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Truth Seeking: The Story of High-Ranking Mormon Leader Hans Mattsson Seeking Sincere Answers from His Church but Instead Finding Contempt, Fear, Doubt... and Eventually Peace
- Narrated by: Spencer Bean
- Length: 6 hrs and 7 mins
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This is the story of high-ranking mormon leader Hans Mattsson seeking sincere answers from his church but instead finding contempt, fear, doubt...and eventually peace.