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Till Death Do Us Part

Life without Jock and Learning to Live with Intention

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Till Death Do Us Part

By: Lauren Zonfrillo
Narrated by: Lauren Zonfrillo
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It is difficult to take myself back to the beginning, and even more difficult to share such a private time in my life. But I will. It's how I will find meaning from the loss, from the universe robbing the kids and me of an extraordinary father and husband, by paying it forward to you.

In this deeply personal and heartfelt memoir, Lauren Zonfrillo details her journey through grief after the sudden and public loss of her husband, Jock - chef, restaurateur and, of course, beloved MasterChef Australia judge. Thrust into the role of a solo parent, with the overwhelming task of guiding her young children through their grief while managing her own, Lauren has also had to navigate the weight of public expectations and intense media scrutiny.

Lauren shares her path through this devastating time, including missteps, moments of despair and eventual steps towards healing. More than just a compelling read and a look behind the headlines, this book will provide solace to others trying to find their way through loss. And from the first page to the last, Jock is there.

Part memoir, part handbook for grief, with a love story at its core, Till Death Do Us Part is a powerful and unputdownable read.

©2025 Lauren Zonfrillo (P)2025 Penguin Random House Australia Audio Heartfelt
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I really appreciated the honesty and rawness of this book. I recently experienced the death of my husband and appreciated hearing Lauren’s experiences. Her openness about her journey and feelings is exactly what I needed to hear. Fortunately experiencing such loss at a young age is still fairly rare in your inner circle. So I’m gravitating to likeminded experiences and situations.

Thankyou Lauren.

So relatable

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Strength , resilience and determination and true love personified - thank you for your authentic honesty Lauren - Jock would be so proud of you all

Incredible story of love and loss

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We all have a story that is similar - which is why we listen. Thank you Lauren. Refreshing and raw. For the right person, at the right time.

I’m sorry for your loss

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Beautiful and so heartfelt. A brave woman thank you for sharing your journey may the future ahead bring the family happiness

Such a credit to herself and her family

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Just a great read and highly recommend if you like true stories. A great read.

The rawness

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Till Death Do Us Part by Lauren Zonfrillo is a profoundly moving and beautifully written memoir that had me feeling every emotion from start to finish. Lauren’s honesty and vulnerability in sharing her story of love, loss, and resilience is nothing short of inspiring.

From moments of pure joy to the depths of unimaginable grief, Lauren’s words pulled me in and made me feel as though I was right there beside her. Her strength in navigating life after loss, especially while raising two young children, is a testament to her incredible spirit.

This book is a powerful reminder of the fragility of life and the enduring power of love. I couldn’t put it down and found myself reflecting on my own relationships long after finishing it. A must-read for anyone looking for a raw, authentic story of heartbreak and hope.

A raw, heartfelt journey through love and loss

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“Till Death to Us Part” by Lauren Zonfrillo is an incredibly raw and honest account of grief and healing. Lauren’s vulnerability and descriptive storytelling make this book impossible to put down. Having previously read Jock’s book, I found it profoundly moving to experience the different versions of the same story when it came to work, their love and challenges they faced. Despite the immense sadness of Lauren’s loss, her journey through grief to find a new normal and happiness for herself and her children is both beautiful and inspiring.
I highly recommend this book to anyone, whether you have experienced grief or not. It’s a powerful read that I will undoubtedly revisit.
Lauren, I’m in awe of you. Congratulations on writing such a beautiful memoir.

Heart-breaking, raw, and incredibly inspiring! A vulnerable recollection of love, loss, grief and finding new peace.

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Love love love. Beautiful; A raw, real and intimate account of pain and loss in this love story.

Love love love this!!!

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I got some very valuable feedback and that I'm grieving I'm not crazy or different I'm the same person and I will be ok.

that grief is a personal journey and it's OK to grieve

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what a wonderful book and the honesty Lauren opens up too is truly heart breaking. Well written Lauren and may you finally find peace ❤️

Can feel Lauren's pain

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