How can I trust God when the death of my baby felt like a betrayal?

In this episode, Kristin Hernandez and Jennie Parks talk honestly about the challenges and peace that come with trusting and surrendering to God after the loss of a baby.How do we trust a God who allowed something so devastating? What do trust and surrender really mean—and how can knowing His character help heal what grief has broken?

Kristin and Jennie unpack the definitions of trust and surrender, why both can feel terrifying after loss, and how understanding God's character is necessary to rebuilding confidence in Him. They discuss how trust believes God is who He says He is, even in pain, and how surrender responds to that trust by letting Him lead, even when we don't understand.

This conversation offers biblical wisdom, relatable stories, and gentle encouragement for hurting moms to take small steps toward peace by getting to know God more deeply, naming their honest feelings, and choosing again and again to place their lives in His loving hands.

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The Hope Mommies Podcast is a ministry of Hope Mommies, a non-profit 501(c)3 organization that exists to bring bereaved families comfort, encouragement, and relational support as they continue to walk this side of eternity without their beloved son or daughter. The music used is Sparrow Song, courtesy of Katie Cobbs and Flourish Creative.

In this episode, Kristin is joined by Kelly Ransdell, Ministry Support Lead for Hope Mommies, to talk about how grief affects our minds, bodies, and relationships and how Christ's wounds bring true healing.

Kelly shares the story of her firstborn son, William, and how God met her in the fear, trauma, and deep grief surrounding his birth and death.

Drawing from her counseling background, Kelly helps us understand what grief does to our minds and bodies and why so many moms feel "broken" or "out of control" after loss. She also explains different grieving styles, how these show up in relationships, and how recognizing them can foster compassion and unity.

This tender, hope-filled conversation points us to our Savior who understands trauma firsthand and promises healing for our wounded hearts. For the mom who wonders if she'll ever feel normal again, Kelly offers gentle encouragement and the reminder that in Christ, hope truly has the final word.

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This episode of the Hope Mommies Podcast is made possible by laurelbox.

Laurelbox creates thoughtfully curated gift boxes designed to nourish the heart after loss. Whether you're sending a gift to a grieving friend or receiving one yourself, each laurelbox is filled with love, care, and prayers for those navigating grief. Their collection includes personalized memorial candles, remembrance jewelry, memorial wind chimes, self-care gifts, and more—all designed to honor and celebrate the memory of a loved one.

Handmade items and carefully sourced pieces from small artisans make every laurelbox unique. From their warehouse in Cincinnati, Ohio, cousins and founders Denise and Johanna ensure each gift is sent with love to provide comfort and support during difficult times.

You can learn more or send a laurelbox at laurelbox.com—a heartfelt way to let someone know they are not alone in their grief.

The Hope Mommies Podcast is a ministry of Hope Mommies, a non-profit 501(c)3 organization that exists to bring bereaved families comfort, encouragement, and relational support as they continue to walk this side of eternity without their beloved son or daughter. The music used is Sparrow Song, courtesy of Katie Cobbs and Flourish Creative.

In this episode, Kristin is joined by Sam Fischer—wife, mom, proud Texan, and owner of Mother of Wilde—to share the story of her daughter, Abby Grace. Sam opens up about their unexpected diagnosis of bilateral renal agenesis, the precious time she shared with Abby, and the profound grief that followed. Sam shares how isolation during early COVID exposed long-held insecurities and invited her into an intimate, refining season with the Lord. Together, Kristin and Sam talk about trusting God when He doesn't intervene, learning to read Scripture through the lens of eternity, and discovering that only Christ can truly heal us in our grief.

If you find yourself in a lonely season today, we pray you would experience the comfort of Christ's presence and know that even in isolation, you are never truly alone.

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This episode of the Hope Mommies Podcast is made possible by Comfort Candles.

Based in the heart of Texas Hill Country, Comfort Candles has been our candle supplier for Hope Boxes for many years, bringing light and comfort to countless women in their grief. Each candle is handcrafted by Ben, their master candle maker, using a premium soy wax blend, all-cotton wicks, and the finest fragrances—resulting in a clean, long-lasting burn. With more than 40 heavenly fragrances to choose from, they also offer wax melts, fragrance sprays, travel tins, and more.

We're grateful for the care Comfort Candles pours into every product, and we're excited to share a special offer with you. Use the code HOPE20 for 20% off your order at comfortcandlecompany.com. You can also subscribe to their email list to receive 20% off as a first-time buyer.

The Hope Mommies Podcast is a ministry of Hope Mommies, a non-profit 501(c)3 organization that exists to bring bereaved families comfort, encouragement, and relational support as they continue to walk this side of eternity without their beloved son or daughter. The music used is Sparrow Song, courtesy of Katie Cobbs and Flourish Creative.