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God Is An Octopus

Loss, Love and a Calling to Nature

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God Is An Octopus

By: Ben Goldsmith
Narrated by: Simon Bubb
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Bloomsbury presents God Is An Octopus by Ben Goldsmith, read by Simon Bubb.

'Intensely readable, poetic, truthful, wise and wonderful.' STEPHEN FRY
'An extraordinary book.' SUNDAY TIMES

Struggling to comprehend the shocking death of his teenage daughter, Ben Goldsmith finds solace in nature by immersing himself in plans to rewild his farm.

In July 2019, Ben Goldsmith lost his fifteen-year-old daughter, Iris, in an accident on their family farm in Somerset. Iris’s death left her family reeling.

Grasping for answers, Ben threw himself into searching for some ongoing trace of his beloved child, exploring ideas that until then had seemed too abstract to mean much to him. Missing his daughter terribly and struggling to imagine how he would face the rest of his life in the shadow of this loss, Ben found solace in nature, the object of a lifelong fascination. As Ben set about rewilding his farm, nature became a vital source of meaning and hope.

This book is the story of a year of soul-searching that followed a terrible loss. In an instant, Ben’s world had turned dark. Yet, unbelievably to him, the seasons kept on turning, and as he immersed himself in the dramatic restoration of nature in the place where it happened, he found healing.

In God is an Octopus, Ben tells a powerful, immersive and inspiring story of finding comfort and strength in nature after suffering loss and despair.©2023 Julie Bailey (P)2023 Bloomsbury Publishing PLC
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Critic Reviews

From the deepest sorrow, the highest hope. Intensely readable, poetic, truthful, wise and wonderful, this will live with me for a very long time. (Stephen Fry)
An event of unimaginable trauma is transformed into a message of beauty and optimism through Ben’s passion for nature, which acts as his nurse, teacher and redeemer. (Joanna Lumley)
Stunningly beautiful, immensely sad, immensely uplifting, this is a book of grief and joy and wonder and renewal. (George Monbiot)
An extraordinarily powerful and moving journey through the darkest of griefs to the enduring love, hope and renewal of the natural world. A book of universal wisdom. (Benedict Cumberbatch)
A brilliant new book… heartbreaking. (David Walliams)
Beautiful and deeply moving, this will resonate with and inspire so many people. (Isabella Tree)
Extraordinary. (Rebecca Hardy)
Goldsmith has written an extraordinary book, God is an Octopus, about his journey through grief and his exploration of the afterlife. (Audrey Ward)
Ben chronicles the unfathomable tragedy of his daughter’s death with the profound love and compassion of a bereft parent. (Richard E. Grant)
An ambitious blend of memoir, nature diary and search for the meaning of life, the universe and everything ... [God is an Octopus] powerfully communicates the capacity of nature to rebound. (Alice O'Keeffe)
Some of the finest writing about nature you will find anywhere. (Roger Alton)
[Ben] does a quite astonishing job… finding incredible meaning in Iris’s short life and the connection with nature he experienced after her sudden death. (Bryony Gordon)
This book is as beautiful as it is painful to read ... The emotional depth of God is an Octopus makes it a deeply moving and thought-provoking read.
A compelling journey from the very heart of loss to the sanctuary and hope that only the natural world provides – emotive, raw and captivating. (Benedict Macdonald, Winner of the Wainwright Prize for Global Conservation)
A heartbreaking yet ultimately inspiring memoir of the personal spiritual odyssey. (Anthony Cummins)
A tribute not just to a lost child but also to nature’s regenerative power. (Hephzibah Anderson)
A meandering pathway through the thickets of grief ... this is a devastating book, unflinching, but written with lyricism. (Gavanndra Hodge)
Simply the most powerful and profound words I’ve ever read on grief... I clung to every sentence like a limpet hoping that time would slow down so I could digest and remember every word. (Georgia Toffolo)
Remarkable memoir… This book will bring comfort and hope to anyone experiencing grief. (Kate Blincoe)
A heartbreaking book, but also an uplifting book which solaces the heart. (Tom Stoppard)
[A] moving account of how reconnecting with nature helped [Goldsmith] rebuild a capacity for joy.
Poignant and very moving … a compelling piece of writing. (Stephen Moss)
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I heard an interesting interview with Ben and figured that if his book was half as good as its title I would not be disappointed.

I wasn’t. This is a beautifully told story about grief and how the author finds solace in nature, transforming his life and honouring his daughter by rewilding his UK farm.

I listened to this book some weeks ago now and its beauty has stayed with me, as did the urgency and enthusiasm to rewild my own small spot on the planet. I discovered that Ben has a podcast on rewilding and I highly recommend both this book and that podcast.

‘God is an Octopus’ is an easy and illuminating read/listen that invites those lucky enough to engage with it to consider the bigger questions of life and our connection to the vast richness of the natural world. You won’t regret this listen.

Grief and nature changed his life. His book may change yours.

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Absolutely loved this stunning story. Thank you Ben for sharing ❤️ I adored it so much

Beautiful

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Written with such sincerity and love. There was so much interesting and moving in this book. I will keep it around for reference and I hope it has some influence over the world’s direction with nature.

The immense sincerity.

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