Nathan - I’m a nervous person. I have panic attacks. I get so overwhelmed that my body rails against me; my breathing falters, my heart races, and my limbs go numb. So naturally, I thought it was a great idea to pop into a hardcore sex club. Okay, so that’s not exactly how it happened. 

I researched a BDSM club in my area for nearly a year before I got the nerve to go in to hopefully find what it was I was looking for. I needed a daddy; someone to look after me and help me out when I got nervous. Someone to care for me and help me make decisions. I wanted to be able to let go of all my worries and have the love of my daddy to make me strong. Too bad I got one look of the main floor before slipping into an anxiety attack. 

But a gorgeous man came to my rescue. He was kind and gentle and everything I’d been dreaming of for months. If I could build my perfect daddy, this man was him. But would he be turned off by my nervous nature, like so many people in my past? 

Declan - I remember when The Steel Door first opened. A BDSM gay club seemed like a gift from leather clad angels. The problem was the selection of patrons was limited. 

Don’t get me wrong; membership was booming, but mostly with well-established couples looking to to make friends. If singles came around, usually they were looking for something different than I was. They wanted to be dominated, or to dominate, but I craved something much different. I wanted someone I could care for and look after; to support and love. I wanted to be someone’s daddy. Even if a visiting little came to the club to play, they never wanted to play for keeps. I was looking for my forever boy. 

One night at the club, I saw the most beautiful boy I’d ever laid eyes on. He was perfect. He was also freaking out. I had to help him. Could this lovely nervous boy be the one I’ve been searching for? The one to accept my love and guidance and make me whole?

This low-angst, instalove, M/M romance features age play and ABDL elements and a HEA.