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Surviving Dirty John
- My True Story of Love, Lies, and Murder
- Narrated by: Debra Newell
- Length: 10 hrs and 55 mins
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Publisher's Summary
Debra Newell is nothing if not a survivor. By the time she met John Michael Meehan online, she lived through a near-fatal childhood illness, an attempted rape in her 20s, the traumatic death of her sister at the hands of her brother-in-law, four failed marriages, and a litany of dating disasters. But despite those tragedies, she seemed to have it all: adoring children, a successful business, a fabulous penthouse apartment.
But there was something missing: the blinding, all-consuming love she first read about to occupy her time in her childhood sickbed. And she thought she found it with John Meehan.
More than a tabloid-ready true-crime expose, Debra's story is one of trauma, denial, and deception. But it is also a relatable, inspirational, and hopeful story of forgiveness, and, most of all, love. The lengths to which a woman will go to find - and keep - love; the boundaries children and parents cross to protect and save the people they love; the love one must find for oneself; and the ways the illusion of love can be used to manipulate and hurt.
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- Lyn McLeod
- 17-10-2021
Brave and courageous
It’s hard to imagine there are people like Dirty John around, and it’s good to know that women are fighting back. Well done with bring your story to the world. And we’ll done you, you are very brave to put everything out there, warts and all. I’m proud of you
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- Anonymous User
- 13-11-2022
A good true story
Glad to hear Debra's true events of what happened in her life. Good listen.
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