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Goodbye Again
- Narrated by: Candace Cahill
- Length: 7 hrs and 41 mins
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Candace lost her son. Twice. The first time to adoption as an infant and then 23 years later, not long after reuniting with him. In this heart-wrenching and heart-warming memoir, Candace Cahill offers an intimate view of child relinquishment and child loss, the definition of motherhood, and how two things can be true at one time.
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"Goodbye Again is the poignant and engrossing emotional journey of a birthmother through sorrow to redemption. Cahill's all-too-short reunion with her son makes the memoir especially helpful to mothers who meet waning or ambiguous interest in building a relationship after reunion." —Lorraine Dusky, author of Birthmark and hole in my heart
“Incisive… insightful… a clear perspective… Goodbye Again deserves space on the well-informed person’s adoption bookshelf.” — Lori Holden, Writer, Author, and Podcaster of Adoption: The Long View