This episode is for you if you’re standing at a turning point. If you feel that something new wants to begin – but you don’t yet know how.


    Maybe your greatest crisis is also your greatest gift.

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    30 mins
  • # 9 Ayahuasca Integration – Facing shadows, finding clarity
    Jul 23 2025

    Maybe you’ve been through a deep experience yourself and found yourself wondering:

    What happens after?

    What if the real ceremony only begins once the ritual is over?

    In this episode, I share where I’m at after my recent Ayahuasca retreat. I’m right in the middle of it – in the integration, in the shadows, in the raw emotions that are now rising to the surface.

    I speak openly about all of it, because this is where true transformation begins. Growth doesn’t only happen in the light, but especially in the places that feel uncomfortable.

    At the same time, so much beauty is unfolding: my rebranding is taking shape – with new colors, new clarity, and so much heart energy.

    I talk about what it means to move through deep inner processes without losing yourself, how to anchor spirituality in everyday life, and how, even in the midst of emotionalchaos, small miracles begin to appear.

    This is an episode for you if you’re going through something right now, if you need to feel that you’re not alone, and if you want to know what soul-level healing really lookslike.

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    25 mins
  • #8 Burnout – I saw it coming, and walked right into it
    Jul 23 2025

    🎧 Trigger warning: This episode includes personal experiences with mental health challenges and depression. Please take good care of yourself.

    This episode is different.

    I’m sharing a time in my life when I completely broke down – on the inside and the outside.

    How it happened, what I ignored, what overwhelmed me…

    and why I believed for so long that I had to get through it alone.

    If you’re feeling stuck, constantly exhausted, or like you’re slowly fading – listen in. You might recognize yourself in my story.

    My most personal episode so far.

    And maybe the most important one.

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    30 mins