Ever felt like you were living two lives—the polished version everyone sees and the anxious, exhausted one you keep hidden? We sit down with Liv, an LDS creator whose journey from college drift to deep discipleship shows how honest effort, not perfection, opens the door to real healing. She shares the pivot that changed everything: reading the Book of Mormon cover to cover for peace rather than debate, then stacking daily habits—short prayers, audio scripture on migraine days, institute and long drives to the temple—until clarity and courage returned.

We get specific about the costs of spiritual drift, mapping how shame silences prayer, how the body mirrors the spirit, and why the first step back is often the smallest: show up weak. Liv talks about aligning her online and offline selves, posting the valleys as well as the peaks, and discovering that authenticity creates community. That honesty spills into our stories from LDS Addiction Recovery, where a simple invitation—assume the sale—sparked confessions, friendships, and a sacrament meeting filled with living testimonies. The takeaway is practical and hopeful: vulnerability is a spiritual skill; consistency beats intensity; and asking for help is how light gets in.

If you’ve felt far from God, anxious about worthiness, or tired of hiding, this conversation offers tools you can use today: five-minute scripture study, a text asking for prayer, a quiet drive to the temple, or a candid post that tells the whole truth. Subscribe for more grounded faith conversations, share this episode with a friend who needs hope, and leave a review to help others find their way back to Christ alongside us.