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I Need Blue

I Need Blue

By: Jennifer Lee
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I turned around to see a masked man pointing a gun at me. It was just the beginning of a series of events, including robbery and abduction, which changed my life forever. I Need Blue, hosted by Jen Lee, is a podcast series featuring lived-experiences from survivors of life events. I NEED BLUE creates space for survivors of trauma to feel they BELONG, are LOVED, UNDERSTOOD and EMPOWERED! I called 9-1-1 and they provided me with life-saving directions to help my customer who was having a medical emergency. Law enforcement rescued us and caught the robber. Our first-responders face unique traumas every day. I NEED BLUE provides space for them too!

© 2025 I Need Blue
Hygiene & Healthy Living Psychology Psychology & Mental Health Social Sciences True Crime
Episodes
  • Jordan: Faith-Fueled, Pressure-Tested, Purpose-Driven
    Dec 8 2025

    If you’ve wrestled with father wounds, homelessness stigma, invisible illness, or the weight of expectations, this story offers a map and a hand to hold.

    We trace Jordan’s path from constant moves and a distant father to finding a home in faith, leading peers, serving in the Marines, living with an undiagnosed illness, and mentoring students through Fellowship of Christian Athletes (FCA). A story of forgiveness, community, purpose, and joy that holds under pressure.

    Connect with Jordan:

    Brevard County FCA

    Phone: (321) 419-7399

    Email: jiris@fca.org

    Website: https://my.fca.org/?form=jordaniris


    Connect with Jen:
    Instagram:
    https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/
    YouTube:
    https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8Q
    Facebook:
    https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61567221068683
    Website:
    https://ineedblue.net/
    Apple Podcasts:
    https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/i-need-blue/id1567450935
    Loved this episode? Leave a review and rating on Spotify or Apple Podcasts.
    Purchase my book or Audiobook:
    https://whyisurvived.com/

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    48 mins
  • Dawn: Child Psychological Abuse Related to Abduction, Parental Alienation and the Mormon Church
    Nov 24 2025

    When truth is stolen, healing begins with reclaiming your story—one memory, one voice, one fearless step at a time.

    What happens when a child is abducted by a parent and raised in a world of control and religious manipulation? Dawn McCarty’s nightmare began at age four when her mother kidnapped her, erased her identity, and filled her life with fear and lies. Subjected to psychological abuse and weaponized Mormon theology, Dawn was taught to obey blindly and fear her real father. By eight, she was adopted by her stepfather and sealed to her abductor in temple rituals. At 15, she was groomed under the guise of religious trust.

    After escaping at 16, Dawn rebuilt her life. Now a senior cybersecurity analyst with over 20 years of experience, she helps families protect children online, driven by her own trauma. Her most powerful chapter came 44 years later—reuniting with her biological father. Her story is one of survival, truth, and unbreakable spirit.

    Connect with Dawn:

    Learn more about my memoir & advocacy site: Sealed To My Abductor

    Subscribe to my blog & newsletter: Unsealed Press on Substack

    Watch my story (including my reunification with my father): YouTube Channel

    • LinkedIn
    • Facebook: Dawn McCarty
    • Facebook: Sealed To My Abductor


    Connect with Jen:
    Instagram:
    https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/
    YouTube:
    https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8Q
    Facebook:
    https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61567221068683
    Website:
    https://ineedblue.net/
    Apple Podcasts:
    https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/i-need-blue/id1567450935
    Loved this episode? Leave a review and rating on Spotify or Apple Podcasts.
    Purchase my book or Audiobook:
    https://whyisurvived.com/


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    52 mins
  • Barbara: Parental Alienation Silenced Her—Then She Lost Her Daughter
    Nov 10 2025

    Her daughter’s absence became Barbara’s purpose: to break cycles of alienation, pain, and silence.

    For Barbara, it began with a lifetime of not belonging—first in her family, then in a broken marriage that spiraled into a fight not in court, but in the fragile space between mother and child no parent should ever face. Parental alienation twisted love into fear, turning her daughters against her with cult-like intensity. She watched in anguish as her children grew terrified of being seen with her, their innocence stolen by manipulation. And then the unthinkable happened: her 15-year-old daughter, Erin, ended her life—a tragedy Barbara had pleaded with professionals to prevent.

    Out of that unbearable loss, Barbara chose purpose. Today, she is a wellness advocate, speaker, and author who helps women navigate divorce, heal generational wounds, and reclaim their lives. Through her program Own Your Life, she offers the support she once needed, guiding others to rise above the pain with courage and hope. Barbara’s story is proof that even in the aftermath of unimaginable heartbreak, healing and transformation are not only possible—they can become a beacon for others still fighting in the dark.

    Connect with Barbara:

    Instagram:
    WellnessMattersYouMatter

    Facebook:

    https://www.facebook.com/barbaradrtina

    https://www.facebook.com/WellnessMattersYouMatter/

    You Tube:

    https://www.youtube.com/@WellnessMattersYouMatter

    Website:

    https://wellnessmattersyoumatter.com/

    Email:

    bdrtina@gmail.com

    Purchase my Book:

    Amazon: Ignite Possibilities


    Connect with Jen:
    Instagram:
    https://www.instagram.com/ineedbluepodcast/
    YouTube:
    https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp1q8SfA_hEXRJ4EaizlW8Q
    Facebook:
    https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61567221068683
    Website:
    https://ineedblue.net/
    Apple Podcasts:
    https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/i-need-blue/id1567450935
    Loved this episode? Leave a review and rating on Spotify or Apple Podcasts.
    Purchase my book or Audiobook:
    https://whyisurvived.com/


    Support the show

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    33 mins
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