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The Not-Outcast

By: Tijan
Narrated by: Andi Arndt, Jason Clarke
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Cutler Ryder was everything I wasn’t.

He was the hockey star. I was an outcast. He was best friends with my stepbrother, that same stepbrother who hated me. His two parents loved him. My mom was a junkie. My dad barely knew me.

Years passed. I got my life together. Cut went onto NHL stardom. Then there was a text.

I was drinking. There was a party. Cut was there....

I loved Cutler Ryder since the first moment I saw him.

The only problem? He never knew I existed.

©2020 Tijan (P)2020 Tijan Contemporary Contemporary Romance Romance Feel-Good Hockey
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Such an amazing story and a real insight into mental health! I’ve read a lot of Tijan’s books and this is the best one by far! Andy Ardnt is one of the best female voices on audible hands down! Will always give a book a go if she’s reading.

Amazing story!

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Another amazing Tijan book and written so beautifully. Tackling some heavy issues and mixing it with some laughs and a love meant to be.

Amazing story

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What a moving story that all should listen to that need some humbling. What an amazing girl such strength.

Love all Tijan books but this is the best

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This book is amazing. I love the characters and narrators. The story was very well written and was such an easy and enjoyable listen. The story was the perfect length, perfect rise and falls and so much depth to the characters. Loved it ! Would listen to it again

Great story

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I loved every Second of this book, It open by eyes to things That I've never thought about. I loved all the characters. It's worth buying it

A whole new world

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