Chaos Angels, Pain Nexus, and Trust: Reiki as Order in a Spiritual Storm

In part two of Mystical Musings Podcast, the host continues last week’s story with Tava retelling events from Samael’s perspective and introduces an advanced Lilith-related teaching called “Chaos Angel”. Samael explains how childhood trauma and living in an “edge state” can create a specific type of chaos angel called a “pain nexus,” . The conversation details how Reiki, calling in light as a gate to the divine, and the stabilizing force of Michael’s order can feed and balance these energies so they can regain choice and move on. They emphasize that the key to the healing was trust, which allowed the energy work to enter and prevented the chaos angel from growing into destructive madness that could have overtaken the family. The episode also explores voluntary versus involuntary “mediums of transport,” ethics of spirit release in people versus places like the Blue Ball Inn, and the difference between offering light and forcibly expelling spirits who may be doing their own work. The episode closes by offering the “Peace and Release” spirit release recording, available free on Amnivara.com with a Bandcamp link for higher-quality streaming or download.

00:00 Welcome Back: Part 2 Setup + Gong Song to Set the Stage
06:00 Introducing the ‘Chaos Angel’ Concept (Advanced Lilith Class)
06:38 Why Traumatized Children Are Extra Sensitive: Psychic Openness, Dolls & Spirits
09:44 Edge States Explained: Trauma, Dissociation, and Living Outside the Body
11:18 Pain Nexus: Like Attracts Like & Entities Drawn to Her Energy
12:46 What a Chaos Angel Sounds Like: Malfunctioning Gates, Overlapping Realities
15:52 Types of Entities in the Nexus: Locked Ghosts vs. Hungry, Talking Spirits
18:13 Calling in Order: Why Michael’s Energy Stabilizes the Chaos
20:51 Reiki + Light as a Gate: Feeding Fragments and Opening Portals Safely
23:02 Long-Term Balance Plan: Physical + Metaphysical Practices to Prevent Return
24:58 You Tamed a Chaos Angel: Why Empowering Her with Recordings Worked
30:45 When It Turns Dangerous: Escalation, Residential Treatment, and Family Recovery
33:45 Trust as the Real Key to Spirit Relief (and Why It Worked)
36:41 Mediums of Transport: Voluntary vs. Involuntary & a Dream of Souls in Transition
39:59 Chaos Angels, Shifting Realities, and When to Call the Heavy Hitters
43:28 Spirit House Lessons: Identifying Energies & the ‘Snickers’ Approach to Hungry Spirits
49:22 Ethics of Spirit Release: Offering Light Without Forcing Anyone Out
55:09 Blue Ball Inn Case Study: Why ‘Clearing the House’ Backfired & How Balance Was Restored
58:35 What a Chaos Angel Really Is: Putting the Brakes on the Storm So Spirits Can Choose
01:01:40 Closing: Peace & Release Recording + Final Blessing

Resources:

Learn to do Holy Fire Reiki Spirit Releases yourself:

Taught in both Holy Fire Reiki Master and Karuna Reiki Master Classes!

Jenn's Holy Fire Reiki Master Classes

https://www.willowridgereiki.com/usui-holy-fire-reiki-master

Jenn's Holy Fire Karuna Reiki Master Classes

If you already have your Reiki Master Certification, in any Usui lineage, you may take Karuna Reiki Master and get 9 more powerful symbols, learn the Spirit Release technique and oth

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Jennifer Taylor: Amnivara (previously Willow Ridge Reiki and Healing Arts) https://www.Amnivara.com/

In this episode of the Mystical Musings podcast, Tava Baird and Jennifer Taylor delve into a variety of mystical topics, from witnessing transformation to profound personal experiences with the Holy Fire Spirit Release process. They share the common honor of helping others awaken to their divinity -Tava, though her Lilithian path classes and Jennifer, through Holy Fire Reiki Master classes, which focuses on healing and rediscovering the authentic self. The conversation shifts to energy work, including the fascinating realm of spirit attachments and their release. Jennifer shares personal stories about her daughter's experiences with spirit attachments and how the Holy Fire Reiki Healing Spirit Attachments technique led to life changing healing. Near the end, listeners discover that as Jenn was sharing her perspective of her daughter's journey, Samael was sharing the story from his perspective with Tava. The conversation continues next week where you will get to hear Samael explain what was happening each step of the way - from his unique vantage point. This is an episode not to be missed! Tune in next week for an enlightening discussion.

00:00 Introduction and Welcome
00:15 Winter Woes and Frozen Adventures
02:20 Upcoming Events and Classes
03:12 Reiki Classes and Spiritual Healing
06:14 The Four Mirrors Ritual
08:54 Announcing a NEW Power of Story Event
13:33 Channeling and ClarityUnexpected Experiences
17:58 Channeled Song to Prepare Space - includes gong

23:01 The Gong's Vibrational Impact
28:27 Gongs Open Portals
31:26 Finding a Common Language to discuss Spirits
37:34 Introduction to Spirit Attachments
40:25 Personal Experiences with Spirit Attachments
43:14 Understanding Spirit Release Process
50:50 Different Types of Spirit Attachments
58:27 Healing and Clearing Techniques
01:06 Second Stage of Spirit Release - healing and sealing

01:08 To Be Continued - and glimpse into next week

01:10:11 Peace and Release - Spirit Release for all listening

Resources:

Jenn's Article Published in Reiki News Magazine about Healing Spirit Attachments and her Daughter

https://www.willowridgereiki.com/articles

Jenn's Interview on Reiki From The Farm Podcast about Healing Spirit Attachments

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/reiki-from-the-farm/id1532837662?i=1000563169901

Peace and Release - track

free streaming : https://www.willowridgereiki.com/recordings

for download : https://amnivara.bandcamp.com/track/peace-and-release

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In this episode of Mystical Musings Podcast, hosts Tava Baird and Jennifer Taylor continue their profound conversation with Liz Jacobs. The discussion deepens as Jennifer shares her discovery of an unexpected type of beings, soul parts working in spiritual synergy and her cautious exploration. Samael shares his perspective as well, and Liz and Tava share their wisdom around the ethical considerations of creating spiritual beings, and the role of nature in connecting to the divine. Liz shares transformative personal stories, including the creation of her first nature spirit and the impact of her shamanic training. The episode emphasizes the importance of mindfulness and ethical practice in spiritual work, while providing practical guidance for those interested in deepening their spiritual connections.

00:00 Introduction and Song Prelude
00:40 Powerful Holy Fire Reiki Master Techniques
02:10 Exploring Spirit Attachments

03:26 Intro Clearing Song to Release Attachments
09:30 Understanding Crone and Collective Souls
19:36 The Concept of Kymera
30:46 Ethics in Magical Practices
42:00 The Importance of Gut Instincts
44:15 Connecting with Nature Spirits
45:02 Exploring the Wilder Grove Shop
46:00 Upcoming Events and Gatherings
46:36 Liz's Journey and Inspirations
47:41 The Origin Story of Fairy Houses
52:21 A Transformative Shamanic Experience
58:51 Creating and Sharing Nature Spirits
01:02:24 Final Reflections and Gratitude

Resources mentioned in order

Peace and Release:

free streaming : https://www.amnivara.com/recordings

Book Recommended by Liz: The Calling by Rasha https://a.co/d/05VNRTmc

See Liz's Nature Beings and shop: https://www.wildergrove.com/shop

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This episode is a celebration of the wild, the mystical and the art of deep listening and communion with nature. In this interesting and engaging episode, Liz Jacobs joins host Jennifer Taylor and Tava Baird for a conversation inspired by her work with nature spirits. As references in previous episodes, Liz is the creator of very special figures assembled from nature that have been experienced to host very special nature beings. Join them as they explore her process more deeply, including personal experiences with these beings, cautionary tales and much more.

00:00 Introduction and Setting the Stage
00:38 Musical Invocation and Spiritual Guests
09:29 Messages from Samael
11:09 Embracing the Wild Self
14:41 The Power of Liz's Work
19:40 The Story of Crone and Solstice
28:46 The Creative Influence of Solstice
29:10 Restoring Vintage Porcelain Dolls
31:08 The Role of Crone and Shaman
34:00 Creating Nature Beings
36:20 Liz Shares Her Process of Crafting Spirit Beings
43:58 Lessons from Nature and Spiritual Practices
45:18 An Effigy for the Spirit of Mountain Lake

46:45A Cautionary Tale - Lesson of Pele

48:51 Discernment, Obstacles and Making Amends
53:59 Concluding Thoughts and Next Episode Preview

55:49 - Blessing of Place - healing song from Jenn's Amnivara Bandcamp

Resources:

Liz's work displayed and available for purchase through:

https://www.wildergrove.com/shop

Jenn's Amnivara Bandcamp to purchase Blessings of Place

https://amnivara.bandcamp.com/track/blessings-of-place

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In this episode, Jennifer Taylor and Tava Baird discuss their winter projects and plans. They delve into the spiritual significance of winter, the importance of balance involving the head, heart, and belly, and insights into channeling energy for personal growth. The conversation also highlights Samael's wisdom on transformation via the belly, the practice of patience, and the power of revisiting one's past to understand current challenges. The podcast concludes with reflections on the importance of being fully incarnated and a final song inspired by their discussions.

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In this spiritually enriching episode, we dive deeper into the themes of balance, change, and resilience introduced last week. Archangel Michael offers guidance on tuning into deeper truths and maintaining stability amid societal shifts. Samael joins the conversation, emphasizing the importance of adapting and letting go of unhelpful attachments to flow with life's changes. Listeners are encouraged to set their physical and emotional spaces in order as a foundation for personal and communal growth. Through poignant messages, visualization techniques, and a powerful singing transmission, this episode aims to inspire resilience, trust, and the courage to dance on the edge of change.

00:00 Introduction and Recap
03:50 Messages from Archangel Michael
05:27 Understanding Balance and Stability
08:30 Personal Reflections and Insights
12:40 The Concept of Worth and Shame
27:53 Meeting People and Building Connections
45:37 The Sacredness of Hands and Gestures
47:00 Preparedness for the Coming Year
47:51 Understanding Darkness and Light
49:03 Diving Beneath the Waves
52:16 Relational Jujitsu
54:46 The Deeper Truth
01:01:25 The Four Mirrors Ritual
01:06:43 Setting Things in Order
01:24:29 Transmission from Archangel Michael
01:33:56 Concluding Thoughts and Reflections

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Join Jennifer Taylor and Tava Baird, as they take another look at Samael's words regarding 2026 and how best to meet it. Accompany your hosts as they delve into the transformative power of Lilithian Magic and Philosophy. Explore how facing the edge states and shifting perspectives can lead to growth, self-discovery, and new opportunities. Learn about upcoming classes on Lilith and the Lost City, and events such as the Imbolc Full Moon Circle. Discover the concept of the 'black mirror' as described by Tava’s guide, Samael, and how it reflects an opportunity for an energetic shift. Jennifer shares her experiences with 'the edge' and insights on how to regain balance when confronted with conflicting perspectives and new insights that challenge us to expand beyond our comfort zone. This episode concludes with the soothing 'Sacred Waters, Singing Stones' track, offering listeners a moment of deep healing and reflection. The conversation continues next week as Jennifer shares Archangel Michael's perspectives, advice and even an energetic transmission from him.

00:00 Introduction and Greetings
00:27 Upcoming Classes and Events
02:24 Imbolc Traditions and Celebrations
03:30 Feedback and Personal Stories
06:58 Clarifying Samael's Message
14:13 Jenn's song from Archangel Michael to set the energetic container
17:58 TSAAH an energetic cleansing sound/technique

22:36 Tava's experience of Samael in personal vs professional settings
25:26 Samael's message on 2026 as a black mirror
31:20 Impact of COVID on Social Behavior
32:39 Nostalgia and Perception of the World
33:08 Isolation and Echo Chambers
36:14 Exploring the Concept of Black Mirrors
37:27 Embracing Energetic Shifts
47:53 Walking the Edge: Lilithian Magic
53:39 Balancing Fear and Excitement
59:12 Michael's Guidance and Final Thoughts
01:00:38 Closing and Sacred Waters Singing Stones

Resources:

Sacred Waters, Singing Stones

https://amnivara.bandcamp.com/track/sacred-waters-singing-stones

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In the second part of 'All That Glitters: Choices, Obsession, and Balance,' the hosts continue their discussion about staying grounded and balanced amidst the allure of new opportunities and the chaos of uncertainty. The episode begins with a reflection on the previous week's discussion, emphasizing the importance of discerning what opportunities truly serve one's purpose. They explore the nature of obsession, imposter syndrome, and the pursuit of personal growth. The hosts also delve into the idea of self-validation, suggesting creating personal certificates to acknowledge achievements. The session features a message from Samael regarding the inevitabilities and uncertainties of 2026, stressing the need for community and groundedness. The episode concludes with practical advice on gathering resources that bring balance and joy, and a grounding song is provided to help listeners realign before re-entering their daily lives.

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