Episodes

  • Grew Up Feeling Unwanted Even With Both Parents Alive | Rai’Yana Howard
    Dec 21 2025

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    Rai’Yana sits down with Indelibly Marked to open the deepest wounds of her childhood — the kind she grew up believing she wasn’t allowed to talk about.
    Raised between a mother battling heavy drug addiction and a father who worked constantly but expressed his pain through physical and verbal abuse, Rai’Yana spent most of her early life feeling unwanted in the very places that were supposed to protect her.
    Even though her father removed her from her mother’s addiction, the environment he brought her into left scars of its own.
    Despite having nine siblings, she felt isolated, invisible, and emotionally neglected.

    This is a raw, vulnerable, and powerful testimony — the kind that defines Indelibly Marked.
    Her story will resonate with anyone who grew up feeling “present but unprotected,” or who is still trying to understand how childhood pain shaped their adult identity.
    If this episode gives you clarity, comfort, or conviction… please share it. Someone needs it. #indeliblymarked #podcast #testimony #storytime

    Dominique Kuykendall
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    1 hr and 2 mins
  • ump Jonas: Finding Family, Losing Innocence, & Fighting the System
    Dec 21 2025

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    Bump Jonas ( @sprinklesumsalt ) opens up like never before.
    From thinking he was the oldest child until age nine… to discovering three older siblings he never knew existed — this revelation changed the entire way he viewed the world. Guided by his big sister who acted more like a mother, Bump learned how to move through the streets of Houston, Texas with awareness and discipline. His sister not only taught him the game of survival but also sparked his lifelong love for hip-hop.
    Bump feels that trust is everything — and how that loyalty shaped the way he moves to this day . He speaks about growing up fast, the street situations that almost took him down the wrong path, and the moment that made him start separating from the chaos.
    Now blending his roots from Houston, Oakland, and Kansas City , Bump explains how hip-hop became both his therapy and his identity. But his story doesn’t stop there — he opens up about his dislike for police, the differences he’s seen in law enforcement between Houston, Oakland, and Kansas City, and the emotion he still carries from witnessing a young Black man get done wrong by the system.
    He also speaks on love — his interracial marriage, the cultural learning curve, and how understanding differences became another form of strength. Finally, he reflects on purpose — asking himself if he’s truly walking in the calling he’s meant for.
    This episode of Indelibly Marked is raw, unapologetic, and deeply human.
    It’s about family, loyalty, pain, and finding purpose in a world that tests you.
    📍 Filmed for Indelibly Marked — real stories, real scars, real healing.

    #podcast #indeliblymarked #testimony #storytime

    Dominique Kuykendall
    https://youtube.com/@indelibleartsnetwork

    https://www.instagram.com/indelible_rudy/

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    1 hr and 48 mins
  • Comedians 1 Friendship Endless Chaos 😂| Kahleigh Lucas Sr & Armon Lasker
    Nov 12 2025

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    Comedians Kahleigh Lucas Sr. ( @KahleighComedy ) and Armon Lasker bring their real-life friendship to the Indelibly Marked stage — and it’s absolutely hilarious! 😂
    From stories that sound like something straight out of a sitcom, to moments that get unexpectedly real, this episode dives into the chaos, love, and therapy that comes when two comedians talk life, family, and everything in between.

    Drop a comment: Which story had you crying laughing?
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    #indeliblymarked #storytime #comedy #testimony #podcast

    Dominique Kuykendall
    https://youtube.com/@indelibleartsnetwork

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    1 hr and 37 mins
  • Life or Death Decisions | Robert Taylor on the Cartel, Prison & Redemption
    Oct 30 2025

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    Robert Taylor returns for Part 4 THE FINALE - and dives deeper into the high-stakes world he once lived in.
    He shares intense, never-before-told moments from his cartel connections — dangerous situations, courtroom battles, and life-or-death decisions that tested his loyalty and faith.
    While in prison, Robert crossed paths with Southwest T and other high-profile figures from BMF, exchanging stories about power, pain, and survival. After release, his journey took him to Houston, where he witnessed a tragedy involving a well-known hip-hop family , which had him reflecting on the loss of his own little brother .

    This is one of Robert’s most powerful reflections yet — a raw, emotional, and redemptive conclusion to his past life and a look at what it truly takes to start over.

    #indeliblymarked #storytime #podcast #testimony #kansascitymo

    Dominique Kuykendall
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    https://www.instagram.com/indelible_rudy/

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    1 hr and 26 mins
  • Huge Risk With Cartel Money | Robert Taylor’s $20 Million Indictment Story
    Oct 30 2025

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    The Robert Taylor Series Episode 3 - The Rise & Fall

    The suspense reaches its peak . Robert Taylor exposes his dangerous ties to the cartel, including taking some dangerous risk with cartel money . From cartel dealings to a $20 million indictment, prison time, and unbelievable survival stories, this finale shows why Robert is one of the most gifted storytellers to ever sit on Indelibly Marked. Stay tuned until the end for a behind-the-scenes cartel story that will leave you speechless.
    #indeliblymarked #testimony #storytime #podcast #therapy #cartel

    Disclaimer: This content is shared for educational/testimony purposes, not to glorify crime or violence.

    Dominique Kuykendall
    https://youtube.com/@indelibleartsnetwork

    https://www.instagram.com/indelible_rudy/

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    33 mins
  • Robberies, Revenge & Regret | Robert Taylor on Kansas City Gang Life
    Oct 30 2025

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    In Part 2 of The Robert Taylor Series - Kansas City Gang Files

    Robert Taylor pulls no punches as he reflects on his gang life in Kansas City. From robberies to missions, to his best friend’s murder—Robert reveals the highs, the lows, and the dark consequences of a life in the streets. A raw, emotional, and suspenseful testimony of pain, loyalty, and survival that leads directly into his shocking cartel stories in Part 3.
    #indeliblymarked #storytime #testimony #street #therapy

    Disclaimer: This content is shared for educational/testimony purposes, not to glorify crime or violence.

    Dominique Kuykendall
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    https://www.instagram.com/indelible_rudy/

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    45 mins
  • Skydiving to Find God | Robert Taylor’s Journey from Prison, Gangs & Trauma
    Oct 30 2025

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    The Robert Taylor Series Episode 1 - Closer to GOD

    On his 40th birthday, Robert Taylor took a leap of faith—literally. Fresh out of prison and carrying the weight of gang ties, cartel dealings, and family loss, he booked a skydiving session to reconnect with God and release decades of pain. Robert opens up about outliving his father, losing his brother, struggling with fatherhood, and how one Skydive became the most spiritual and therapeutic experience of his life.
    #indeliblymarked #storytime #testimony #podcast #skydiving #therapy #mentalhealth

    Disclaimer: This content is shared for educational/testimony purposes, not to glorify crime or violence.

    Dominique Kuykendall
    https://youtube.com/@indelibleartsnetwork

    https://www.instagram.com/indelible_rudy/

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    1 hr and 18 mins
  • Big Court Opens Up About Loss, Loyalty, and Life Beyond the Streets
    Sep 3 2025

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    Courtney Richardson, better known as Big Court of the Holdin’ Court Podcast, recently opened up about a deeply personal moment in his life — the death of his close friend, O.G. Big Court admitted that he hadn’t cried in a long time, but losing O.G. broke that wall. What hurt the most was that disagreements had caused distance between them before his passing, leaving him with pain and regret.
    Beyond reflecting on loss, Big Court shared both funny and raw stories from his life in the streets, including dangerous run-ins that tested his survival and resilience. He also recalled moments where he had to “check the temperature” of wealthy businessmen who tried to flex their power in meetings, reminding them that his presence commands respect.
    Even as his platform and status have grown, Big Court made it clear that he hasn’t lost touch with where he comes from. He spoke on dealing with trolls from his hometown of Kansas City, Missouri — making it known that while he has evolved, he’s still capable of handling disrespect when necessary.
    A major highlight of the conversation was his bond with rapper X-Raided. The two share deep respect and loyalty for one another, always showing up in support. Big Court even stood by X-Raided during the Menendez brothers’ trial, underscoring the strength of their brotherhood.
    Through it all, Big Court’s words paint a picture of a man who has survived danger, endured loss, and maintained authenticity — never forgetting loyalty and respect as cornerstones of his life.

    Dominique Kuykendall
    https://youtube.com/@indelibleartsnetwork

    https://www.instagram.com/indelible_rudy/

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    1 hr and 27 mins