Episodes

  • Episode 75: Jessica Earnshaw
    Dec 22 2025

    Jessica Earnshaw is a documentary filmmaker and photographer, based in Brooklyn, NY.

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    (00:00) Moving to NYC for ICP

    (02:08) Growing up with a photographer mom

    (04:01) Why photojournalism felt empowering

    (06:18) Grant: documenting aging in prison

    (08:07) Meeting Rosemary and Jacenta

    (10:11) Realizing it needed to be film

    (12:03) How they landed in prison together

    (13:53) Addiction, trauma, and “chasing mom”

    (16:02) Getting permission and prison access

    (18:14) Filming 2016–2019 with no funding

    (20:54) Living broke: motels, burritos, gas

    (22:47) Leaving a tour when filming demanded it

    (24:46) Men’s prison: long days, earned trust

    (27:12) Trauma shaping violence and crime

    (30:05) Research: reoffense, parole, and “snapping”

    (33:06) Hospice program and Albert’s story

    (34:52) Baby Doe: toilet births and denial

    (38:16) Gail’s case: DNA genealogy, trial, empathy

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    44 mins
  • Episode 74: Eviatar Slivnik - Drums, Dreams, and Discipline
    Dec 17 2025

    Eviatar Slivnik is a jazz drummer and composer, based in Brooklyn, NY.

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    (00:00) Moving to New York to test yourself

    (04:21) Early heroes and jazz influences

    (08:37) Falling in love with jazz’s mind and soul

    (12:54) Jazz as high-level conversation, not noise

    (16:49) Why expertise matters before improvising

    (20:58) Childhood development: bands, drive, priorities

    (25:26) Arts high school in Tel Aviv and practicing

    (29:44) Rejection from workshop sparks daily discipline

    (34:10) Two-hour routine: humiliation, habits, results

    (38:33) Dreaming bigger at Berklee and in NYC

    (42:57) Jazz history: hardship, resilience, origins

    (47:22) Paradoxes: street music, complex art form

    (51:41) NYC grind: clubs, jams, community, reputation

    (56:06) Stops and restarts: Berlin, COVID, returning

    (60:34) Philosophy: practice, depth, ego, “good hang”

    (64:41) Breakthrough call: touring with Avishai Cohen

    (67:08) Touring reality: stress, logistics, reward

    (71:19) Money, saving, and success as staying in game

    (74:36) Compound interest mindset: practice, character, longevity

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    1 hr and 17 mins
  • Episode 73: Lindsey Ferrentino - Write Into Broadway
    Dec 15 2025

    Lindsey Ferrentino is a playwright, based in Brooklyn, NY.

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    (00:00) Moving to NYU at 17

    (02:18) Realizing acting isn’t the path

    (04:35) Family of comedians, early writing habits

    (07:20) Teaching herself screenwriting in Florida

    (10:05) Copycatting influences before finding a voice

    (13:12) Strasberg training reframed as writer training

    (16:05) Grad school focus: Hunter MFA, then Yale

    (18:55) Theater vs film/TV: money, control, reality

    (22:10) Romantic New York “life in the arts” idea

    (25:40) Teacher pushes Florida settings; authenticity clicks

    (28:55) “Big break” mindset: relentless readings, submissions

    (32:05) Off-Broadway launch: “Ugly Lies the Bone”

    (35:10) Play premise: burn survivor, VR therapy, reintegration

    (38:25) Lessons from productions: scale, staging, dialogue

    (41:45) Post-break output: adaptations, multiple shows, pace

    (44:12) Writing routine: sculpting in small blocks

    (47:08) Current obsessions: Nick Yarris, justice system story

    (50:36) Queen of Versailles musical: rights, satire, success definition

    (52:18) Gratitude, “lucky life,” closing thanks

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    53 mins
  • Episode 72: Gillian Morris - Return To Tribe
    Dec 12 2025

    Gillian Morris is a technologist, Substacker, and author, based in New York City.

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    (00:00) Born in NYC, Immigrant Roots and Family Story

    (02:45) Paris Bell Tower Life, Dumpster Diving, and Soup Kitchens

    (05:20) Letting Go of the Opera Dream and Becoming a Patron of the Arts

    (08:10) Regression to the Mean: Choosing Government as the Path of Least Resistance

    (10:40) Solo Travel at 18 and Wonderfully Chill Parents

    (13:30) Curiosity About Other Cultures and Searching for True Passion

    (16:05) Many Models of Success and the Idea of Inner Vitality

    (19:00) Learning to Code and Discovering Travel Tech as Ikigai

    (22:10) Building Hit List and Hacking Cheap Flights for Friends

    (25:40) Watching Users Join and a Life Thesis About Travel and Human Connection

    (29:15) Pandemic Collapse, 95% Revenue Drop, and Mother’s Cancer Diagnosis

    (32:30) Caregiving, Clubhouse, and the First Communal Living Essay

    (36:05) From Side Blog to Supernuclear and a Growing Communal Living Movement

    (39:30) What Communal Living Really Is and Why Commercial Co-Living Misses the Point

    (43:10) Vetting Housemates, Moving Lightly, and Not Being Owned by Your Stuff

    (46:20) Communal Living, American Isolation, and the Male Loneliness Problem

    (50:10) Tribes, Villages, and Having Many “Significant Others”

    (53:40) First Steps: Brunches, Neighbor Experiments, and Rebellious Community-Building

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    56 mins
  • Episode 71: Harold Rogers - Punches, Pages, Punchlines
    Dec 8 2025

    Harold Rogers is a novelist, Substacker, and a comedian based in New York City.

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    (00:00) Columbia MFA, standup dreams & moving to New York

    (03:07) Growing up between Ohio, Brazil & Antigua as a lonely reader

    (04:48) Discovering serious novels: Lolita, Crime and Punishment & the power of language

    (07:36) Early stories, autobiographical fiction & realizing writing can hurt people

    (11:58) Drunk, depressed college years & writing through the abyss

    (13:49) Tropicalia: family in Rio, plot, and learning to write a first novel

    (16:33) Humility, simplifying the work & 20-day draft marathons

    (22:06) Flow, exhaustion & psychography—writing as a kind of mediumship

    (25:06) Boxing vs standup: high-stakes performance and the “fight vs book” metaphor

    (26:47) First novel flops, expectations, airports & diversity boosts

    (32:53) Publishing economics: advances, royalties & the lottery-ticket model

    (36:03) Substack as practice ground, Edinburgh trip & building an audience

    (38:47) Writing in New York, literary readings, misanthropy & starting BLAST

    (41:46) Entering the NYC standup scene, Eric’s role & comedy friendships

    (46:54) Boxing gym life, clients, CTE worries & why people fight

    (54:02) Steubenville’s ghosts, shuttered mills & the 2012 assault case behind Humpty Dumpty

    (54:54) Humpty Dumpty as masculine failure, regicide joke & mythic Trojan horse

    (57:49) Redefining success: getting better at books & standup, and protecting time

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    59 mins
  • Episode 70: Caleb Spaulding - Find Your Rhythm
    Dec 5 2025

    Caleb Spaulding is a drummer based in Brooklyn, NY.

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    (00:00) Driving a 2004 Trailblazer to Williamsburg with the college band

    (03:12) Prog-rock frat house: how the band formed and took over campus

    (06:05) Older bandmates, Jersey staging ground & choosing New York as the dream

    (09:02) Beginner’s mindset, Williamsburg boom & early social media band hype

    (12:10) Singing before talking: family piano nights and a childhood built on music

    (15:18) Political science major, miserable law firm internship & feeling trapped on the “normal” path

    (19:08) Forklift summer: warehouse monotony, hourly work and craving real purpose

    (22:45) Cardboard prison, secret lyric notebooks & discovering an allergy to monotony

    (26:03) Sixth-grade band class, discovering drums & Colonial Williamsburg Fife and Drum Corps

    (29:40) From rock stages to dance floors: first night hand-drumming with a DJ in Brooklyn

    (32:55) World percussion deep dive & finding “Drumming at the Edge of Magic”

    (36:22) The Ghana leap: Indiegogo, surrender experiment & flying in with no schedule

    (40:05) Open-hearted Ghana: yes-and culture, communal groove & rhythm as everyday life

    (43:18) Why Ghana: djembe roots, dense drumming traditions & choosing Accra as the gateway

    (46:07) Kids, funerals, weddings & how Western culture shames adults out of musical play

    (49:15) Everyone has rhythm: biology, entrainment & giving “no rhythm” adults permission

    (52:08) Fela Kuti, Afrobeat, 90s hip-hop flows & the bands that keep him moving

    (54:47) Rhythm of Happiness now: drum-powered breathwork, rhythm consulting & the next chapter

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    57 mins
  • Episode 69: Mariel Bildsten - Horn, Heart, Hustle
    Dec 1 2025

    Mariel Bildsten is a trombonist based in Brooklyn, NY.

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    (00:00) Childhood Visits and Dreaming of New York

    (04:18) Grandparents, Ridgewood Roots, and an East Berlin Escape

    (08:27) California Childhood and Hating Piano Lessons

    (12:45) Joining School Band and Accidentally Choosing Trombone

    (16:32) First Trombone Hero and the “Blueprint” Moment

    (20:58) Moving at 18 and Falling in Love with New York Jazz

    (25:21) Jazz as Black Music and the Harlem Renaissance

    (29:49) New Orleans Brass vs Contemporary New York Jazz

    (34:05) Betting on New York and Welcoming the Ass-Kicking

    (38:02) Inside the Physical Demands of Playing Trombone

    (41:37) Injuries, Posture Fixes, and Damage Control

    (45:03) Dizzy’s Jam Sessions, All-Night Hangs, and Music as Service

    (49:11) Teaching in the Bronx and $10 Pasta Gigs

    (52:44) Balls Before Ability and Working Through Imposter Syndrome

    (55:36) Side Person vs Bandleader and Making a Living

    (58:22) Why She Still Chooses New York

    (61:09) Favorite NYC Food, Clubs, and Trombone Mount Rushmore

    (63:18) Redefining Success, Education, and the Next Chapter

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    1 hr and 5 mins
  • Episode 68: Jamie Pearl - My Best Shot
    Nov 26 2025

    Jamie Pearl is a photographer based in Brooklyn, NY.

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    (00:00) From Seattle To New York

    (04:10) Instagram Dreams Of The NY Art Scene

    (07:30) Knowing She Was An Artist First

    (11:20) Finding Her Medium In The Darkroom

    (15:40) From Hobbyist To Neighborhood Photographer

    (20:30) Graduating Into COVID And Planning The Move

    (25:10) Learning Photography Through Film Basics

    (29:30) Auto Mode, iPhones And The 80/20 Of Craft

    (33:20) Landing In New York With No Safety Net

    (37:40) Babysitting, Job Rejections And The Juve Lifeline

    (42:10) First Big By-Lines: Times, Journal And Hoka

    (45:50) Saying Yes To Everything And Becoming “The Photographer”

    (48:20) Fashion Week Frenzy And Celebrity Shoots

    (51:30) Prestige Work That Finally Opens Big Doors

    (53:50) Learning The Art Of Negotiating Day Rates

    (56:10) Stepping Into The Role Of Lead Photographer

    (58:10) Staying Hungry And Raising The Creative Bar

    (59:45) Real Talk On Networking And Defining Success

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    1 hr and 2 mins