Sometimes the hardest part of faith is the moment right before everything changes.

In Mile Marker 4 of The Walk Before the Wonder, I’m sharing a very real and unfiltered Easter Sunday conversation about self doubt, silence, and the temptation to quit too soon.

After recording the first three episodes in this series, I left for a short vacation and came back feeling confused, uncertain, and honestly questioning what I was supposed to do next. The silence crept in the way it always does… quietly.

In this episode I talk about what it looks like to trust God when the plan isn’t clear, when the road feels uncertain, and when the voice of doubt gets loud.

We walk through the story of the women at the empty tomb and the Road to Emmaus (Luke 24:13–35) and the reminder that God is often moving long before we understand what He’s doing.

If you have ever felt underestimated, unqualified, or like you’re walking a road that doesn’t make sense yet, this episode is for you.

Because sometimes the reason we miss the miracle…
is that we quit the journey too soon.

What do you do when the world goes quiet after everything falls apart?

In Mile Marker #3 of The Walk Before the Wonder, we sit in the silence of Holy Saturday. The cross has happened. Jesus is in the tomb. The disciples are devastated, confused, and wondering if the story they believed in is over.

This episode of Just Jelly Unfiltered explores the space many of us know too well, the waiting season where God feels silent and hope feels buried.

Because Holy Saturday reminds us of something powerful: just because heaven is quiet doesn’t mean God isn’t working.

If you are walking through a season of grief, uncertainty, or unanswered prayers, this conversation will meet you right in the middle of the silence.

Sometimes the quietest moments of faith happen right before resurrection.

Sometimes the road with God doesn’t just get confusing… it completely collapses beneath your feet.

In Mile Marker #2: The Walk Before the Wonder, we arrive at one of the heaviest moments in the entire resurrection story: Good Friday.

The disciples had walked with Jesus for three years. They left their careers, their homes, and everything familiar to follow Him. They believed they knew where the road was going.

And then they watched it end on a cross.

Not a rumor.

Not a misunderstanding.

Not a moment of confusion.

A moment of devastating clarity.

In this episode of Just Jelly Unfiltered, we unpack two powerful myths the cross completely breaks for believers today.

Myth one: If God is in it, the path should look like progress.

Myth two: Following God means the road should get easier.

Good Friday dismantles both.

Because the most obedient life ever lived ended in what looked like total defeat. The disciples were hiding. Rome was still in power. And the one they believed would change everything was placed in a tomb.

From the outside, it looked like the story was over.

But the cross was never the end.

It was the turning point the entire story had been moving toward.

If you have ever stayed faithful, done the next right thing, and still found yourself standing in what looks like failure… this conversation will meet you right there.

Because sometimes the place where everything appears to fall apart… is actually the place where the story is about to turn.

Good Friday was not the final word.

It was the mile marker right before the wonder.

Resurrection was already on the road.