Episodes

  • Put It In the Hole, Griddle
    Dec 2 2025

    Claire (she/they) and Han (any pronouns) welcome Kit (she/they) to dig into chapter 19 of Gideon the Ninth. Harrow experiences a positive emotion. Gideon finds a weird note. All of us remain confused about the symbols outside X-203.

    Today’s cover art is our lovely guest Kit as Harrowhark. You can find Kit on TikTok, Instagram, Tumblr, and Twitter.

    Content Warning: COVID-19, child abuse, death

    Further Reading:

    Tamora Pierce (1983-1988) The Song of the Lioness Quartet

    Guy Gavriel Kay (1984-1986) Fionavar Tapestry Trilogy

    Carl Lungman (1991) Dictionary of Symbols

    Ghost in the Shell

    An Sionnach Fionn (2018) The M1921 Thompson Submachine Gun, the IRA and the War of Independence

    Emmeline May and Blue Seat Studios (2015) Tea and Consent

    MSPA Wiki (n.d.) Quadrants

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    1 hr and 11 mins
  • I'm Sorry. I'm So Sorry.
    Nov 25 2025

    Claire (she/they) and Han (any pronouns) examine Gideon the Ninth, Chapter 17 with hard-hitting questions like what's happening with inter-House rankings? Why can't dead people do murder? Can we commission fan works in the middle of our podcast?

    Content Warning: murder, child soldiers, torture, criminalization of children under occupation, slavery

    Further Reading

    Kinka Usher (1999) Mystery Men

    Mikko Joronen (2016) Minor(s) Matter: Stone Throwing, Securitization, and the Government of Palestinian Childhood Under Israeli Military Rule [Note: we normally make sure scholarly work that we share is open-access. Don't pay to read this! Ask your library for access if you don't have a relationship with a university.]

    R. F. Kuang (2018-2020) The Poppy War Trilogy

    Kathleen Stokker (1995) Folklore Fights the Nazis

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    55 mins
  • An Active Investigation
    Nov 18 2025

    Claire Beans (she/they) and Han Koehle (any pronouns) dig into Gideon the Ninth, Chapter 17. (Almost) everybody tries to call back the ghosts of absent friends. The Eighth get weird. The third also gets weird. Actually Necromancers generally are weird.

    This week's cover art is

    Content Warning: murder, grief, blood, self-harm, cannibalism, abuse, child soldiers,

    Further Reading:

    bell hooks (2004) The Will to Change: Men, Masculinity, and Love

    Posh Painter (2024) European Noble Titles Explained [note: this is straightforward and contains interesting etymological facts, but it's also hardcore uncritical of empire and monarchy]

    Naomi Novik (2020-2022) Scholomance Trilogy (A Deadly Education, The Last Graduate, and The Golden Enclaves)

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    54 mins
  • Companionable Silence
    Nov 4 2025

    Claire (she/they) and Han (any pronouns) reread Gideon the Ninth Act II, Chapter 16. Gideon and Harrow enjoy their first major victory on the path to lyctorhood. Then, everything changes.

    Content Warnings: death, child abuse, emetophobia, humiliation, mild cannibalism

    Further Reading:

    Gavin Van Horn, Robin Wall Kimmerer, and John Hausdoerffer (2022) Kinship

    James Ashworth (2022). Neanderthal Extinction May Have Been Caused by Sex, Not Fighting.

    Victor Hugo (1831) The Hunchback of Notre-Dame

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    54 mins
  • Very Correct Pleasantries
    Oct 28 2025

    Claire (she/they) and Han (any pronouns) welcome Hannah (she/her) to re-read Gideon the Ninth, Chapter 15. The Ninth receive an invitation. All the Houses get together. Gideon gets to eat a dessert.

    Our cover is guest Hannah. You can find her wonderful cosplay and commentary on TikTok and and Tumblr.

    Content Warning: eating your cav, murder, infertility, slavery

    Further Reading:

    Catechism regarding priests acting in persona Christi Capitis

    Aubrey Smalls (2025) Did You Know About Court Dwarfs?

    Samin Nosrat (2013) Jeweled Rice

    T. H. White (1958) The Once and Future King

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    1 hr and 22 mins
  • I Want to Fight It
    Oct 22 2025

    Note from Han: Sorry this is late! I have three major grad school deadlines coming up and I totally forgot, like, what day it was and that this podcast exists. My bad.

    Claire Beans (she/they) and Han Koehle (any pronouns) re-read Chapter 14 of Gideon the Ninth. Gideon and Harrow face an interesting challenge and take their relationship to an awkward new level. Harrow takes a nap. Gideon lays down some boundaries.

    Today’s cover art is by Han.

    Content Warning: blood, pain, injury, eugenics

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    45 mins
  • Gideon Nav Talking Time
    Oct 14 2025

    Claire Beans (she/they) and Han Koehle (any pronouns) dive into Gideon the Ninth Act II Chapter 13. Gideon and Harrow negotiate. Han questions Harrow's understanding of the rules. Claire highlights other necro/cav models. Conversation gets unusually dark there in the middle.

    Today’s cover art was provided by Claire.

    Content Warning: Blood, genitals, sex, emetophobia, kink, slavery, use of human remains, genocide, Nazis, eugenics

    Further Reading:

    Arendse I Lund (2016) The People Who Became Book Bindings

    Jim Crow Museum (2013) Human Leather

    Alexandra Minna Stern (2015) Eugenic Nation: Faults and Frontiers of Better Breeding in Modern America

    Ghada Sasa (2022) Oppressive Pines: Uprooting Israeli Green Colonialism and Implanting Palestinian A'wna

    John Pollack (2011) The Pun Also Rises: How the Humble Pun Revolutionized Language

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    1 hr and 5 mins
  • Ambiance
    Oct 7 2025

    Claire Beans (she/they) and Han Koehle (any pronouns) welcome guest Geddy (she/her) to dig into Gideon the Ninth Chapter 12. Harrow does some crafting. Gideon is full of shit. Some people are not where Gideon expects them to be, and Gideon is in some unexpected places herself.

    Today’s cover art features our lovely guest Geddy (and friend of the show Kristen), photographed by Han.

    Content Warning: death, blood, murder probably?

    Further Reading:

    Britannica (n.d.) Memento mori

    Asaf Weisman et al. (2019) Congenital Insensitivity to Pain: A Misnomer.

    SnooFloofs3374 (2024) I'm unable to feel pain, AMA

    Keith Houston (2015) The mysterious origins of punctuation

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    46 mins