this raw, sleep-drunk episode, I get real about everything — from growing up with 44 siblings in a fundamentalist Mormon cult to leaving it all behind, betting on myself in New York City, and re-learning love, sex, and self-trust. I talk about following what feels real, the evolution of Cultured Boy, the future of Hearts Unknown, and why honesty — even when it wrecks your life — is the only way to truly live.💭 Real talk. No script. Just truth.Stay curious. Stay real.#CulturedBoy #CalvinWayman #ExMormon #Honesty #NYCFollow me on IG and TikTok: @calvinwaymanCollab or hire me to speak: calvin@calvinwayman.comYouTube Chapters: 00:00 — Sleep-Drunk & Honest 😴00:14 — “Wait… You Have 44 Siblings?!” 🤯03:16 — The Story of Starting Over ✨06:57 — “My Gut Was Right.” 🧭09:04 — The Moment I Left the Religion 🎧12:05 — The Courage to Question Your Own Beliefs ❓18:04 — Living on Credit & Faith 💳24:41 — What My Dad’s Death Taught Me 💔26:16 — The Bet I’m Making on Myself 🎰29:14 — How New York Healed this Fundamentalist Boy 💫32:11 — What’s Next for Cultured Boy 🎙️33:07 — My Dream for Hearts Unknown 🌍37:01 — Every Human I’ve Met Is Interesting 👁️38:33 — Every Human I’ve Met Is Interesting, Growing Up with 44 Different Personalities 👨‍👩‍👧‍👦40:15 — Finding the Universal in the Personal 🌐41:48 — The Need for Real Human Connection 🤝42:56 — Upcoming Episodes I’m Excited About 🔥44:12 — Let’s Talk About Sex & Dating 💋45:24 — From Arranged Marriage to Real Love ❤️48:55 — Learning That Sex Is Normal 😅50:59 — “It’s Never About the Dishes” 🍽️53:11 — Working Through Shame & Sexual Healing 🌙56:54 — The Two Relationships I’m In 💍59:04 — What I Actually Want in Love 💌1:02:59 — The Kind of Love I’m After 💞1:05:09 — The Magic of Not Forcing Life ✨1:08:10 — Love as Synergy: 1 + 1 = ∞ ♾️1:09:42 — Curiosity About Conflict (and Global Ones) 🌍1:10:02 — The Trump Peace Treaty Surprise 🕊️1:16:20 — Rethinking Trump as a Negotiator 🤔1:18:10 — Peace Isn’t the Goal—Agreement Is 🤝1:20:31 — Final Thoughts & Gratitude ❤️