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The Heroin Diaries: 10 Year Anniversary Edition

A Year in the Life of a Shattered Rock Star
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In honor of the 10-year anniversary of The Heroin Diaries, Nikki Sixx's definitive and best-selling memoir on drug addiction is now available on audio for the first time, read by Nikki Sixx! This shocking, gripping, and at times darkly hilarious memoir explores Nikki's yearlong war with a vicious heroin addiction. Now more than ever, with opioid addiction ravaging our country and rising by 20 percent in the past year alone, Nikki's story of both his descent into drug-addled decay and subsequent recovery and transition into a rehabilitation advocate is now more relevant than ever.

When Mötley Crüe was at the height of its fame, there wasn't any drug Nikki Sixx wouldn't do. He spent days - sometimes alone, sometimes with other addicts, friends, and lovers - in a coke and heroin-fueled daze.

The highs were high, and Nikki's journal entries reveal some euphoria and joy. But the lows were lower, often ending with Nikki in his closet, surrounded by drug paraphernalia and wrapped in paranoid delusions.

Here, Nikki shares the diary entries - some poetic, some scatterbrained, some bizarre - of those dark times.

Brutally honest, utterly riveting, and surprisingly moving, The Heroin Diaries follows Nikki during the year he plunged to rock bottom - and his courageous decision to pick himself up and start living again.

©2007 Nikki Sixx (P)2017 S&S Audio

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interesting listen for those in active addiction..

as a struggling heroin/speedball addict in and out of recovery I found the book interesting, inspirational and yet also triggering - it reminded me of what I need to do in terms of seeking and asking for help and keeping up with regular attendance and work in NA (narcotics anonymous), and the importance of honesty - both within myself and with the ppl in my life, esp my family and the recovering addicts within NA. Yet it also made me yearn for the rush of shooting speedballs and the sick fascination and purpose found in all consuming hard drug abuse. And so while having shot up a few big speedballs over the last 2 days I've also reattended NA and plan to throw myself back into step work and speak honestly with my sponsor once I run out of drugs and money tomorrow.

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Best book ever.

Wow. This was the best audiobook i’ve ever listened to. I laughed, I cried, many emotions. I’m only very young, 14, but this touched my heart and made me realise that drugs and alcohol aren’t the solution to problems and that you can have fun without them - Liv ❤️

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Amazing

Great book. Nikki and others tell great stories. I love reading the book, this took it over the top.

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May he live forever

I don’t do many books but this one has changed me. This is a story of change and acceptance. Nikki Sixx has become a legend.

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An Addictive Listen

This was a great listen from start to finish. The book is a rollercoaster ride. Enjoy!

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Addictive

I really enjoyed The Heroin Diaries - I couldn’t get enough. I will follow up with listening to The Dirt.

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a junkies masterpiece

what a fabulous read of turmoil with a great ending. being an ex addict I could relate sooo much.

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Dark read

A very sad and dark read. Kept me engaged and was very inspirational in the end

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  • 04-09-2019

Absolutely loved this book

I read a lot of music autobiographies and this has been one of the best. Raw and honest Nikki Sixx has given such an insight into the music business and addiction. I’m not even a Motley Crue fan but I have such respect for Nikki Sixx putting such deep and honest thoughts out there. What a voice and talent. I highly recommend listening to Nikki’s book.

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Epic

Best book I have ever read & listened to. I recomend this book to anyone asking what to read next

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  • Anonymous User
  • 01-11-2017

Great to hear Nikki Sixx read his story.

This book will help anyone struggling with any form of drug addiction. The best book I have ever read on the subject. I had told my teens parts of the story. They won't be trying drugs any time soon.

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  • Amazon Customer
  • 07-08-2019

Breathtaking

Thank you Sixx for sharing your torment and torture towards redemption. There are so many ways you help

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  • Kristin
  • 12-01-2018

What an awesome journey!

Would you recommend this audiobook to a friend? If so, why?

I would recommend this book to a friend because it is a true portrait of rock star excesses, as well as how far people who are addicted will drag themselves thorugh the much. As Nikki says... The dying is easy, It's the living that seems impossible when it's time to sober up!

What was one of the most memorable moments of The Heroin Diaries: 10 Year Anniversary Edition?

Hearing about Nikki coming to my hometown and the things he did there.

What about the narrators’s performance did you like?

That it was the author.

Was this a book you wanted to listen to all in one sitting?

No

Any additional comments?

What an inspiration. Nikki is one of my all time true hero's. I play bass, and too have kicked "THE" habit. I am forever in his debt. This book has helped me more than I could even explain sitting here writing an e book review!

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  • Jeffrey Allen
  • 08-08-2019

Loved it

Am now more of a Crue fan than ever. Could not stop until it was over.

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  • Matt
  • 10-01-2018

Eye opening

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I've always like Motley Crue's music, but due to being born in the late 80's, I wasn't able to experience them when they were at their height. To me, Crue was Vince and Tommy. This book opened my eyes to the real wheel behind Motley Crue, and the demons that haunted (or hunted) him.

The journey Nikki takes in that year is amazing. I couldn't stop listening.

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  • Tyler
  • 10-08-2019

Nikki Sixx is the most influential celebrities!!!!

I have both read and listened to this book time after time, and also plan on to more times to come. I am not a person who reads books often but I can relate somewhat to it so it keeps me inspired.

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  • john schmitt
  • 07-08-2019

Perfectly done

Can’t believe how good this book is. 10/10 I related so much to that he was saying about his childhood. Sad and had me feeling so bad at points and fully gripped by the stories.

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  • Myles Gullette
  • 02-08-2019

Nikki Sixx & Co. Reveal Their Deepest...

Nikki Sixx reveals his deepest, darkest secrets in this Anniversary edition of his Heroin Diaries. Hearing him update it all the way to 2017 is beyond words great, uplifting, hopeful and miraculous. Through all the sex, drugs, rock and roll and more drugs mayhem which led to his death twice, he showed how if you blame your childhood and parents, you'll never truly be happy. Once he stopped blaming, he stopped drugs, forgave all and transformed to a 100% life and habits. If you have any major struggles in life, listening to this book will help.

Nikki as the main reader was spectacular as was voice over actor Ross Marquand. Both brought their all to voicing this and deserve major kudos. The only stumbling block to me was the voice over actor Sophie. While I'm not debating her talent, I do think she was miscast. Her voice grew annoying very quickly with all the grating qualities of the typical millineal and didn't have the sex appeal or gravitas needed to play Vanity/Denise Matthews and the many other women throughout Nikki's life that gave their own words to the book. Ross was able to transform his voice brilliantly, changing it up to the various people he inhabited. Sophie? Not even close.

Otherwise, the book was perfection and I'll never forget it. Major respect to Nikki for transforming his life in every single way to one that is today healthy, vibrant, sane, loving, intellectual, loyal, drug free and an artistic genius.

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  • VC
  • 05-02-2018

Laugh at Misfortune

What did you love best about The Heroin Diaries: 10 Year Anniversary Edition?

I loved the additions to the 10 year version with updates of what happened after the book was initially released

Who was your favorite character and why?

Sikky Nixx, that guy is nuts.

What about the narrators’s performance did you like?

The fact that he was the author as well.

If you were to make a film of this book, what would the tag line be?

Story of a Shooting Star

Any additional comments?

It's the fact Nikki Sixx survived that makes the stories hysterical, amazing, and unbelievable. Had he not, this would have been a tragic tale of slow suicide. If you enjoy stories of redemption, it's hard to beat The Heroin Diaries.

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  • Anonymous User
  • 12-12-2017

1st edition- a well read, 2nd- a awesome audible!

I really dislike reading but I love Nikki Sixx. My brother brought me the book and said "trust me and read it!" I was in my mid 30's and hadn't read a book since high school. I couldn't put the book down and finished it in less than a week.
Who would have known Nikki was going through this? I didn't and I also didn't think anybody could survive with such a crazy lifestyle.
I was estacted when I heard about the 10th anniversary edition and since we have bitchen apps that can read to us now...even better, Nikki can read to me! I might even listen to it again.

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  • AnnieJuly
  • 31-10-2017

What can I say...

...but wonderful! I had already read the original but the audio brings those words to life when read by Nikki himself. Plenty of new material too. The epilogue was really moving on so many levels: his intelligence, his determination, his search to contribute and not least his rallying cry for the true rock star in an age of blah, blah, blah (and that’s the sober Nikki talking). I’d say this would appeal to those who maybe aren’t Sixx fans sufficiently to want to read the book too. The male voice actor who did the other male characters was great: his Tommy, Vince and Slash were uncannily good. His English accents, hmm, okay! The female was pretty awful: a strange, shrill, nasal delivery that barely changed person to person. The one thing that I didn’t like was her delivery.

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  • JD
  • 11-04-2019

Incredible Story with a Very Positive Message

Nikki Sixx tells a very honest and open story with many of his peers telling us how much of a difficult and spiteful person he used to be. The 10year anniversary edition adds a lot to the story on how Nikki has turned his life around even after Motley Crue finished.

The story is read incredibly well by Nikki and you can feel the emotion in his voice as he relives the Heroin Diaries.

Loved every second of this story!

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  • caroline
  • 18-11-2019

Don’t waste your credit

Be Prepared to not like Nikki Sixx
Nikki Sixx is not a likeable person even when he gets sober he’s not a person I’d want to hang out with
I understand that addicts are selfish people who blame everyone else for their problems but
Nikki Sixx doesn’t understand that his problems start and end with himself and until he understands that I doubt he will stay sober
There is only so much time that you can listen to him whining about his childhood not making enough money and his Constant jealousy of other bands who have more talent than him
The female voice reading the female parts is incredible annoying her attempts to do different voices for different people are awful
I really wouldn’t waste your credit because all you are going to learn is addicts will do anything for that next fix and you already know that

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  • Anonymous User
  • 21-02-2020

Great listen/read

Rock’n’Roll nitty gritty lifestyle, day to day life of drug use, whilst being in a hugely successful rock band.

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  • Claire Turner
  • 26-01-2020

Brutally honest

a very honest account of a life in the midst of an adiction to heroin, drink and a self loathe, it's dark, brutal and strangely uplifting at the end.

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  • Anonymous User
  • 06-01-2020

Fun but self indulgent and forgettable.

Sixx comes across as a pretty unlikeable guy and I rather self agrandising but the book is certainly entertaining enough.

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  • Anonymous User
  • 30-11-2019

Nikki is so strong

Cried my eyes out. Nikki Sixx is so fucking strong. I can't believe he went through all that and lived.

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  • spange
  • 15-11-2019

Excellent 'listen'

This was my first audio book, and boy did I choose well.
I struggle to read actual books now, I find it hard to absorb the words as I have short term memory loss, so thought I'd give audio books a go.
At first I thought I'll listen to it in bed and maybe it will help me get to sleep and take my mind off the pain sometimes... But I soon became addicted to listening to Nikki's dulcit tones.
I'm always pretty busy, so anytime I could I'd whack it on, I carried my earphones everywhere with me and Nikki was with me on all my car journeys on loud speaker.
I felt like I was there with him, he took me into the depths of his despair and torment and turbulent rock and roll life style.
I kind of wish I'd been one of those women he banged and then forgotten, at least I wouldn't have forgotten!
Loved it, it's a must read, for anyone with an addiction, if you're on the wagon, suffer with depression, PTSD (thats me) or if you're a totally well adjusted human!, it really gave me some perspective, especially at the end when he gained his and I need this right now more than ever when I have seriously dark days.
An intense honest, laid bare diary of an absolute stellar guy by the sounds of it.
I actually feel guilty for being so into Guns and ignoring the Crue!
I'd give my right labia to meet this guy after reading this, just to feel the love he must exude these days.
I truly recommend this book, do not scroll past it.

Long live rock and roll 🤙

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  • Pontes
  • 15-11-2019

Inspiring and deeply moving

I love listening to this book and the fact that it was narrated by Nikki himself. This book is a must read for anyone struggling in life. You don't learn how to live until you die! Love you Nikki. Keep strong.

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  • Mike.
  • 23-09-2019

A read in the life of one hell of a rockstar

I have read this book 5-6 times and now listened to it it's beautiful would highly recommend to anyone interested in rock music, or anyone who has ever suffered from any type of addiction.