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The Irresistible Urge to Fall for Your Enemy

Dearly Beloathed, Book 1

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The Irresistible Urge to Fall for Your Enemy

By: Brigitte Knightley
Narrated by: Heather Long, Thomas Judd
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 'Utterly unique, hilarious, swoony beyond my wildest dreams! This book is an instant classic and a true masterpiece, it took my breath away and made my heart explode' Ali Hazelwood

***THE INSTANT SUNDAY TIMES BESTSELLER ***

A slow burn, enemies-to-lovers romantasy featuring a scholarly healer and a gentleman assassin, set in an exquisite fantasy world, perfect for fans of The Love Hypothesis and Emily Wilde's Encyclopaedia of Faeries.

Osric Mordaunt, member of the Fyren Order of assassins, is in dire need of healing. Naturally - such is the grim comedy of fate - the only healer who can help is Aurienne Fairhrim, preeminent scientist, bastion of moral good, and member of an enemy Order.

Aurienne is desperate for funding to heal the sick - so desperate that, when Osric bribes her to help him, she accepts, even if she detests him and everything he stands for.

A forced collaboration ensues: the brilliant Woman in STEM is coerced into working with the PhD in Murders, much to Aurienne's disgust. As Osric and Aurienne work together to heal his illness and investigate the mysterious reoccurrence of a deadly pox, they find themselves ardently denying their attraction, which only fuels the heat between them.

Tropes include:
Enemies-to-lovers
High interaction slow burn
Hypercompetent idiots
He falls first and harder
Slaughter as a love language

Praise for The Irresistible Urge to Fall For Your Enemy:

'Sworn enemies, underhanded shenanigans, dazzling magic and delicious romantic tension make this a witty, wonderful gem. Whether you're Team Aurienne (she of the incandescent brilliance) or Team Osric (he of the magnificent cheekbones) or just Team Would You Two Just Kiss Already, I promise you'll love this' Sangu Mandanna, author of The Very Secret Society of Irregular Witches

'Brilliant and wildly imaginative, with a delicious forbidden romance set in a fascinating fantasy world. Knightley is a remarkable talent, weaving together witty comedy, slow-burn longing, and heart-wrenchingly poetic imagery' Sarah Hawley, author of A Witch's Guide to Fake Dating a Demon

'With the most wickedly delicious banter, Brigitte Knightley is sure to become your next favourite author. This had all the things I love most: a slow-burn romance that hurts so good, truly agonizing enemies-to-lovers, with a twisty mystery at its core' Julie Soto, author of Forget Me Not

'Brigitte Knightley is such a wonderfully talented writer with a unique voice and a real genius for banter. Anyone who loves enemies-to-lovers romantasy, will surely adore The Irresistible Urge to Fall for Your Enemy!' India Holton author of The Ornithologist's Field Guide to Love

'The slow burn romance of my dreams. Whip smart, creative, and brimming with banter and wit . . . both the hero and heroine had me laughing and shouting to just kiss already. This one is a rare delight' Isabel Ibañez, author of What the River Knows

'Utterly unique and delightful, this is the perfect romantasy for those who like their villains (and heroes) with a touch of murder, thievery, and questionable morals. Sexy and hilarious with dry-as-bone humour, Knightley's writing is not to be missed' Elissa Sussman, author of Funny You Should Ask

'This debut boasts gorgeously-written, vivid settings, a unique magic system and fresh fantasy world, razor-sharp wit, and graceful characterization. In short, Knightley's debut is nothing short of irresistible itself' Isabel Cañas, author of The Hacienda©2025 Brigitte Knightley (P)2025 Hachette Audio UK Action & Adventure Dark Fantasy Fantasy Humorous Enemies to Lovers Funny Heartfelt Witty Magic
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Beautifully balanced witicism, heart felt human emotions. Adult humor and anatomical correctness. Characters start with smug professionalism with unknown vulnerable cracks of weakness that evolve wonderfully with the plot. Most loved book of the year.

exquisite prose

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Dear Brigitte, I devour your brilliant writing through every sentence. Every arc. Every orchestrated chuckle. xox

Bloody Brilliant Book.

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Unique setting and backstory, interesting storyline, imperfect love interests, witty and cutting banter. I hope the next book turns up the steam!

Laugh out loud moments between main characters

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I found the book witty and funny in the beginning I kept finding myself getting disconnected with the change in narrator’s and it ended quite abruptly on a odd cliff hanger

Witty banter odd narration

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I enjoyed the vocabulary and banter used within this novel as well as the storyline. It kept me entertained and often made a sligh smile cross my lips. I look forward to more!

Great use of Old English words

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