HEY, HI, HELLOOOO, <3333

Hope you are alllll amazing as ever. It feels SO GOOD to be back and writing to you all. This episode is a pretty lengthy one, so grab some coffee, tea, lemonade, helll, a cocktail, whatever you need to chill the f*ck out. It's your world, I'm just living in it.

Anywayz, as of late, I've been in this funk and had not been feeling very much like myself. Needless to say, I was in need of a break. I finally had some down time this past weekend and decided to keep to myself. I finally found the time to wind down and center myself.

With that being said, I had very deep realizations that my issue was that I had been keeping guards up. I had not been open to change. I felt change coming, and instead of surrendering, I fought really hard against the current. However, life swept me up and I learned that what I needed to do was go with the current, not fight against it. I needed to be open to change, open to new feelings, open to the unknown.

If you've been struggling to let guards down, being honest with yourself, this one's for you. This episode is about openning up. It's a practice. However, when you aren't open, you're closing doors for potential growth. You're hindering your growth. It's time to open up and walk through those doors to welcome what's next to come.

Until next time baby dolls.

XOXO

Ray <3