Episodes

  • Chapter 5 | Winter’s Last Melody (Author-Narrated)
    Feb 8 2026

    A winter that finally grows quiet.

    Not because the grief is gone, but because it has been heard.

    A night held together by stillness.

    A music box repaired by careful hands.


    Two men sleeping through the last hours of a storm that no longer asks them to leave.

    Morning comes without urgency.

    Roads reopen.

    The world resumes its pace .


    Ren and Itsuki return something that was never meant to be kept.


    They walk the place Haru chose.

    They leave what belongs.

    Just a quiet act of care, completed.


    This is not a story about moving on.

    Not about healing neatly.

    It’s about honoring what was real, without replacing it.


    This is Winter’s Last Melody - Chapter 5: The Melody That Belonged to Him.

    From Gay Audio Books, a cinematic audio drama about memory, timing, and the quiet ways love continues after goodbye.


    No visuals. Just winter fields, a distant engine on snow, a music box left behind, and silence that finally rests.


    The Winters We Let Go

    ⁠⁠https://youtu.be/lrjEJp-0A1I⁠⁠


    The Colors That Found Me | Official Audio

    ⁠⁠⁠https://youtu.be/sj8QGKRfwUA⁠⁠⁠


    The Days That Stayed | Official Audio

    ⁠⁠⁠https://youtu.be/2959Z9X4lCM⁠⁠⁠


    Winter’s Last Melody | Instrumental Playlist

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://youtu.be/CMUkswANl08⁠⁠⁠⁠



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    21 mins
  • A Table for One | Men Being Too Intimate
    Feb 5 2026

    A small neighborhood restaurant in Paris.

    Rain glossing the streets outside.

    Candlelight flickering where it normally wouldn’t.

    One table set for one.


    A reservation made without thinking about the date.

    A familiar place suddenly too full to be familiar.

    Two men who didn’t plan to meet.

    One seat offered.

    One quiet yes.


    An ENFJ, warm and attentive, moving through the world by noticing others. Inviting closeness gently. Offering without pressure. Comfortable asking, and listening to the answer.


    An ISFJ, steady and observant, rooted in routine. Someone who knows places by heart. Who feels deeply but carefully. Who doesn’t expect to be chosen, but recognizes when he is.


    A shared table.

    A candle between them.

    Plates arriving dressed with small Valentine’s gestures they didn’t ask for.

    A bottle of red opened slowly.

    Food warming the center.

    Wine softening the edges.


    No rush. No performance. Just two people settling into the same space.


    This is A Table for One.

    A story about intimacy that grows gently.

    About choosing to stay longer than planned.

    About warmth found in small, ordinary decisions.


    No visuals. Just footsteps on wet pavement. A phone buzzing softly. And a smile that arrives before the door closes.



    🎵 A Table for One

    https://youtu.be/yqex979a1DM


    🎵 Men Being Too Intimate

    ⁠⁠⁠https://youtu.be/yH-FSnxYhOQ⁠⁠⁠



    Men Being Too Intimate, Novel Series Exclusively on Kindle Now.


    The Time We Had: ⁠⁠https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0G8W4XZVY⁠⁠

    I Saw You First: ⁠⁠https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0GCW3N1WB⁠⁠

    One Night Only: ⁠⁠https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0DGWJLTJ2⁠⁠

    When the Car Door Closed: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0GGCFWCHM

    The Sunrise Didn’t Ask for More: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0GHK7XZJT



    For more from Gay Audio Books, listen on YouTube:

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    25 mins
  • Chapter 4 | Winter’s Last Melody (Author-Narrated)
    Feb 1 2026

    A winter that kept going after the goodbye.

    Snow falling where footsteps no longer return.

    A name spoken softly, then carried into silence.


    Ren built a life that stayed warm.

    A workshop. A rhythm. A place far from memory.


    Itsuki followed a call he never expected.

    A number he didn’t recognize.

    A winter that ended something he never knew how to finish.


    They arrive separately.

    Sit apart.

    Hold their grief quietly.


    A storm that closes roads and cancels departures.

    A night that refuses to let anyone leave.


    This is not a story about rivalry.

    Not about what comes next.

    It’s about what remains when the person you loved is gone and the world asks you to stay anyway.


    This is Winter’s Last Melody - Chapter 4: The Silence That Remained.

    From Gay Audio Books, a cinematic audio drama about memory, timing, and the quiet ways love echoes after it ends.


    No visuals. Just snowfall, wind against temple eaves, footsteps fading, and two lives briefly held together by the same winter.


    The Winters We Let Go

    ⁠https://youtu.be/lrjEJp-0A1I⁠


    The Colors That Found Me | Official Audio

    ⁠⁠https://youtu.be/sj8QGKRfwUA⁠⁠


    The Days That Stayed | Official Audio

    ⁠⁠https://youtu.be/2959Z9X4lCM⁠⁠


    Winter’s Last Melody | Instrumental Playlist

    ⁠⁠⁠https://youtu.be/CMUkswANl08⁠⁠⁠



    For more from Gay Audio Books, listen on YouTube:

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://youtube.com/@GayAudioBooks⁠⁠⁠⁠


    For official music from SNWB:

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    24 mins
  • The Boy Who Slept Against Me | Men Being Too Intimate
    Jan 29 2026

    A morning bus into Dublin.

    Rain tapping softly against the windows, the city still half-asleep, routine moving before thought.


    Two seats side by side.

    A body leaning without intention.

    A warmth borrowed and never asked for.

    The hum of the road.

    The hush of commuters.

    A moment small enough to disappear, except it doesn’t.


    An ESFP, bright and instinctive, moving through the world by feel. Warm without trying. Affectionate without counting the cost. Living fully in the present, never noticing what lingers after.


    An INFP, quiet and inward, watching everything. Carrying meaning carefully. Holding onto moments long after they pass, because some feelings don’t announce themselves, they settle.


    One leans without thinking.

    The other holds still, afraid to breathe.


    A name overheard at a café.

    A return bus taken at the wrong time.

    A pint shared under golden pub lights.

    A conversation that almost means something, and doesn’t.


    Just routine, coincidence, and closeness that arrives without permission.

    This is a story about intimacy without intent.

    About friendship brushing against something deeper, and choosing not to break it.


    This is The Boy Who Slept Against Me.
    A story told in voice, music, and restraint.
    About the softness of almost.
    And the quiet ache of letting it stay exactly that.


    No visuals. Just rain on pavement. A city moving on. And one person walking home with a feeling he doesn’t press.



    🎵 The Boy Who Slept Against Me

    Coming Soon


    🎵 Men Being Too Intimate

    ⁠⁠https://youtu.be/yH-FSnxYhOQ⁠⁠



    Men Being Too Intimate, Novel Series Exclusively on Kindle Now.


    The Time We Had: ⁠https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0G8W4XZVY⁠

    I Saw You First: ⁠https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0GCW3N1WB⁠

    One Night Only: ⁠https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0DGWJLTJ2⁠

    The Sunrise Didn’t Ask for More: ⁠https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0GHK7XZJT⁠



    For more from Gay Audio Books, listen on YouTube:

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://youtube.com/@GayAudioBooks⁠⁠⁠⁠


    For official music from SNWB:

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    25 mins
  • Chapter 3 | Winter’s Last Melody (Author-Narrated)
    Jan 25 2026

    A winter that didn’t end when it was supposed to.

    Snow settling into routines that look steady and finished from the outside. Haru built a life that made sense. A future he could hold with both hands.


    But some winters never loosen their grip.


    There was a university hallway once.

    Shared warmth.

    A love that drifted apart without breaking loudly.


    And then another winter arrived.

    Color spilling into quiet streets.

    A week that felt like a season.

    Closeness without promises.


    Two goodbyes.

    Two different winters.

    Both carried forward.


    This is Winter’s Last Melody - Chapter 3: The Winters We Let Go.


    From Gay Audio Books, a cinematic audio-drama about timing, memory, and the love that stays with us long after it ends.


    No visuals. Just snowfall, station echoes, engines idling, and the quiet sound of a life changing in a single moment.


    The Winters We Let Go

    https://youtu.be/lrjEJp-0A1I


    The Colors That Found Me | Official Audio

    ⁠https://youtu.be/sj8QGKRfwUA⁠


    The Days That Stayed | Official Audio

    ⁠https://youtu.be/2959Z9X4lCM⁠


    Winter’s Last Melody | Instrumental Playlist

    ⁠⁠https://youtu.be/CMUkswANl08⁠⁠



    For more from Gay Audio Books, listen on YouTube:

    ⁠⁠⁠https://youtube.com/@GayAudioBooks⁠⁠⁠


    For official music from SNWB:

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    27 mins
  • The Night We Found What We Lost | Men Being Too Intimate
    Jan 22 2026

    A night in Chiapa de Corzo.
    Papel picado drifting overhead, drums carrying through warm air, families gathered too close, laughter layered with history and habit.

    The hum of a festival that doesn’t slow down. Footsteps circling stone streets. Heat rising where it shouldn’t.


    An ENFP, bright and open, moving easily through noise, conversation, and connection. Always reaching, always noticing, never quite still.

    An ISFP, quiet and grounded, watching more than he speaks, hands steady, holding himself gently in a place that asks him to perform joy.


    One moves toward the world.

    The other shelters inside it.


    A missing earring.

    A look held too long.

    A dinner invitation that lingers.

    A room where silence tightens the air.


    Just breath, touch, and a moment that crosses a line before either of them can decide what it means.

    This is the night where words aren’t needed.

    Where desire arrives without permission.

    Where intimacy happens softly, privately, and stays even after the music fades.


    This is The Night We Found What We Lost.

    A story told in voice, music, and restraint.

    About how some connections don’t demand promises, yet still leave their mark.


    No visuals. Just the festival dimming, the quiet upstairs, and the sound of two inner worlds finding each other for one night and not wanting to forget.



    🎵 The Night We Found What We Lost

    https://youtu.be/_iHkDB6SqtY


    🎵 Men Being Too Intimate

    ⁠https://youtu.be/yH-FSnxYhOQ⁠



    Men Being Too Intimate, Novel Series Exclusively on Kindle Now.


    The Time We Had: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0G8W4XZVY

    I Saw You First: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0GCW3N1WB

    One Night Only: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0DGWJLTJ2



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    26 mins
  • Chapter 2 | Winter’s Last Melody (Author-Narrated)
    Jan 18 2026

    A winter after graduation, when routines feel decided and the world suddenly feels too small.

    Snow-covered fields in Biei.

    A life that looks steady from the outside and restless from within.

    Haru thought he already knew where he would end up.


    Then there was a thrift shop in Sapporo.

    Warm light spilling onto the snow.

    Racks of color.

    And a man who moved through winter like it could be bent into something brighter.

    Itsuki.


    Late nights that end too soon.

    Hands warmed without asking.

    Distance shrinking faster than names can keep up.


    They let winter take them where it wants.


    This is Winter’s Last Melody - Chapter 2: The Colors That Found Me.

    From Gay Audio Books, a cinematic audio-drama about restlessness, closeness that arrives too fast and the kind of warmth that changes you before you’re ready to admit it.


    No visuals. Just snowfall, fabric rustling, quiet footsteps and two lives pulled together by a season that doesn’t wait.


    The Colors That Found Me | Official Audio

    https://youtu.be/sj8QGKRfwUA


    The Days That Stayed | Official Audio

    https://youtu.be/2959Z9X4lCM


    Winter’s Last Melody | Instrumental Playlist

    ⁠https://youtu.be/CMUkswANl08⁠



    Men Being Too Intimate, Novel Series Exclusively on Kindle Now.


    The Time We Had: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0G8W4XZVY

    I Saw You First: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0GCW3N1WB



    For more from Gay Audio Books, listen on YouTube:

    ⁠⁠https://youtube.com/@GayAudioBooks⁠⁠


    For official music from SNWB:

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    25 mins
  • When the Car Door Closed | Men Being Too Intimate
    Jan 15 2026

    A night in Jaipur.

    Lanterns strung across a rooftop, drums carrying through warm air, families gathered too close, laughter layered with expectation.

    The hum of a festival that doesn’t slow down. Footsteps moving in circles. Heat rising where it shouldn’t.


    An ENTP, restless and sharp, moving easily through noise, conversation, and attention, never quite still, never quite alone.

    An ISTP, quiet and contained, watching more than he speaks, holding himself steady in a place that asks too much of him.


    One thrives in motion.

    The other seeks escape.


    A shared table that tightens the air.

    A dance that becomes unbearable.

    An excuse that sounds like relief.

    A car parked just far enough from the lights.


    Just breath, movement, and a moment that crosses a line before either of them can stop it. This is the night where silence does the talking. Where desire doesn’t ask permission. Where intimacy happens quickly, quietly and ends the moment the world calls back.


    This is When the Car Door Closed.

    A story told in voice, music, and restraint.

    About how some connections don’t stay but still leave a mark.


    No visuals. Just the festival fading, the fogged glass and the sound of two inner worlds colliding for one night.



    🎵 When the Car Door Closed

    https://youtu.be/1HFOmMcSCP0


    🎵 Men Being Too Intimate

    https://youtu.be/yH-FSnxYhOQ



    Men Being Too Intimate, Novel Series Exclusively on Kindle Now.


    The Time We Had: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0G8W4XZVY

    I Saw You First: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0GCW3N1WB



    For more from Gay Audio Books, listen on YouTube:

    ⁠⁠https://youtube.com/@GayAudioBooks⁠⁠


    For official music from SNWB:

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    26 mins