In this new episode, why does the most fundamental spiritual question often lead us away from truth rather than toward it? In this deep contemplation, we explore why "Who Am I?" - despite being whispered from teacher to student often cannot serve as the doorway to awakening it promises to be.
Every spiritual question arises through what is called the "Structure of holding" - the layered framework of body, mind, energetic system, field, and awareness that has been shaped by every moment of lived experience. This structure filters and distorts any question before it even reaches consciousness, including our most sacred inquiries.

In this new episode from Chapter 3 of Unbecoming: A Return Beyond Seeking, this episode explores why so many well‑intentioned spiritual approaches plateau - and why a complete, whole‑system pathway is needed for transformation that remains.

Here, allowing and getting out of the way do not mean doing nothing. They arise after deep, engaged practice, when the releases and shifts you’ve initiated can integrate without being managed, forced, or shaped by expectation. This is the space where your system’s natural intelligence can reorganise itself across all layers of self.

This new episode and contemplation explores the difference between spiritual experiences and the structural reorganisation that allows stillness to become your natural state rather than something you visit in practice.