Episodes

  • S6:E2 Grace is for You: The Heart of Serge for All People
    Aug 19 2025

    Something powerful happens when the gospel speaks directly into your cultural and personal context. In this profound conversation, Kellie Brown unpacks her vision for Kinship—a ministry contextualizing gospel renewal specifically for African-American communities through Serge's renewal team. She reveals how her own experience with Sonship transformed her understanding of grace, shifting it from just another theological concept to the central foundation of Christian life. Join us in exploring how Kinship addresses unique aspects of the African-American faith experience—particularly the profound role of lament, joy, and justice.

    In this episode, they discuss…

    • Kinship Ministry (04:21)
    • Church Planting in Atlanta (09:06)
    • Contextualizing Sonship for African-Americans (18:41)
    • Lament in African-American Faith (31:08)
    • Joy and Justice in Community (38:45)
    • Missions and Cultural Transformation (48:11)

    Thank you for listening! If you found this conversation helpful, share with your friends and loved ones. Or leave us a review—it really helps!

    Referenced in this episode:

    • Revisit Ministry Burnout and Gospel Renewal with Howard & Kellie Brown and Finding Joy When Life is Hard with Josiah Bancroft
    • Dive into Serge’s blog with Real Rest: Being Yoked to Christ; One Pastor’s Journey to Joy and Freedom Through Understanding True Fatherhood and Sonship; and I Wrote a Book About Joy Then Life God Hard
    • Read 𝘔𝘰𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘖𝘯: 𝘉𝘦𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘥 𝘍𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘍𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵
    • Bible references: Luke 22:42, James 4:1-12

    Credits:

    Our guest for this episode was Kellie Brown, Program Leader for Kinship Initiatives on the Serge Renewal team. For over 25 years, Kellie has served in church ministry: as a Church Planter, Worship & Arts Director, Women’s Shepherd, Church Planting Assessor, and Operations Director. This episode was hosted by Jim Lovelady. Production by Evan Mader, Anna Madsen, and Grace Chang. Music by Tommy L.

    𝑮𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑭𝒓𝒂𝒚 𝑷𝒐𝒅𝒄𝒂𝒔𝒕 is produced by SERGE, an international missions agency that sends and cares for missionaries and develops gospel-centered programs and resources for ongoing spiritual renewal. Learn more and get involved at serge.org.

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    57 mins
  • S6:E1 Christ at Work in You: How to Trust in the Sovereignty of God
    Aug 5 2025

    In this episode, we explore how the gospel reshapes our understanding of weakness, suffering, and God’s sovereign grace. Drawing from his new book on Acts, Turning the World Upside Down, Westminster Seminary professor Iain Duguid invites us to consider how the Spirit strengthens us not by removing hardship but by revealing Christ’s presence in the midst of it. This is a conversation about the surprising way the kingdom of God advances—through flawed people, cruciform power, and resurrection hope. Whether you’re in ministry, facing personal struggle, or simply hungry to see how God works through weakness, this episode invites you to rest more deeply in His love and trust more fully in His plan.

    In this episode, they discuss…

    • Church Planting in Oxford: God's Direction (10:44)
    • God's Sovereignty in Ministry Failures (19:43)
    • The Real Nature of New Testament Churches (29:01)
    • Regret, Patience, and Wrestling with God (34:41)
    • Redefining Success in Ministry (41:43)

    Thank you for listening! If you found this conversation helpful, please share this episode with your loved ones. Or leave us a review—it really helps!

    Referenced in this episode:

    • Read Iain’s new book 𝘛𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘞𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘜𝘱𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘋𝘰𝘸𝘯: 𝘓𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘊𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘤𝘩 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘈𝘤𝘵𝘴 1-8
    • Revisit Iain’s blog post What We Can Learn from (Un)successful Ministry
    • Continue the conversation with Iain’s webinar Rebuilding What’s Ruined
    • Bible references: Exodus 15:22-27, Genesis 50:20, Psalm 23

    Credits:

    Our guest for this episode was Dr. Iain Duguid, an Old Testament scholar with a passion for the church and the gospel. He is the author of studies on the books of Jonah, Ezra-Nehemiah, and more. This episode was hosted by Jim Lovelady. Production by Evan Mader, Anna Madsen, and Grace Chang. Music by Tommy L.

    𝑮𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑭𝒓𝒂𝒚 𝑷𝒐𝒅𝒄𝒂𝒔𝒕 is produced by SERGE, an international missions agency that sends and cares for missionaries and develops gospel-centered programs and resources for ongoing spiritual renewal. Learn more and get involved at serge.org.

    Connect with us!

    • Instagram: @graceatthefray
    • Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/sergeglobal
    • Twitter: https://twitter.com/GraceAtTheFray
    • Tik Tok: @graceatthefray
    • LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/serge/

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    58 mins
  • S5:E12 Visualizing Revival and Mission in Gen Z
    Jun 24 2025

    What happens when God’s grace collides with the deep hunger of a generation weary of empty promises? Evangelist Nick Hall takes us inside the remarkable movement of revival rising among Gen Z. In this episode, Nick shares how God is transforming young people into bold witnesses for Christ—through large events, digital outreach, and leadership training that’s helping put Jesus at the center of their lives and communities. Listen in for an encouraging look at how this generation’s spiritual awakening is reshaping how we think about revival today.


    In this episode, they discuss…

    • Nick Hall’s ministry journey (03:42)
    • Finding value beyond success (10:40)
    • Experiencing revival among Gen Z (20:36)
    • Building safe spaces for leaders (32:06)
    • Everything I have is yours (42:48)

    Thank you for listening! If you found this conversation encouraging or helpful, please share this episode with your friends and loved ones. Or please leave us a review—it really helps!


    Referenced in this episode:

    • Learn more about Pulse Evangelism
    • Listen to "Amazing Grace"
    • Sharpen your discipleship skills with Discipleship Lab
    • Revisit Laurel Kehl’s Podcast "Does God Really Love Me?"
    • Bible references: Luke 15:11-32, Isaiah 6:8b, Matthew 19:14, Psalm 51:12


    Credits:

    Our guest for this episode was evangelist Nick Hall, founder and president of Pulse Evangelism, author of Reset, president and CEO of The Table Coalition, and member of the executive committee of the National Association of Evangelicals. This episode was hosted by Jim Lovelady. Production by Evan Mader, Anna Madsen, and Grace Chang. Music by Tommy L.

    𝑮𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑭𝒓𝒂𝒚 𝑷𝒐𝒅𝒄𝒂𝒔𝒕 is produced by SERGE, an international missions agency that sends and cares for missionaries and develops gospel-centered programs and resources for ongoing spiritual renewal. Learn more and get involved at serge.org.

    Connect with us!

    • Instagram: @graceatthefray
    • Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/sergeglobal
    • Twitter: https://twitter.com/GraceAtTheFray
    • Tik Tok: @graceatthefray
    • LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/serge/

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    54 mins
  • S5:E11 Beauty from Ashes: How Brokenness Invites God’s Presence
    Jun 10 2025

    Repentance isn’t just about saying “I’m sorry”—it’s an invitation for God to move with transforming power. What would you do if Jesus showed up beside you right now? Would you keep going as you are—or would everything change? In this episode, Hunter Dockery shares powerful stories from the global mission field where authentic repentance has sparked revival. Whether you're in a season of radical change or simply facing the daily grind, this conversation reframes repentance—not as punishment, but as the doorway to renewal and awakening.


    In this episode, they discuss…

    • What happens when God shows up? (03:47)
    • Different types of repentance (10:57)
    • Stories of revival from the field (24:51)
    • The joy of true repentance (35:04)
    • Re-enchantment and restoration (46:12)


    Thank you for listening! If you found this conversation encouraging or helpful, please share this episode with your friends and loved ones. Or please leave us a review—it really helps!


    Referenced in this episode:

    • Read 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘎𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘋𝘪𝘷𝘰𝘳𝘤𝘦 by C.S. Lewis
    • Get our free ebook, 𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘙𝘦𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦: 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘗𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘑𝘰𝘺
    • Learn more about Serge’s mission at serge.org/renewal
    • Bible references: Luke 8:26-39


    Credits:

    Our guest for this episode was Hunter Dockery, who has been with Serge since 1986, serving as a missionary in Ireland and currently working on Serge’s Development team. This episode was hosted by Jim Lovelady. Production by Evan Mader, Anna Madsen, and Grace Chang. Music by Tommy L.


    𝑮𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑭𝒓𝒂𝒚 𝑷𝒐𝒅𝒄𝒂𝒔𝒕 is produced by SERGE, an international missions agency that sends and cares for missionaries and develops gospel-centered programs and resources for ongoing spiritual renewal. Learn more and get involved at serge.org.

    Connect with us!

    • Instagram: @graceatthefray
    • Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/sergeglobal
    • Twitter: https://twitter.com/GraceAtTheFray
    • Tik Tok: @graceatthefray
    • LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/serge/

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    1 hr and 1 min
  • S5:E10 Counting the Cost of Following Jesus
    May 27 2025

    Have you ever wrestled with what it truly costs to follow Jesus? In this soul-stirring conversation, Lindsay opens her heart about 12 transformative years doing cross-cultural ministry in London, revealing both the profound joys and genuine struggles of answering God's call. What emerges is a compelling portrait of grace found at life's frayed edges—life-giving wisdom for how to count the cost while trusting the One who paid the ultimate price.


    In this episode, they discuss…

    • Financial concerns in cross-cultural ministry (10:50)
    • Sacrifice, risk, and God’s faithfulness (22:26)
    • Sin struggles don’t disqualify you (30:37)
    • Building deep relationships takes time (39:00)
    • Spiritual training and using your gifts (44:48)


    Thank you for listening! If you found this conversation encouraging or helpful, please share this episode with your friends and loved ones. Or please leave us a review—it really helps!


    Referenced in this episode:

    • Read 𝘔𝘰𝘣𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘻𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘎𝘦𝘯 𝘡, 𝘏𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘢 𝘚𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘓𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳, & 𝘍𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘍𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘵𝘰 𝘍𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘰𝘮
    • Explore a future in missions at serge.org/nextsteps
    • Bible references: Luke 9:57-62, Luke 14:15-32 Matthew 13:44-46


    Credits:

    Our guest for this episode was Lindsay H., who has served for over 12 years on two different church planting teams in London, including a new team launched in 2020. This episode was hosted by Jim Lovelady. Production by Evan Mader, Anna Madsen, and Grace Chang. Music by Tommy L.


    𝑮𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑭𝒓𝒂𝒚 𝑷𝒐𝒅𝒄𝒂𝒔𝒕 is produced by SERGE, an international missions agency that sends and cares for missionaries and develops gospel-centered programs and resources for ongoing spiritual renewal. Learn more and get involved at serge.org.


    Connect with us!

    • Instagram: @graceatthefray
    • Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/sergeglobal
    • Twitter: https://twitter.com/GraceAtTheFray
    • Tik Tok: @graceatthefray
    • LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/serge/

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    54 mins
  • S5:E9 Breaking the Algorithm: Letting God Curate Your Life
    May 13 2025

    Your smartphone is more than a computer—it's a window to your desires. Every scroll and search curates an algorithm reflecting the life you want. But could this digital world be overshadowing something far more beautiful? Join Katie Guerrero, Serge's internship coordinator, as she explores how our digital habits mirror our spiritual tendencies. She shares her transformative journey of discovering God’s grace during her college internship, far from her comfort zone. Don’t miss this intriguing discussion!


    In this episode, they discuss…

    • Curating our digital aesthetics (05:22)
    • Cross-cultural ministry beyond our control (18:54)
    • From performance to God’s grace (27:20)
    • The remnant seeking something more (37:55)
    • Trusting God’s algorithm (48:19)


    Thank you for listening! If you found this conversation encouraging or helpful, please share this episode with your friends and loved ones. Or please leave us a review—it really helps!


    Referenced in this episode:

    • Check out Serge’s Internship, Apprenticeship, and Mentored Sonship programs
    • Learn more about the Types of Work needed
    • Read Finding Home in Unexpected Places blog post
    • Donate now to have your gift matched until May 31st
    • Bible references: Great Commission, Mark 10:17-31


    Credits:

    Our guest for this episode was Katie Guerrero, Internship Coordinator at Serge. She began her Serge journey as an intern in Bundibugyo, Uganda in 2015. This episode was hosted by Jim Lovelady. Production by Evan Mader, Anna Madsen, and Grace Chang. Music by Tommy L.


    𝑮𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑭𝒓𝒂𝒚 𝑷𝒐𝒅𝒄𝒂𝒔𝒕 is produced by SERGE, an international missions agency that sends and cares for missionaries and develops gospel-centered programs and resources for ongoing spiritual renewal. Learn more and get involved at serge.org.


    Connect with us!

    • Instagram: @graceatthefray
    • Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/sergeglobal
    • Twitter: https://twitter.com/GraceAtTheFray
    • Tik Tok: @graceatthefray
    • LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/serge/

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    57 mins
  • S5:E8 The Liberating Power of Dependence
    Apr 29 2025

    We're trained from childhood to develop competence and strength, which serve us well in many aspects of life. Yet this same drive for self-sufficiency creates a dangerous illusion that we can handle life's challenges independently, neglecting our fundamental dependence on God. Former Serge apprentice James Wells shares how his two years in Ireland transformed his understanding of ministry. Arriving with the question "How will I be used?" James discovered God had different plans—teaching him the importance of receiving rather than always giving.


    In this episode, they discuss…

    • Freedom in helplessness (06:10)
    • Ministry through weakness (09:50)
    • James’ journey to Ireland (15:15)
    • When vulnerability becomes ministry (26:21)
    • Embracing dependence in leadership (39:16)


    Thank you for listening!
    If you found this conversation encouraging or helpful, please share this episode with your friends and loved ones. Or please leave us a review—it really helps!


    Referenced in this episode:

    • See if God might be calling you to a Serge Internship or Serge Apprenticeship
    • Invest in your relationship with Jesus through Mentored Sonship


    Credits:

    Our guest for this episode was James Wells, who served with Serge as an apprentice in Ireland from 2022-2024. He is currently studying at Covenant Theological Seminary as he pursues God’s call to pastoral ministry. This episode was hosted by Jim Lovelady. Production by Evan Mader, Anna Madsen, and Grace Chang. Music by Tommy L.


    𝑮𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑭𝒓𝒂𝒚 𝑷𝒐𝒅𝒄𝒂𝒔𝒕 is produced by SERGE, an international missions agency that sends and cares for missionaries and develops gospel-centered programs and resources for ongoing spiritual renewal. Learn more and get involved at serge.org.


    Connect with us!

    • Instagram: @graceatthefray
    • Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/sergeglobal
    • Twitter: https://twitter.com/GraceAtTheFray
    • Tik Tok: @graceatthefray
    • LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/serge/

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    Questions or comments? Reach out to us anytime at podcast@serge.org.

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    48 mins
  • S5:E7 Are You Weak Enough to Be Used By God?
    Apr 15 2025

    Are you trying to appear strong and competent in your Christian witness? You might be undermining the very message you're trying to share. In this profound exploration of "ministry through weakness," Emily Shrader draws from over twelve years of experiences and stories as a missionary in the Muslim world. She reveals how our brokenness, vulnerability, and repentance can become our most powerful tools for evangelism.


    In this episode, they discuss…

    • Ministry through weakness defined (03:32)
    • The competency paradox (12:18)
    • Finding community in crisis (17:18)
    • The power of repentance (24:56)


    Thank you for listening! If you found this conversation encouraging or helpful, please share this episode with your friends and loved ones. Or please leave us a review—it really helps!


    Referenced in this episode:

    • Jubilee Conference
    • Christian Coalition Outreach
    • 𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘔𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘏𝘰𝘭𝘺
    • 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘎𝘰𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘭-𝘊𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘓𝘪𝘧𝘦
    • 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘈𝘳𝘦 𝘚𝘦𝘯𝘵: 𝘍𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘗𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘎𝘰𝘥'𝘴 𝘎𝘭𝘰𝘣𝘢𝘭 𝘔𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯
    • Mary Magdalena movie
    • 𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘙𝘦𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦
    • Next Steps
    • Serge internship
    • Serge apprenticeship
    • Bible references: Acts 3:1-10, Act 4:5-13, 1 Corinthians 1:26-31


    Credits:

    Our guest for this episode was Emily Shrader, a Serge Renewal team member. She previously served more than a decade with her family in North Africa with Serge. This episode was hosted by Jim Lovelady. Production by Evan Mader, Anna Madsen, and Grace Chang. Music by Tommy L.


    𝑮𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑭𝒓𝒂𝒚 𝑷𝒐𝒅𝒄𝒂𝒔𝒕 is produced by SERGE, an international missions agency that sends and cares for missionaries and develops gospel-centered programs and resources for ongoing spiritual renewal. Learn more and get involved at serge.org.

    Connect with us!

    • Instagram: @graceatthefray
    • Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/sergeglobal
    • Twitter: https://twitter.com/GraceAtTheFray
    • Tik Tok: @graceatthefray
    • LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/company/serge/

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    Questions or comments? Reach out to us anytime at podcast@serge.org.

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    49 mins