Until I Die
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Narrated by:
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Ariel Barber
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By:
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Deidra Duncan
About this listen
LEAVE ME BEHIND meets THE HANDMAID’S TALE in this star-crossed dystopian romance by the author of LOVE SICK, Deidra Duncan.
In the ruins of a nation, two enemies risk everything for a chance at justice… and each other.
After the Fracture, nothing is safe—not love, not truth, and certainly not women. In the ashes of the fallen United States, the New American Order has seized power, silencing dissent and enslaving the vulnerable. To stop the spread of their evil, Sophia Reeves has given everything to the Defiance, a resistance force battling the NAO, but now, her general has another command: become a contact for an enemy officer-turned-spy. She understands the sacrifice this order requires. Association with a Blood Colonel is a death sentence—especially for a woman.
He’s just a name at first. A whisper in the dark. But week by week, Lucas Scott becomes something more—dangerously unreadable, brutally efficient, and far too human for a man embedded in a regime that breaks people like her. Sophia expects cruelty. She prepares for betrayal. What she finds is a man haunted by secrets, driven by grief, and willing to burn the whole world down for a hope he’s barely clinging to.
Their alliance is a fragile one, forged in shadow and drenched in danger. But as the Defiance grows closer to victory, their missions become deadlier, and the line between duty and desire blurs. Beneath the shadow of escalating war, Sophia and Lucas must decide what they’re willing to sacrifice for a cause that might already be lost—and for a love they were never meant to find.
Hauntingly raw and achingly romantic, UNTIL I DIE is a story of rebellion, redemption, and the unbreakable will to love in a world that has forgotten how.
©2025 Deidra Duncan (P)2025 Deidra DuncanUntil I Die imagines a world where women’s rights have been stripped away, creating a future that feels uncomfortably close to reality. While the full societal collapse goes beyond where we are now, the core themes feel chillingly possible, making this a heavy, emotional, and thought-provoking listen.
At the heart of the story are Lucas and Sophia, two deeply broken people shaped by trauma, loss, and impossible choices. In a world where survival often means becoming harder and more ruthless, they have endured the worst life has to offer and done what they had to do to survive and protect others. Their journey is tragically beautiful—filled with quiet strength, resilience, and fragile hope.
This is a story that pulls at your heart, devastates you, and then slowly begins to piece things back together. It’s painful, emotional, and ultimately transformative, leaving a lasting impression long after the final chapter.
The writing is bold and emotionally driven, though the pacing feels uneven early on before the story fully settles into its rhythm.
Ariel Barber’s narration brings passion and emotional depth to the story, capturing both the intensity and vulnerability of Lucas and Sophia’s perspectives. That said, with such a layered and emotionally heavy story, duet narration could have elevated the listening experience even further and made it truly unforgettable.
Dark, powerful, and hauntingly relevant, Until I Die is not an easy listen—but it is an important one.
Haunting, Powerful, and Uncomfortably Relevant
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