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After All...
- A Memoir
- Narrated by: Angela Nurse
- Length: 8 hrs and 16 mins
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Publisher's Summary
A haunting memoir of one woman's survival of childhood abuse and neglect. After All… is an inspiring story of how faith and a grandmother's unconditional love gave young Maria the strength to survive a loveless home and, incredibly, showed her the path to forgiveness.
The memoir traces her journey from poverty in rural Portugal to a full and happy life in Canada.
After All… is an inspiration of perseverance, courage and forgiveness.