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Till Death Do Us Part

Life without Jock and learning to live with intention

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Till Death Do Us Part

By: Lauren Zonfrillo
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It is difficult to take myself back to the beginning, and even more difficult to share such a private time in my life. But I will. It's how I will find meaning from the loss, from the universe robbing the kids and me of an extraordinary father and husband, by paying it forward to you.

In this deeply personal and heartfelt memoir, Lauren Zonfrillo details her journey through grief after the sudden and public loss of her husband, Jock - chef, restaurateur and, of course, beloved MasterChef Australia judge. Thrust into the role of a solo parent, with the overwhelming task of guiding her young children through their grief while managing her own, Lauren has also had to navigate the weight of public expectations and intense media scrutiny.

Lauren shares her path through this devastating time, including missteps, moments of despair and eventual steps towards healing. More than just a compelling read and a look behind the headlines, this book will provide solace to others trying to find their way through loss. And from the first page to the last, Jock is there.

Part memoir, part handbook for grief, with a love story at its core, Till Death Do Us Part is a powerful and unputdownable read.

©2025 Lauren Zonfrillo (P)2025 Penguin Random House Australia Audio
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I’m sorry for your loss

We all have a story that is similar - which is why we listen. Thank you Lauren. Refreshing and raw. For the right person, at the right time.

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A raw, heartfelt journey through love and loss

Till Death Do Us Part by Lauren Zonfrillo is a profoundly moving and beautifully written memoir that had me feeling every emotion from start to finish. Lauren’s honesty and vulnerability in sharing her story of love, loss, and resilience is nothing short of inspiring.

From moments of pure joy to the depths of unimaginable grief, Lauren’s words pulled me in and made me feel as though I was right there beside her. Her strength in navigating life after loss, especially while raising two young children, is a testament to her incredible spirit.

This book is a powerful reminder of the fragility of life and the enduring power of love. I couldn’t put it down and found myself reflecting on my own relationships long after finishing it. A must-read for anyone looking for a raw, authentic story of heartbreak and hope.

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Heart-breaking, raw, and incredibly inspiring! A vulnerable recollection of love, loss, grief and finding new peace.

“Till Death to Us Part” by Lauren Zonfrillo is an incredibly raw and honest account of grief and healing. Lauren’s vulnerability and descriptive storytelling make this book impossible to put down. Having previously read Jock’s book, I found it profoundly moving to experience the different versions of the same story when it came to work, their love and challenges they faced. Despite the immense sadness of Lauren’s loss, her journey through grief to find a new normal and happiness for herself and her children is both beautiful and inspiring.
I highly recommend this book to anyone, whether you have experienced grief or not. It’s a powerful read that I will undoubtedly revisit.
Lauren, I’m in awe of you. Congratulations on writing such a beautiful memoir.

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Love love love this!!!

Love love love. Beautiful; A raw, real and intimate account of pain and loss in this love story.

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that grief is a personal journey and it's OK to grieve

I got some very valuable feedback and that I'm grieving I'm not crazy or different I'm the same person and I will be ok.

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Can feel Lauren's pain

what a wonderful book and the honesty Lauren opens up too is truly heart breaking. Well written Lauren and may you finally find peace ❤️

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A sad truth of love and loss

They obviously shared a very passionate love. While I appreciate this is her journey with grief, I found it hard to get past the privilege of her experience. I was disappointed that there was no reference to Jocks passion for Indigenous culture.

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