• Season 4 Update
    May 10 2025

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    Ever wondered what happens in the space between podcast seasons? That strange limbo where creators seem to disappear? This candid update pulls back the curtain on the very real human struggle behind creative work.

    The journey toward Season Four of Full Cow faces several interconnected challenges that many content creators silently battle. There's the daily energy taxation of existing in our current political climate—that feeling of waking up with a full battery only to spend a significant portion just creating enough psychological space to function. Then there's the recent discovery of old trauma living in the body, demanding healing work through acupuncture and somatic practices that, while necessary, consume precious time and resources. Add to this the paradox of needing to block weekends for rest while those same weekends were previously dedicated to podcast production. All these factors compound in a life without the multiplicative energy boost that partnership provides—what I call "a whole extra battery."

    Despite these realities, Season Four is taking shape. I'm developing episodes on chastity's intersection with dominance, creating a new "Makers" segment highlighting craftspeople in our community, exploring the Old Guard traditions, and unpacking insights from the newly republished Leatherman's Handbook. The schedule may become more flexible than previous seasons' bi-monthly releases, but the commitment remains unwavering—this work will continue.

    Your messages of appreciation and encouragement make all the difference. When creating feels like "sitting in an empty room talking to no one," hearing that this podcast matters to you provides the fuel to keep going. If Full Cow has touched your life in any way, please reach out. Your voice matters precisely because it reminds us why these conversations about leather culture, kink, and authentic connection must continue—especially in challenging times. Stay subscribed, stay patient, and know that your support is helping build Season Four, one small energy reserve at a time.

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    14 mins
  • Season 3 Finale
    Dec 28 2024

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    Curious about which episode unexpectedly captivated listeners this season? Join me as we wrap up the third season of Full Cow with exciting revelations and stats that highlight our journey. From Chicago leading the way in listener numbers to our podcast reaching 88 countries, it's been a year of impressive growth. Discover why "Chastity and Milking" and "Mentors" topped the charts, and how personal teaching anecdotes tie into these themes. With a 36% increase in listeners and a 73% boost in Spotify followers, it’s clear that our audience is expanding, especially among those aged 35-44. Reflecting on how this podcast evolved from a post-breakup project to a globally recognized show, I am filled with gratitude for your support.

    Get a sneak peek into what season four has in store, with a focus on dominant chastity and a brand new mini-segment called "Makers," inspired by my encounter with Chris from Steelworks. This segment will shine a light on creators within the kink community, starting with Steelworks and potentially featuring others like Fetish Daddy. We'll revisit popular episodes like "Origins" and "Leather" with fresh perspectives, and you can expect new theme music and cover art. As we prepare for a season launch around April, I'm energized by your stories and feedback. Your engagement fuels this podcast, and I can't wait to bring these exciting new elements to life.

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    30 mins
  • Interlude: Leather Life Coach
    Dec 6 2024

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    Interludes are short segments between regular episodes with no editing but WITH leather creaking. It's a chance to hear a little more about what's going on in my life. This time it's my foray into leather life coaching.

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    17 mins
  • Interlude: Resist
    Nov 15 2024

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    Interludes are short segments between regular episodes with no editing but WITH leather creaking. It's a chance to hear a little more about what's going on in my life. This time it's trauma responses, visibility, and resistance. But hey, there's also a lighter note. Check out this kinky puzzle book from my friend boy paul:

    • Quips and Chains

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    19 mins
  • Addiction
    Nov 1 2024

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    Welcome to Full Cow, a podcast about leather and kink where your host, Edge (he/him), shares his 30+ years of experience in the community. In this episode we look addiction.

    You might want to check out Sober Leathermen (https://www.soberleathermen.org/) which can be a very handy resource.

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    1 hr and 1 min
  • Interlude: Man Fast
    Oct 18 2024

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    Interludes are short segments between regular episodes with no editing but WITH leather creaking. It's a chance to hear a little more about what's going on in my life. Here's what my host's AI has to say about this episode:

    Feeling overwhelmed by the constant cycle of swiping and messaging on dating apps, I decided it was time for a "man fast" or "mancation." Join me on this episode of Full Cow as I share my personal journey of stepping back from the dating scene to focus on self-care and emotional well-being. I'll walk you through my approach, from removing dating apps and turning off notifications to redirecting my energy towards nurturing friendships. This isn't about bitterness or giving up; it's about reclaiming my time and mental space to reflect on what I truly want out of my romantic life.

    In the latter part of the episode, I extend my heartfelt gratitude to all of you—whether you're tuning in solo, with a partner, or in any unique relationship configuration. The leather journey is a path of self-discovery and fulfillment, and I emphasize the importance of finding joy in your current situation, whatever it may be. Let's celebrate our individual paths and continue to explore and cherish our unique experiences. Thank you for being part of this journey with me—your support means the world.

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    15 mins
  • Aging
    Oct 4 2024

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    Welcome to Full Cow, a podcast about leather and kink where your host, Edge (he/him), shares his 30+ years of experience in the community. This episode, it's aging. My host's AI has this to say:

    Can our kink identities evolve gracefully as we age? This episode takes you through the dynamic and often unexpected journey of aging within the kink community. From the energetic experimentation of our 20s to the significant life changes and career shifts in our 30s, we share personal stories of growth and transformation. The 40s bring their own unique challenges, such as health issues and profound personal losses, but also offer a period of consolidating our kink identities and reflecting on our experiences.

    We challenge the notion that chronological age dictates kink roles. Whether you're a young dominant or an older submissive, we explore how individuals can start or adapt their kink journeys at any age. Practical advice on navigating physical changes and maintaining meaningful kink play is provided, along with tips for effective communication about health and biomechanical concerns. This discussion also touches on the common anxieties in gay male kink culture, particularly regarding virility and physical limitations, offering insights to help you adapt and thrive.

    The episode underscores the versatility of kink in providing pleasure from any part of the body, making it accessible for everyone. We delve into the concept of the "daddy turn" in gay male communities, where one's identity might shift from boy to daddy as they age. Exploring the balance of tradition and innovation, we discuss the importance of staying open to new technologies and evolving cultural landscapes. We end on a poignant note, emphasizing the value in embracing the aging process and finding new connections and pleasures, and invite you to join our "Ask Edge" segment to foster a sense of community and shared history.

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    53 mins
  • Interlude: Phrases
    Sep 20 2024

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    Interludes are short segments between regular episodes with no editing but WITH leather creaking. It's a chance to hear a little more about what's going on in my life. Here's what my host's AI has to say about this episode:

    Ever wondered how a simple phrase can transform the dynamics of a relationship? On this episode of Full Cow, Edge takes you on an insightful journey into the language of the leather kink and BDSM community. Explore how phrases like "I'm going to put you in your place" and "I got you" can profoundly affirm identity and foster deep emotional connections within power dynamics. Through personal reflections and real-life anecdotes, the episode uncovers the layers of meaning and powerful resonance these words carry for both dominants and submissives, enhancing intimacy and trust in their relationships.

    But it's not all about kink! Edge also shares his excitement over the latest technology releases, including the iPhone 16 Pro and Apple Watch Ultra 2, and their potential to elevate social media content creation. While Florida's blistering heat has put a damper on leather activities, new features from Spotify and Buzzsprout offer fresh ways to engage with listeners and enhance the podcasting experience. Tune in for an engaging blend of kink, personal expression, and cutting-edge technology that shows how these elements intersect to enrich our creative pursuits and community bonds.

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    Ask Edge! Go to https://www.speakpipe.com/LTHREDGE to leave ask a question or leave feedback. Find Edge's other content on Instagram and Twitter. Also visit his archive of educational videos, Tchick-Tchick.

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    18 mins