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In her first interview on our sister channel EXJW Critical Thinker, Gail shared the heartbreaking story of her father’s deathbed confession after serving as a Jehovah’s Witness elder for decades.

In this Hidden Struggles follow-up, Gail returns to reveal what happened next — how her mother cut her off from seeing her father before he died, and how no one in her Jehovah’s Witness family told her when her mother passed away. Gail only learned about her mom’s death by stumbling across her obituary on Facebook.

This is the devastating reality of being shunned until death — where Watchtower loyalty and the Governing Body’s Paradise promise can destroy family bonds forever.

📌 Watch Part 1 here: https://youtu.be/1D59WhdbKzs
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Timestamps:
00:00 Welcome Gail
00:57 Deathbed Confession Recap
07:48 Branded an Apostate for reading Crisis of Conscience
26:39 Learning about Mom's Death on Facebook
33:51 The Cost of Watchtower loyalty

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Contact Joe & Fran:
YouTube channel Joe and Fran every Wednesday, 7 pm est.
https://www.youtube.com/@UCVJ8KInz-MesI345Frv_aqw
Phone: 315-221-0130
Email jandfguerino@gmail.com

Fran and Joe left the Jehovah’s Witness organization in their 70s — proving that courage has no age limit. Nearly four years after waking up to “the truth about the truth” and two and a half years after officially disassociating, they’ve built a new life centered on freedom, connection, and helping others.

In this conversation on Hidden Struggles, we talk about:

What life looks like after leaving in your 70s

How they’ve built community and connection post-organization

The importance of courage and hope at any age

Fran and Joe’s story is a powerful reminder that you are not alone — and it’s never too late to reclaim your freedom.

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If you’re an ExJW, PIMO, or just starting your journey out, share your thoughts in the comments. Your story matters, and your voice can encourage someone else.

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In this powerful final part of my 3‑part conversation with Daria, we talk about what happens when you stop letting the Governing Body control your choices—and start taking ownership of your health and your life.

Daria, a former Jehovah’s Witness and breast cancer survivor, opens up about:
• The life‑saving medical decisions she was free to make after leaving the Jehovah's Witness faith
• How Watchtower policies keep members trapped in fear and silence
• The hidden costs—financial, emotional, and physical—of following harmful doctrines
• Her advocacy work helping women navigate the healthcare system and claim their rights

If you’ve ever wondered what freedom looks like outside the control of the Governing Nobodies, this is an episode you need to watch.

📌 Watch Part 1 here → https://youtu.be/0j33mFdhCvA
📌 Watch Part 2 here → https://youtu.be/ENq9eJCSRFk

🔗 Catch Parts 1 to 3 in the playlist here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL_ykTLA0AaRTCu8RdouOwixpVLUjZIIW1

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In Part 2 of my conversation with Daria, we talk about what happens when you find your voice in a high-control group — and what it costs to use it.

From speaking her mind to challenging silence in the congregation, Daria opens up about the challenges of being heard in a system that discourages independent thinking.

📌 Watch Part 1 here → https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0j33mFdhCvA
📌 Watch Part 3 here → https://youtu.be/Br7VdkCgZeU

🔗 Catch Parts 1 to 3 in the playlist here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL_ykTLA0AaRTCu8RdouOwixpVLUjZIIW1

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In the first conversation of my three-part series with Daria, we talk about what it was like growing up as one of Jehovah’s Witnesses, the pressure to conform, and the moment she realized she needed to walk away.

Leaving isn’t just about closing the door on a religion — it’s about finding yourself again. From childhood indoctrination to discovering her own identity, Daria’s story will resonate with anyone who’s questioned the life they were told to live.

📌 Watch Part 2 here → https://youtu.be/ENq9eJCSRFk
📌 Watch Part 3 here → https://youtu.be/Br7VdkCgZeU

🔗 Catch Parts 1 to 3 in the playlist here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL_ykTLA0AaRTCu8RdouOwixpVLUjZIIW1

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In this raw and unfiltered interview, Deanna June opens up about life after leaving the Jehovah’s Witnesses — including her battle with addiction, bipolar disorder, and the emotional cost of being shunned.

🎙️ If you’re struggling to rebuild after religious trauma, this conversation is for you.

💬 Need Help? You're Not Alone.
If you or someone you know is dealing with alcohol addiction, bipolar disorder, or both — there is help available. These resources offer education, support groups, treatment options, and real-life guidance.

🌐 MENTAL HEALTH & BIPOLAR
▪️ NAMI – Bipolar Disorder - https://www.nami.org/About-Mental-Illness/Mental-Health-Conditions/Bipolar-Disorder/
▪️ DBSA – Support & Education - https://www.dbsalliance.org/
▪️ MentalHealth.gov

🍷 ADDICTION & RECOVERY
▪️ SAMHSA Helpline (24/7) – 📞 1-800-662-HELP (4357)
https://www.samhsa.gov/find-help/national-helpline
▪️ Find an AA Meeting - https://www.aa.org/find-aa
▪️ SMART Recovery - https://smartrecovery.org/

🧠 DUAL DIAGNOSIS SUPPORT
▪️ NIDA – Mental Illness + Addiction - https://nida.nih.gov/research-topics/co-occurring-disorders-health-conditions
▪️ SAMHSA Main Site - https://www.samhsa.gov/

📱 Text Support
▪️ Text "HELLO" to 741741 to speak with a trained crisis counselor 24/7

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Paranoia isn’t just a passing fear—it’s a powerful tool used to control people. In this episode, we’re diving deep into how paranoia is woven into the teachings of Jehovah’s Witnesses and the lasting psychological impact it has on members.

Jehovah’s Witnesses are taught to fear the outside world, believe that Satan is lurking behind every corner, and view former members as dangerous. This constant state of fear isolates them from society and keeps them loyal to the organization. But here’s the good news—paranoia is learned, and it can be unlearned.

Join me, Lady Cee, as we break down:

🔹 What paranoia really is
🔹 How Jehovah’s Witness teachings foster a culture of fear
🔹 The emotional and psychological toll on members
🔹 Steps to break free from paranoia and reclaim your trust in the world

If you’ve ever struggled with fear and mistrust after leaving a high-control group, you’re not alone. Let’s talk about it in the comments and support each other in healing. 💬

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📌 Resources & Support (Insert links to helpful resources if applicable)

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Many ex-Jehovah’s Witnesses struggle with low self-esteem due to the unique challenges of growing up in a high-control religion. In this heartfelt episode,
Lady Cee shares her personal journey of overcoming the emotional toll of being raised as one of Jehovah’s Witnesses.

We’ll explore how family dynamics, religious expectations, and feelings of exclusion can leave lasting effects on self-confidence. You’ll also discover four common signs of low self-esteem and practical steps to rebuild your self-worth.

Whether you’re an ex-JW or someone navigating the aftermath of a high-control group, this episode offers insights, encouragement, and actionable strategies to help you heal and thrive.

Key Takeaways in This Episode:

• How growing up in a high-control religion impacts self-esteem
• Four signs of low self-esteem and what they mean
• Practical steps to reclaim your confidence and self-worth
• A message of hope and healing for the exJW community

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