Episodes

  • 94: Feel the Cold Rage
    Apr 30 2026

    Recorded March 28, 2026

    Spies in space! This week Nate talks about the world baseball classic and hurting himself skiing… again. Ryan talks about a game in which he fights a sentient refrigerator. Then after both of them share some interesting spy stories they turn to their main media. For their discussion of The Relentless Moon by Mary Robinette Kowal, they discuss character likability, theologically inconsistent choices, and how far to take your revenge.

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    Nate's Excursions

    • Hakkaisan
    • World Baseball Classic

    Taste of Japan

    • CC Lemon Vitamin Mikan

    Control

    • Official Site
    • Amazon.com
    • Amazon.co.jp

    Pick 2: Spy Stories

    • Both: Galactic Cold War Series by Dan Moren - Amazon.com, Amazon.co.jp, Libro.fm, Audible
    • Nate: Face of the Enemy - Star Trek: The Next Generation - Memory Alpha, Amazon.com, Amazon.co.jp
    • Ryan: Spy x Family - Amazon.com, Amazon.co.jp
    • Nate: Spy Ski School by Stuart Gibbs - Amazon.com, Amazon.co.jp, Libro.fm, Audible
    • Ryan: Shadow of the Hegemon by Orson Scott Card - Amazon.com, Amazon.co.jp, Libro.fm, Audible

    The Relentless Moon

    • Amazon.com
    • Amazon.co.jp
    • Audible

    Theme by Michael AD
    https://soundcloud.com/michael-ad/the-deep-end
    used with permission

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    1 hr and 11 mins
  • 93: Crafting of All of These Parodies of the World
    Mar 31 2026

    Recorded February 25, 2026

    Let the music take control!
    This week, Nate and Ryan talk about running, difficult games, and music with rocks in. Then for the main media, they address taking advantage of artists, leopards with hearing problems, and when death gets a little too existential in their discussion of Soul Music by Terry Pratchett.

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    Fukaya City Half Marathon

    • Official Site
    • Results Page

    Hollow Knight

    • Official Site
    • Amazon.com
    • Amazon.co.jp

    Taste of Japan

    • Yuzu & Honey
    • KitKat Advent Calendar

    Pick 2: Music with Rocks In

    • Nate: The Anatomy of the Tongue in Cheek by Relient K - iTunes, Amazon.com, Amazon.co.jp
    • Ryan: Requiem For Hell by MONO - iTunes, Amazon.com, Amazon.co.jp
    • Nate: Beautifully Broken by Plumb - iTunes, Amazon.com, Amazon.co.jp
    • Ryan: A Night at the Opera by Queen - iTunes, Amazon.com, Amazon.co.jp

    Soul Music

    • Amazon.com
    • Amazon.co.jp
    • Audible
    • Libro.fm
    • Terry Pratchett Coat of Arms

    Theme by Michael AD
    https://soundcloud.com/michael-ad/the-deep-end
    used with permission

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    1 hr
  • 92: Maybe She Is Not the Solution to All of the Things
    Mar 1 2026

    Recorded January 25, 2026

    This week, Nate thinks back on his break, and Ryan dreads upcoming bureaucracy. Then, Ryan takes a moment to show true humility regarding his pick for 2025 Game of the Year. Afterwards, they both bring up some of their favorite space travel stories. Then, for the main media, they discuss problem solving, sibling-like relationship dynamics, and laundry assignments of The Fated Sky by Mary Robinette Kowal.

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    Clair Obscur: Expedition 33

    • Official Site
    • Amazon.com
    • Amazon.co.jp

    Taste of Japan

    • Craft Boss Shiikwaasa & Ume
    • Blueberry Cheesecake KitKat

    Pick 2: Art Experiences

    • Both: The Long Way to a Small Angry Planet - Becky Chambers: Amazon.com, Amazon.co.jp, Audible.com, Libro.fm
    • Ryan: Ninefox Gambit - Yoon Ha Lee: Amazon.com, Amazon.co.jp, Audible, Libro.fm
    • Nate: Project Hail Mary - Project Weir: Amazon.com, Amazon.co.jp, Audible, Libro.fm
    • Ryan: Master of Formailities - Scott Meyer: Amazon.com, Amazon.co.jp, Audible, Libro.fm
    • Nate: (Murderbot Series) All Systems Red - Martha Wells: Amazon.com, Amazon.co.jp, Audible, Libro.fm

    The Fated Sky

    • Amazon.com
    • Amazon.co.jp
    • Audible

    Theme by Michael AD
    https://soundcloud.com/michael-ad/the-deep-end
    used with permission

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    1 hr and 21 mins
  • 91: As a Proper Time Travel Book Everything Should Tie Off
    Feb 1 2026

    Recorded December 14, 2025

    Sometimes it seems necessary to hide in another era just to get time off. This week, cross country season came and went and Nate thinks back on how it was. Then, both Ryan and Nate address the dangers of nostalgia and if those movies we remember were actually any good. After that, the two discuss art before they shift the discussion to parodies, cats, and the sentience of a time line as they discuss the Connie Willis book, To Say Nothing of the Dog.

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    Taste of Japan

    • Craft Boss Acerola & Lemon
    • Raspberry KitKat

    Pick 2: Art Experiences

    • Nate: Clown Painting
    • Ryan: Ecce Homo
    • Nate: Starry Night
    • Ryan: AI Art

    To Say Nothing of the Dog

    • Amazon.com
    • Amazon.co.jp
    • Audible
    • Libro.fm

    Theme by Michael AD
    https://soundcloud.com/michael-ad/the-deep-end
    used with permission

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    52 mins
  • 90: Science Took a Backseat for the Issues in Society
    Dec 31 2025

    Recorded July 27, 2025

    What if it was the Earth… but different? This week, Nate and Ryan discuss new TVs, water parks, and alternate earth stories. That discussion culminates in The Calculating Stars, a book by Mary Robinette Kowal in which they discuss the possibility of social change, being just the character the story needs, and the science in science fiction.

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    Tokyo Summerland Rides

    • Monster Stream
    • Dekasla

    Blue Prince

    • Official Site
    • Amazon.com
    • Amazon.co.jp

    Taste of Japan

    • Mitsuya Kiwi
    • KitKat Biscoff

    Pick 2: Alternate History Stories

    • Nate: The Man in the High Castle - Philip K. Dick - Amazon.com, Amazon.co.jp, Audible, Libro.fm
    • Ryan: Bone Shaker - Cherie Priest - Amazon.com, Amazon.co.jp, Audible, Libro.fm
    • Nate: For All Mankind - IMDb, Apple.com
    • Ryan: Fallout (Video Games) - Official Site, Amazon.com, Amazon.co.jp

    The Calculating Stars

    • Amazon.com
    • Amazon.co.jp
    • Audible

    Theme by Michael AD
    https://soundcloud.com/michael-ad/the-deep-end
    used with permission

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    1 hr and 26 mins
  • 89: Muppet Adjacent
    Dec 1 2025

    Recorded April 27, 2025

    This week Nate and Ryan decided to play another game. So Ryan, perhaps foolishly, surveyed a number of listeners, coworkers, students, and whoever else he could corner, and he asked them the important fundamental questions of human existence—questions like "what song gets stuck in your head" or "which is the best muppet?" Then he invited Keith, Nash, Shi, Sylvain, and Terence to join Nate in trying to figure out how people responded, in the 100% definitely, legally-distinct game, "Colleague Clash".

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    Theme by Michael AD
    https://soundcloud.com/michael-ad/the-deep-end
    used with permission

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    1 hr and 51 mins
  • 88: Cloning Is Such a Tangential Part
    Oct 31 2025

    Recorded June 15, 2025

    This week Nate and Ryan address how the end of the school year went and Ryan talks about his arguably early pick for game of the year. Following another Kiwi drink and salted caramel Kit-Kats, they talk about various support groups that had helped them through their lives. Finally, they wrap up their journey through clone books by discussing how different a clone can be, odd futuristic jobs, and murder victim support groups in their discussion of the book My Murder by Katie Williams.

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    Clair Obscur: Expedition 33

    • Official Site
    • Amazon.com
    • Amazon.co.jp

    Taste of Japan

    • Kiwi au Lait
    • KitKat Gold

    Pick 2: Support Groups

    • Nate: Bible Study Group
    • Ryan: Board Game Club
    • Nate: College Cross Country Team
    • Ryan: College Friends

    My Murder

    • Amazon.com
    • Amazon.co.jp
    • Audible
    • Libro.fm

    Theme by Michael AD
    https://soundcloud.com/michael-ad/the-deep-end
    used with permission

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    1 hr and 11 mins
  • 87: If You're Gonna Have Crime, It Might as Well Be Organized
    Sep 30 2025

    Recorded March 30, 2025

    This week Nate and Ryan talk about Mickey 17 and their feelings about the changes from the book. Then, Nate talks about a ski trip and Ryan talks about making pants out of dragons. After a KitKat that could qualify as a crime against humanity and a discussion of their favorite things to eat in Japan, they discuss puns or "punes" (as the author puts it), Nate's clown time loop, and yet another book in which everyone becomes a policeman in Men at Arms by Sir Terry Pratchett.

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    Monster Hunter Wilds

    • Official Site
    • Amazon.com
    • Amazon.co.jp

    Taste of Japan

    • Craft Boss Cafe Soda Mango & Passion
    • Witch's Brew KitKat

    Pick 2: Japanese Foods

    • Nate: Hire Katsu Don (カツ丼)
    • Ryan: Katsu Curry (カツカレー)
    • Nate: Taco Rice (タコライス)
    • Ryan: Okonomiyaki (お好み焼き)

    Men at Arms

    • Amazon.com
    • Amazon.co.jp
    • Audible
    • Libro.fm

    Theme by Michael AD
    https://soundcloud.com/michael-ad/the-deep-end
    used with permission

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    1 hr and 22 mins