• Revival is Here: An Open Door for Seekers | Ep. 128
    Sep 18 2025

    Something extraordinary is happening. In the wake of recent tragedy, God is stirring hearts and awakening souls across social media and beyond. People who never talked about faith are suddenly feeling compelled to speak about God. If you're one of them - if you're feeling that inexplicable pull but don't know where to start - this episode is your personal invitation home.

    What You Can Expect:

    * Understanding the difference between cultural Christianity and authentic biblical faith

    * Why you might feel rejected by church culture but drawn to something deeper

    * The truth about surrender, freedom, and what following Christ actually means

    * A heartfelt welcome for those feeling God's call for the first time

    * Practical next steps for beginning your journey with Scripture and prayer

    Timestamped Chapters

    00:00 - Opening: Witnessing God's Glory in Tragedy01:03 - My Journey: From Resistance to Revival02:05 - The Problem with Cultural Christianity04:14 - Why You Feel Unwelcome (And Why That's Not God's Heart)05:47 - Understanding Evil and God's Greater Plan07:17 - The Challenge of Surrender08:35 - Welcome Home: Christ Came for Sinners10:10 - This is Revival: Your Time to Turn to God12:15 - Prayer for Those Feeling the Call14:21 - What's Next: Bible Study and Community

    Your Invitation to Action

    If you're feeling that pull toward God: Don't ignore it. That yearning in your spirit is Him calling you home. Start simple - ask Jesus into your life with an open heart. Ask Him to guide you to Scripture that speaks to where you are right now. Ask for His Spirit to fill your life.

    For seasoned believers: Pray for this revival generation. Be ready to welcome seekers with the same grace Christ shows us. Share this episode with someone who might be feeling God's call.

    Three Key Truths from This Episode

    * "Christ came to save sinners, not condemn us. Sinners are welcome. Do not let anyone tell you otherwise."

    * "The calling in your being is God beckoning you back home - you are made in God's image, you are His child."

    * "There is no greater purpose than to surrender to our Creator and allow Him to guide our lives with meaning."

    Connect & Community

    Questions or Prayer Requests: Email me directly at orderwithin@substack.com - I read every message and I'm here to help guide you in this journey

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    If this episode stirred your heart, please share it. Someone in your circle might be feeling that same pull toward God but doesn't know where to turn. Your share could be the invitation they've been waiting for.

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  • Finding Hope and Strength in Christ Amidst Tragic Times | Ep. 127
    Sep 11 2025

    In this episode of Order Within, I reflect on the tragic murder of Charlie Kirk and the disturbing celebration of his death in the media. The importance of keeping faith in Christ and not letting the presence of evil disillusion or silence believers is more crucial than ever.

    Swift Justice is needed, but we must model Christ’s teachings, rise above the noise, and spread a message of hope. We must underscore the importance of spiritual warfare, encouraging prayer, studying scripture, and drawing strength from Christ.

    Drawing from recent personal study of Ephesians, remember we're in a spiritual battle and to find courage in Christ rather than despair in darkness.

    Timestamped Chapters

    [00:00] Opening & Tribute to Charlie Kirk

    [02:51] The Reality of Evil in Our World

    [03:25] God's Spirit Calling Us Forward

    [05:08] Rising Above Fear and Addiction to Outrage

    [06:46] Christ's Example: Strength Without Violence

    [07:51] The Power of the Risen Christ

    [09:11] Understanding Spiritual Warfare

    [10:50] Our Role in God's Harvest

    [12:21] Standing for Justice Without Vigilantism

    [14:19] Living as Christ's Army

    [16:08] Finding Truth Through the Holy Spirit

    [17:31] Prayer for Strength and Courage

    [19:24] Encouragement and Final Thoughts

    Call to Action

    If you're struggling with grief, fear, or despair over current events, take time to be still with God. Pray, read Scripture, and find your strength in Christ. Share this message of hope with others who need encouragement. Remember: we are not alone in this battle.

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    21 mins
  • All Glory to God | Ep. 126
    Aug 15 2025

    Today open up and share my heart about giving all glory to God in every aspect of our lives.

    Fresh from reading through the Old Testament and diving into the Gospels, I discuss how Scripture has opened my eyes to Christianity's intellectual foundation and exposed the counterfeit philosophies of the world.

    This episode is a passionate call to surrender our ambitions, talents, and successes to God's will, recognizing that everything we have comes from our Creator.

    What You Can Expect From This Episode

    * Personal Testimony: Vulnerable sharing about my journey through Scripture and how it's transformed my worldview

    * Biblical Foundation: Understanding why Christianity is intellectually sound, not blind faith, with historical and archaeological evidence

    * Spiritual Warfare Clarity: Recognizing how new age philosophies and self-help movements are counterfeits that steal from God's truth

    * Practical Application: How to shift from self-glorification to God-glorification in your career, relationships, and personal goals

    * Call to Action: An invitation to surrender your life completely to Christ and become His instrument in this world

    Episode Chapters

    * [00:00] Welcome & Series Update

    * [01:11] The Heart Behind God's Glory

    * [01:29] Jesus in Scripture vs. the World

    * [02:57] Christianity's Intellectual Foundation

    * [04:34] Lucifer's Counterfeits

    * [06:17] The Bible's Continuity and Truth

    * [09:25] Breaking Free from Worldly Mindsets

    * [11:28] The Deception of Manifestation Culture

    * [13:27] Christ the Divider

    * [15:15] Becoming God's Stewards

    * [17:28] The Danger of Self-Glorification

    * [19:20] God's Love and Our Response

    * [22:10] Personal Testimony

    * [23:29] Closing Prayer

    * [24:58] Series Updates & Encouragement

    Your Invitation to Action

    Take one area of your life where you've been seeking personal glory - your career, talents, relationships, or goals - and consciously surrender it to God this week.

    Ask Him in prayer how He wants to use that area for His glory. Begin each day by dedicating your work, your conversations, and your efforts to bringing honor to your Creator rather than building your own reputation.

    Three Key Takeaways

    * "All that we have in this world comes from God, all of it. There is no separation. All else is illusion." - Everything we achieve, every talent we possess, every opportunity we receive originates from our Creator.

    * "We can be ambitious in God's name, but only if we honor His vision, His life, His will, not our own." - Ambition isn't wrong, but the foundation and motivation behind it determines whether it serves God or self.

    * "If we truly want to live the best version of our lives, we have to go to God and ask Him to show us the way to let us fulfill His will." - Our greatest fulfillment comes not from achieving our dreams, but from discovering and living out God's purpose for our lives.

    Connect with Order Within

    * Main Publication: orderwithinpodcast.com

    * Email: orderwithin@substack.com

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  • Learning from Biblical Failures: When Good Men Fall (Part 2) | Ep. 125
    Jul 24 2025

    Discover why the greatest men in the Bible failed spectacularly—and how their rock bottom moments reveal the path to authentic masculine strength. This episode exposes the same traps that destroy modern men through the stories of King Saul, David, Samson, and Peter, showing you that your failures don't disqualify you from God's calling—they prepare you for it.

    What You Can Expect From This Episode

    * Freedom from perfectionism: Learn why biblical heroes were beautifully flawed and how that gives you permission to be human

    * Trap identification: Recognize the 4 deadly patterns (pride, lust, compromise, fear) that sabotage men before they strike

    * Restoration roadmap: See exactly how God transforms failures into unshakeable character and purpose

    * Brotherhood connection: Feel less alone knowing every great man faces the same struggles you do

    * Redemption hope: Understand that no matter how far you've fallen, you're never beyond God's grace

    Time-Stamped Table of Contents

    * [00:00] Hook: Why biblical men seem too perfect to relate to

    * [00:43] Series Introduction: Four-part biblical masculinity journey

    * [01:29] Core Problem: Learning from failure vs. pursuing perfection

    * [02:57] Jesus Revelation: How reading Scripture changed everything

    * [05:11] Pride Trap: King Saul's ego destroys his kingdom

    * [08:27] Lust Trap: David's adultery spiral with Bathsheba

    * [13:27] Compromise Trap: Samson's gradual boundary erosion

    * [17:53] Fear Trap: Peter's denial when courage mattered most

    * [22:25] David's Restoration: The prayer that changed everything

    * [23:23] Peter's Restoration: Jesus' threefold love question

    * [24:57] Samson's Victory: Final surrender brings greatest triumph

    * [26:53] Redemption Reality: You're never beyond God's grace

    * [30:38] Personal Challenge: Which trap do you recognize?

    * [31:29] Prayer for Struggling Men: Restoration for the broken

    * [32:35] Next Week Preview: How the enemy targets men specifically

    Your Invitation to Action

    This week, honestly examine which trap resonates most with your story—pride, lust, compromise, or fear. Don't run from it; run TO God with it. Choose one specific area where you need to surrender control to Him. Remember: these biblical giants' failures weren't the end of their stories, and yours doesn't have to be either.

    Connect With Order Within

    * Full Episode & Community: Order Within Publication

    * Direct Contact: orderwithin@substack.com

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    Share This Message of Hope

    Know a man who's struggling with failure, shame, or feeling disqualified from God's calling? This episode could be the turning point he needs. Share it with someone who needs to hear that their worst moments don't define them—God's grace does.

    Next Week: We'll uncover how the enemy specifically targets men's desires for significance and the lies that caused the fall are still being sold to us today—plus how to break free.



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    33 mins
  • The Biblical Blueprint for Authentic Masculinity (Part 1) | Ep. 124
    Jul 17 2025

    Modern men are caught between two destructive extremes: toxic alpha dominance through money and conquest, or passive directionless living.

    In this first part of a three-part series, we explore God's blueprint for authentic masculinity by examining biblical men who found genuine fulfillment through serving God rather than serving themselves.

    Discover why even successful men following worldly masculinity still feel empty, and learn what true strength looks like from a biblical perspective.

    What You Can Expect from This Episode

    * Clarity on authentic manhood - Move beyond cultural confusion to God's original design for masculine strength

    * Biblical examples of real men - Learn from Joseph's integrity, Daniel's courage, David's passionate worship, and Paul's transformation

    * Freedom from worldly pressures - Understand why chasing external validation will never satisfy the deeper longings of your heart

    * Practical character building - Discover the qualities God values in men and how to develop them in your own life

    * A new source of strength - Find unshakeable purpose through surrender to God rather than assertion of self-will

    Time-Stamped Chapters

    * [00:00:10] - Modern Men in Crisis: The Two Failed Extremes

    * [00:01:19] - The Biblical Alternative: Authentic Fulfillment Through God

    * [00:02:32] - Personal Discovery: How Bible Characters Changed Everything

    * [00:05:11] - The World's Masculine Mirage: Take vs. Give

    * [00:08:39] - Why External Validation Never Satisfies

    * [00:10:14] - Jesus's Example: The Power of Service (Philippians 2:3-8)

    * [00:11:49] - Character Over Conquest: Biblical Strength Defined

    * [00:13:13] - Joseph: Choosing Integrity Under Sexual Pressure

    * [00:14:50] - Daniel: Uncompromising Convictions in Corrupt Culture

    * [00:16:24] - David: Warrior King Who Worshiped with Vulnerability

    * [00:18:43] - Biblical Qualities for Men (1 Timothy 3)

    * [00:20:39] - Paul's Complete Transformation: From Prosecutor to Minister

    * [00:22:25] - Joshua's Public Declaration: "We Will Serve the Lord"

    * [00:24:52] - True Strength: Surrender vs. Self-Assertion

    * [00:27:41] - Your Challenge: Building Identity on God's Truth

    Your Invitation to Transformation

    This week, ask yourself this life-changing question: Are you building your identity on what God says about you, or what the world rewards and applauds?

    Choose one biblical man from today's episode—Joseph, Daniel, David, Paul, or Joshua—and study their story with fresh eyes.

    Look specifically for how they handled pressure, made decisions, and found their source of strength. Notice how they countered the cultural narratives of their time through loyal dedication to God.

    Connect with Order Within

    * Main Publication: orderwithinpodcast.com

    * Email Brandon: orderwithin@substack.com

    * God-Centered Merchandise: Wife's RedBubble Store

    Share This Message of Hope

    If this episode spoke to your heart about authentic manhood and God's design for masculine strength, please share it with a man in your life who might be struggling with identity, purpose, or direction.

    You never know how God might use your simple act of sharing to transform someone's understanding of what it truly means to be a man after His own heart.

    Coming Next Week: Part 2 of our Biblical Masculinity series, where we'll explore how even these great biblical men failed spectacularly—and why their failures teach us more about authentic manhood than their victories ever could.

    "Choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve... But as for me and my household, we will serve the Lord." - Joshua 24:15



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    31 mins
  • Heart to Heart: Two Hearts, One Faith | Ep. 01
    Jun 26 2025
    We're launching our new couples series by sharing our authentic love story - from meeting on Bumble in 2017 to discovering how reading the Bible together transformed our marriage.We open up about our pre-Christ relationship struggles, the challenges of living without God at the center, and the intellectual awakening we experienced when we finally picked up Scripture together.This raw, honest conversation sets the foundation for future discussions about marriage, faith, and cultural challenges from a biblical perspective.What You Can Expect* Authentic vulnerability about marriage struggles before finding Christ* Intellectual honesty about the Bible's relevance and power in modern relationships* Practical insight into how Scripture transformed their daily marriage dynamics* Hope and encouragement for couples seeking deeper spiritual connection* Fresh perspective from a former atheist and spiritual seeker who found truth together* Real talk about lukewarm Christianity and the importance of actually reading God's WordEpisode Chapters* [00:00] Welcome & Series Introduction - Brandon introduces the new Heart to Heart format* [01:57] Meet Your Hosts - First impressions and why we're doing this together* [04:53] Our Mission & Authenticity - What listeners can expect from our raw, honest series* [08:55] The Bumble Beginning - How we met in San Diego and early relationship dynamics* [12:03] California Days & Lifestyle - Living hedonistically before Christ entered our lives* [16:29] Career Crisis & Relationship Testing - Brandon's toxic CEO experience nearly destroyed us* [22:52] The Big Move Decision - Ashley's boundary about marriage before leaving California* [25:41] Elopement During COVID - Getting married at a Starbucks during lockdowns* [28:38] Becoming Parents - Getting pregnant immediately after moving to North Carolina* [32:23] Finding Faith Through Scripture - Our shocking discovery of what the Bible actually says* [38:51] Ashley's Atheist Journey - How the Holy Spirit protected her even without belief* [46:00] Biblical Context Changes Everything - Understanding why the world is the way it is* [50:49] Intellectual Honesty About Faith - Joe Rogan, the Big Bang, and pursuing truth* [53:47] Lukewarm Christianity Problem - How fake believers pushed us away from faith* [55:34] Closing Prayer & Next Steps - What's coming in future episodesEpisode Invitation to ActionStart reading the Bible together as a couple this week. Pick any book and commit to reading just one chapter together each day.Don't rely on other people's interpretations - discover for yourselves what God's Word actually says about marriage, relationships, and life.If you're single, begin reading on your own and ask God to prepare your heart for the kind of biblical marriage Brandon and Ashley describe.Key Quotes & InsightsBrandon: "When we view our marriage as a means to serve God together, as our marriage sits under that umbrella of God, it's the foundation sits on His foundation... it changes you in different ways."Ashley: "Most of us are full of pride fighting to be right, not fighting for what's right. We just wanna be right... it's not the pursuit for truth then."Together: We discovered the Bible provides intellectual, emotional, and spiritual stimulation at every level - "It's a metaphysical experience" that gives context to why the world operates as it does and offers the only framework that truly makes sense of human relationships and suffering.Ways to Connect* Main Publication: https://orderwithinpodcast.com/* Email: orderwithin@substack.com* Merchandise: https://rdbl.co/4gCqi5zShare This EpisodeIf our story resonated with you, share it with a couple who needs hope in their marriage or someone questioning faith. Use #HeartToHeart and #OrderWithin when posting on social media. This conversation could be exactly what someone in your life needs to hear about the power of putting Christ at the center of marriage."Therefore what God has joined together, let no one separate." - Mark 10:9 Get full access to Order Within at orderwithinpodcast.com/subscribe
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  • Watered Down Christianity | Ep. 123
    May 29 2025

    In this episode, I explore the dangerous trend of shallow, consumer Christianity that prioritizes comfort over conviction. Drawing from my fresh perspective as a new believer, I challenge you to embrace the full depth of Biblical faith rather than creating a customized version of God that fits worldly comfort.

    What You Can Expect as a Listener

    * Fresh perspective on faith from my journey as someone new to Christianity who's reading the Bible for the first time

    * Biblical truth about the cost of authentic discipleship and why it's worth paying

    * My insights on avoiding the trap of consumer Christianity that picks and chooses from Scripture

    * Encouragement to develop genuine conviction rooted in the full counsel of God's Word

    * My challenge to you to represent Christ authentically in a world that needs real examples of faith

    Time-Stamped Contents

    * 00:00 - Introduction: The Problem of Watered Down Faith

    * 01:21 - Fresh Eyes: My New Believer Observations

    * 03:22 - How We Change God to Fit Our Comfort

    * 05:04 - The Danger of Legalism vs. Heart Transformation

    * 07:15 - Fear of God's Intensity and Emotion

    * 08:30 - Consumer Christianity: The Buffet Approach

    * 10:14 - My Disappointment in Shallow Church Culture

    * 11:44 - Scripture's Warnings About Following Humans

    * 13:25 - The Bible's Life-Changing Power in My Life

    * 14:31 - How Shallow Christians Harm the Faith

    * 16:24 - The Importance of the Holy Trinity

    * 18:36 - The True Cost of Following Jesus

    * 20:41 - Glorifying God in All Things

    * 22:37 - Finding Strength and Conviction in Christ

    * 25:05 - My Closing Prayer and Community Building

    Your Invitation to Action

    Stop settling for shallow faith that leaves you empty.

    This week, I challenge you to commit to reading one chapter of the Bible daily and ask God to reveal His true character to you—not the version you've created for comfort, but the powerful, loving, convicting God who transforms lives.

    Let Him show you what authentic Christianity looks like in your daily walk.

    3 Key Quotes That Will Challenge Your Heart

    "The biggest challenge to faith in the modern world is shallow Christians."

    "Following Jesus is gonna cost us things. We have to be ready to pay that price. He paid the ultimate price."

    "We represent the body of Christ. We are the church. And so it's up to us as followers of him to demonstrate what that means."

    Connect with Me

    * Subscribe: Order Within

    * Email: orderwithin@substack.com

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    https://orderwithinpodcast.com/p/watered-down-christianity-wr

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    Share This Message

    Know someone struggling with shallow faith or seeking authentic Christianity?

    Share this episode with them. Sometimes we need fresh eyes to see what we've been missing. Help me spread genuine faith that transforms lives and draws people closer to our Heavenly Father.



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    28 mins
  • God Needs Us | Ep. 122
    May 15 2025

    Episode Summary

    In this episode, I explore the idea that while God is perfect and complete, He still yearns for a relationship with us. I make the case that God needs us—not from any lack within Himself, but from His divine love. I look at scripture that shows how we're called to be God's representatives in the world and why our consent to this relationship matters to our Creator.

    What You'll Find in This Episode

    * Why God desires relationship with His creation despite being perfect

    * Biblical passages showing God's yearning for connection with us

    * Our role as God's representatives in the world

    * The importance of our free choice in our relationship with Him

    * How ancient prophetic messages apply to our modern faith challenges

    Episode Chapters

    * [00:00:10] Introduction: The concept of God needing us

    * [00:01:19] God's perfection and His desire for relationship

    * [00:02:23] Biblical examples of God's jealousy and desire for relationship

    * [00:05:39] The importance of not worshipping other gods

    * [00:07:09] Modern idols: How we prioritize money, success, and careers over God

    * [00:08:15] God wants genuine relationship, not forced obedience

    * [00:10:02] The significance of choice and consent in our relationship with God

    * [00:10:48] How we are God's hands and feet in the world

    * [00:14:13] Our responsibility to advocate for God in a secular world

    * [00:15:48] Christianity as a religion of service following Christ's example

    * [00:17:24] The importance of heart, obedience, and surrender to God

    * [00:18:26] Prayer as daily guidance: "Make me your instrument"

    * [00:20:04] Closing prayer and invitation to connect

    * [00:21:39] Final thoughts on finding purpose in serving God

    * [00:22:50] Call to connect through Substack and contact information

    Key Insights

    "God is perfect, He's complete, He's whole. He is the beginning, the middle, the end. He is everything. He's unchanging, but He loves us so dearly."

    "Who will represent God if it's not us? Who will speak on His behalf, who will advocate for Him and what He desires?"

    "The heart is where this lives. The heart is where God lives. The heart is where Jesus is with us. This is where our Holy Spirit is."

    Ways to Connect

    * Join our community on Substack

    * Email your thoughts and questions to orderwithin@substack.com

    * Read the accompanying Written Reflection for this episode: God Needs Us | Written Reflection

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    Share the Message

    Did this episode speak to you? I invite you to share it with someone who might be questioning their purpose or struggling with their relationship with God. Your share could bring someone closer to understanding God's love and purpose for them.

    "Father, show me the way. Show me what you desire. How can I be your instrument? How can I serve you? Make me useful to you."



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