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From the age of 14, Caitlin was completely controlled, repeatedly raped, provided with alcohol, given drugs, sold and passed on to new gangs over and over again. The majority of her abusers were Pakistani men, who were blatant in their attacks upon her, often collecting her from school or home, to be taken to flats they owned, family homes or hotels booked for the day, to be horrifically and systematically abused.

At a time when the abuse ring realities of young white women in Rotherham and other major English cities are coming to light, Caitlin's story will appal listeners - not just because of the degree of horrific attacks which were perpetrated upon her but also because of the ways in which the authorities refused to act.  

Caitlin speaks openly about what she has suffered and also shows just how unwilling many people are to face up to what is happening in our midst, for fear of being called racist. By bravely speaking out, she will hopefully prove just how deep these problems are and just how the abusers get away with it in plain sight of the authorities.

©2019 Caitlin Spencer (P)2019 Bonnier Books UK

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heart breaking

listened to this in one sitting. it was a heart breaking, raw and honest story. A truly gripping tale and definitely not for the faint hearted.... be warned

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A brave brave little girl

My heart is so so bleeding for you Caitlin, you finally become brave but so much tortured in your early life and forever in your mind that won't leave. I don't know why God allows this to some people?? Please just keep fighting braverly with your demons that would be so deeply in your mind now & forever and as you said. Yes your daughters to keep safe & love as you do. I have a 13y/o step daughter too whom I love dearly and want to keep safe also, not that she lives with me any more, but see her any chance I've got, but her mother is a drug addice. Thank you Caitlin for coming out (x1000?) to tell your story whom I believe and you are not racist one little bit either. Stay safe brave (dented) girl. 😓

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Courageous, heartbreaking.

What a tragedy. An amazing story. Such a cruel world for our young. ☆☆☆☆☆

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not sure

struggling to listen.
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although I will learn certain words in the language

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Gut wrenching

Felt her pain just wanted to wrap my arms around her
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Shocking

Hi Caitlin if you ever read this, I know many will listen to your story and find it hard to believe, far fetched maybe but I believe every. single. word. you say, having had my own experience (albeit much , much lesser ) with these type of men. I hope you have found peace in this beautiful country and your daughters enjoy a life that you were denied. An important read, highly recommend.

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  • 12-12-2020

So Brave!!!

Thank you for your vulnerability. Such raw detailed timeline of events. I am sorry the system failed you. I appreciate the time you took to write this book and to get it out there. I was trafficked. I continue to be the voice for the voiceless as well. I pray peace for you and your daughters. Much love to you.

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  • 07-11-2019

Heartbreaking

So very sad! An eye opener that people all over the world need! For this young lady to survive all that and pull herself out is amazing!

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  • Homa Maria Ebrahim
  • 09-12-2019

Why Just Why

Omg I dont know what is wrong with these Pakistani men they come from back a Bush village mentality to think they rule and control women
It's TRUE they have no respect for womem let alone a white woman
caitlin you poor girl you just went from one abuser to the next
you said you was weak !!! No girl you are one strong female you was failed by certain people but you remained and still remain strong till this day
It's not your fault at all
These horrible nasty men need to be found and jailed for life
I cried thru out listening to your book
I felt your pain
stay strong and never let these bastards win
Mrs.H.M.EBRAHIM CYCO 😘😘

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  • Kindle Customer
  • 12-06-2020

wow

a gripping story of pure terror. what an amazing woman to have endured & got her life on track.

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  • Rosemarie
  • 19-12-2020

OMG!! This book must buy this book.

Caitlin, I hope you are able to read these reviews to know how much YOU ARE BELIEVED. I know some reviews say it is a bit repetitive, but you explain why that is. This book is of a woman telling her story, it’s not a fictional novel. It’s real life.
I came across this book while I was looking for a novel by a similar title. I was unsure if I should buy it and I’m glad I did. It is not a comfortable read, but it is a complete eye opener. Thank you for telling your story Caitlin. I have got to say that I thought the narrator was very good, as always.

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  • Geraldine Coyne
  • 19-10-2020

good listen

I couldn't stop listening to this book, im devastated for the poor girl/woman throughout. well written

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  • Mrs pleased
  • 14-10-2020

Caitlin...I’m so sorry you experienced this continuous atrocity

A very moving and touching book, that gives you great insight into what you think may be going on, but actually now having evidence of what has been going on. I think you are so brave Caitlin and thank you for writings your history, traumatic as it is!

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  • 22-09-2020

remarkable

excellent story about a truly remarkable woman that went through living hell but had the courage to tell her story to hopefully help others xxx

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  • Anne Cowman
  • 06-08-2020

sad shocking but needed to be told

its was a harsh honest account of a life not many see educate yourself

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  • 04-08-2020

wow

amazingly truthful it hurt!! nothing but pure admiration for this women so brave. raw powerful

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  • beck
  • 10-04-2020

very sad book, but mind opening into the scandle

very sad read, but Caitlyn is a very strong lady to endure what she did and still be here today , your girls are your light when your in darkness xx very mind opening into the scandle which was and still is atrocious on every level, well done on this honest account, very brave xx

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  • bex
  • 01-04-2020

Wow

Absolutely horrified me to listen to this. It was so real and raw and I think everyone needs to read it. The author clearly had to recall such awful things to go through this. Bless you for opening up and telling your story. I hope it helps another girl who walked in your shoes

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