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Publisher's Summary

A gritty, angsty, friends-to-lovers stand-alone romance from USA Today best-selling author Siobhan Davis.

A childhood promise. An unbreakable bond. One tragic event that shatters everything.

It all started with the boys next door....

Devin and Ayden were my best friends. We were practically joined at the hip since age two. When we were kids, we thought we were invincible, inseparable, that nothing or no one could come between us.

But we were wrong.

Everything turned to crap our senior year of high school.

Devin was turning into a clone of his deadbeat lowlife father - fighting, getting wasted, and screwing his way through every girl in town. I'd been hiding a secret crush on him for years. Afraid to tell him how I felt in case I ruined everything. So, I kept quiet and slowly watched him self-destruct with a constant ache in my heart.

Where Devin was all brooding darkness, Ayden was the shining light. Our star quarterback with the bright future whom everyone loved. But something wasn't right. He was so guarded, and he wouldn't let me in.

When Devin publicly shamed me, Ayden took my side, and our awesome-threesome bond was severed. The split was devastating. The heartbreak inevitable.

Ayden and I moved on with our lives, but the pain never lessened, and Devin was never far from our thoughts.

Until it all came to a head in college, and one eventful night changed everything.

Now, I've lost the two people who matter more to me than life itself. Nothing will ever be the same again.

A stand-alone new adult contemporary romance with a happy ending. Suitable only for listeners age 18 and older due to mature content and possible triggers.

©2017 Siobhan Davis (P)2018 Audible, Inc.

Critic Reviews

"Real, raw, and laced with so much emotion I found myself tearing up on more than one occasion." (L.A. Cotton, author of the best-selling Wicked Bay Series)

"Heartwarming, heartbreaking, and swoon-worthy." (S.B. Alexander, best-selling author of the Maxwell Series)

“Talk about a book hangover! This book is AMAZING. It has so much drama, angst, struggle, love.” (Catty Jane Book Lovers)

“The feels that came rushing at me chapter by chapter had me in my happy place enjoying the ride this author set me on. I never wanted to get off.” (Kitty Kat’s Crazy About Books)

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  • MKQKV
  • 13-06-2018

so so touching!

wow what can I say... this really hit me in the feels half the time I felt in a blubbering mess. The story rang so true. The struggles and triumph will bring you so many emotions. I can not recommend this book enough. Yes like every story about real life it shows there are times when we are at are darkest but that it's possible to overcome. Just a phenomenal listen!

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  • Whitney
  • 18-05-2018

Emotional, wonderful & heartbreaking..

It’s a rare talent when an author can pull you in and attach you to their characters. This author does just that, I felt like I was right there in it and felt the pain right alongside the main characters. This book is very an emotional roller coaster, wonderfully done and heartbreaking all at once.