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Ep. 95 - The Two Times I Almost Walked Away From My Faith // Behind the Screen (Part 4/6)

Ep. 95 - The Two Times I Almost Walked Away From My Faith // Behind the Screen (Part 4/6)

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 Ever lie awake at 2 AM wondering if God's even there? Or have questions you're too scared to say out loud—even to yourself?I've been there. Twice.In this episode, I'm sharing the two seasons I almost walked away from my faith completely. One was intellectual—I couldn't make the pieces fit anymore. The other was heartbreak so crushing I thought God was being cruel.I'll tell you what those years actually looked like, what kept me from walking away, and why wrestling with God doesn't mean your faith is broken. Sometimes it means it's finally getting honest.If you're in the dark right now—or you have been—this one's for you. Stay with me. 🛠️ LINKS & RESOURCESFree Homeschooling ResourcesFind everything you need to simplify and strengthen your homeschool journey:Free How to Homeschool GuideFree 5-Minute Homeschool Style FinderFree Guide - 20 Questions to Kickstart Your Deschooling AdventureFree Sample Homeschool Schedules👉 https://christy-faith.com/linksThrive Homeschool CommunityJoin Christy-Faith’s online community and create a homeschool that works for YOUR family—plus access the masterclass on socialization!👉 https://christy-faith.com/thrive Christy-Faith’s List A curated guide to homeschool-friendly service providers, businesses, and colleges:👉 https://christy-faiths-list.com Christy-Faith’s Latest Book!📖 Homeschool Rising: Shattering Myths, Finding Courage, and Opting Out of the School System( Includes an entire chapter on deschooling—the step you can’t skip!)👉 Get your copy: https://christy-faith.com/book-homeschool-rising 🎙️ SHOW SPONSORSBJU Press Homeschool ✔ Flexible curriculum to fit your family’s needs ✔ Biblical worldview and critical thinking built in ✔ Hands-on learning for every grade levelFind the perfect fit for your homeschool:👉 Visit https://www.bjupresshomeschool.com/christy CTC Math ✔ Get 50% off my favorite online math program ✔ Adaptive lessons so kids build confidence at their own pace ✔ Teaching, grading, and testing—all done for you!Start your free trial today:👉 Visit https://payments.ctcmath.com/purchase/homeschool-discount?tr_id=CFTrue North Academy✔ Flexible Learning Options for Grades 6-12: Live, online classes or self-paced courses✔ Future-Ready Programs: Dual Degree and Tech & Trades Diplomas ✔ Faith-Friendly Excellence: Small class sizes, real-world skills, and teachers who share your values.👉 Visit https://truenorthhomeschool.academy to explore courses and enroll today!LearningRx✔ Cognitive skills training that helps with ADHD, dyslexia, and learning challenges✔ 35+ years of proven results and research-backed methodsUse code HOME50 for $50 off your cognitive skills assessment👉 https://learningrx.com Summit HealthshareHealthcare Plans That Offer More and Cost 40-60% Less Than Traditional Insurance✔ Keep your doctors✔ Major Medical & Preventive Care – Including Holistic✔ $0 Care, $0 Labs, $0 Prescription Programs👉 https://summithealthshare.com/cf🎁 FREE GIFT Download this week’s printable Scripture card: Psalm 34:18🔗 https://christy-faith.com/download-thanks-for-listening-gift OTHER EPISODES FOR YOU 👀Episode 92: Behind the Screen: Part 1/6 – A Real Homeschool Day at My House (nobody’s winning awards)🔗 https://christy-faith.com/podcast/behind-the-screen-part-1-6-a-real-homeschool-day-at-my-house-nobodys-winning-awards/ Episode 93: Church Hurts: The Cost of Staying Too Long in a Toxic Community // Behind the Screen (Part 2/6)🔗 https://christy-faith.com/podcast/church-hurts-the-cost-of-staying-too-long-in-a-toxic-community-behind-the-screen-part-2-6/ Episode 94: Did I Misread the Bible on Parenting? My Journey Back Through Scripture // Behind the Screen (Part 3/6)🔗 https://christy-faith.com/podcast/did-i-misread-the-bible-on-parenting-my-journey-back-through-scripture-behind-the-screen-part-3-6/ 🎧 SHOW RECAP✅ The intellectual crisis that shook Christy’s faith as a college student✅ How visiting Turkey raised questions she couldn't ignore✅ Why doubt doesn’t mean your faith is dying; it might mean it's growing✅ The heartbreak of infertility and the silence that almost broke her✅ How envy, grief, and unmet longings reshaped her understanding of God✅ Why choosing to trust became the turning point, not the outcomeIf you’re in a season where God feels distant, silent, or confusing… this episode will help you feel less alone and remind you that your questions are not too big for Him.📌 Be sure to like, subscribe, and share this episode with a friend who needs to hear that struggling in your faith doesn’t disqualify you.💬 Are you in a season of doubt or wrestling? What part of this episode spoke to you most? We’d love to hear your story.The Christy-Faith Show | Ep. 95
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