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4J

By: ETTA BLANN
Narrated by: Dee Reads
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4J is a raw, unflinching novel about seven strangers who meet in the psychiatric ward of Sovah Health Hospital in Danville, Virginia, and form an unlikely family. Maya, Vanessa, Marcus, Cody, Tiffany, James, and Dr. Patricia Okonkwo each arrive at 4J carrying the weight of their own mental health struggles bipolar disorder, schizophrenia, PTSD, borderline personality disorder, addiction, and depression. During their first stay together in December 2019, they discover something unexpected: in a place designed for crisis, they find acceptance, honesty, and belonging. Before they're discharged, they make a pact to return every year after Thanksgiving but before Christmas, turning the psychiatric ward into their chosen sanctuary.

Spanning six years, the novel follows each character through their individual battles relapses, recoveries, losses, and small victories while chronicling their annual reunions at 4J. The story doesn't shy away from the brutal reality of living with mental illness: the medications that don't work, the relationships that fall apart, the jobs that are lost, the moments when death feels easier than living. But it also celebrates the power of community, the strength it takes to keep fighting, and the unexpected places we find home. When the hospital staff discovers the pattern in their third year, instead of shutting it down, they recognize the healing power of what these seven people have created.

4J challenges the stigma surrounding mental health treatment and shows that psychiatric hospitals aren't just places of crisis they can be places of connection, understanding, and hope. This is a story about survival, chosen family, and the radical act of being broken together. It's for anyone who's ever felt alone in their struggle, anyone who's ever wondered if they're too much, and anyone who's still fighting to stay alive. Because sometimes the people who understand you best are the ones who've been in the darkness too.

©2026 Etta Blann, Etta Allen (P)2026 Etta Blann, Etta Allen
Genre Fiction Psychological Health Mental Health
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